Judgment(s) and Rapture > Dig Compassion for Self

Portland, Oregon, 13 October 2011

In a Pickle...

I have been in this healing process for so long. And I have dedicated myself to it, and to, as I 'promised' to myself, remaining conscious in those intense shifting times. Intense change always brings growing pains, so a lots of the healing process has been painful as I, planet, you, we all have been releasing our pain body (meaning growing, evolving, transforming). I am also of amazing stamina and endurance. And as I started to read into energies of this fall, I was kind of looking forward to it, for I was finally seeing the light at the end of the very long tunnel I have been in. I felt euphoric and did some amazing work clearing the fields above the seventh), felt as I am getting to place of finally sitting not only in my personal power, but being sort of ready to step into something new finally (fifth-dimensional consciousness/self-actualizing/free).

Heh! Almost the next day I spiraled into the lower levels of hell. I grew so mad and could not quite figure what and why it was happening. I was arguing with God over the process. I told him off and used language I normally do not use. I cried for several days, but there was a moment where I knew God was with me, and I could hear, "I am sorry." I still do not feel that I am in a place of total forgiveness where I can turn around and say, "apology accepted, lets move on." No, I still feel hard in my heart and I know it is because I have to forgive myself and I have to accept that journey I chose was that of suffering and that even though today I know that God does not require self-sacrifice, I had to do it to know that is not required; but now I have to overcome my own judgments of myself over all of my choices I have made in this life and all previous lives. Together with the choice I made just at the end of the September where I told myself, "lets get into this gap/rapture business and be done with it." So I called it forth, and then in the middle of it, I wanted to pull back.

And as I know now that self-sacrifice is ultimate self-denial and the path of the largest resistance to self (read the most painful path), if you want to reconnect with the Source. I have been beating myself, not for not getting that lesson, but for going through it; and how would I get it if I did not go thorough it, duh? We humans are so weird and beautiful at the same time. So magic word or theme here is that one of self-acceptance (opposite to self-resistance) coupled with acceptance of one's own path (which is totally separate lesson). Got previous one long time ago.

However, in hindsight all makes sense and I would not change my life for any easier one. Yet, I am still in the process of self-flagellation. But the worse is over, and I a back to my mantra, "it is just part of the process, it will be over." So that growing pain passes, new lesson is learned, tons of emotional ballast released... And new energy is moving in. More of self restored.

But again, I am still in the middle of the process and I am not yet on the sunny shore as I have hard time forgiving myself. So if anyone out there is reading this, I am writing it for you, to share, so you know it is OK, no matter which way you are choosing, when God is concerned. We are our worst judges and with that in our hearts it is hard to make reconnect. This place is extremely hard, but if you are at this place right now, having abnormal levels of anxiety, difficulty breathing, heavy in your chest it is all coming up for release. And this is the worse of all that has been stored on the planet: terrifying rage, hatred for self, God, tons of judgments. Now, it seems to me that heavy emotions will be expressed, but judgments are so hard. Because so many of them may be reminiscence of many previous lifetimes of which we may hardly be conscious. So I suggest for that part to release all judgments you have ever placed on yourself in your entire universal life ask Universe to help you with it. Ask for judgments to be lifted and compassion to replace the energy void of released judgments.

Rapture
Now, I am seeing the picture. We have had to step into place of reclaimed personal power before we take a plunge into the gap. Into the rapture. The rupture is literally that - a split inside of our body's in the line of heart. It is horizontal and we have to 'jump start' that gap so that we reconnect two sides (and chakras) of our body. Lower and upper. It has been created by extreme opposition of feminine self to masculine self. It is energetic opposition, polarization that literally creates first a force field that is so powerful that nothing can go through it (hate) and then it creates gap/rapture/split inside of ourselves (all applies to our planet's electromagnetic field as well). This is major split and there are minor splits...
There was prerequisite for this and it took long and grueling journey where all we have known become meaningless after all the struggle. But it is all so necessary. Our arduous journey has forced us into releasing the primal survival fear out of our bodies which has had amazing grip on directing our lives. Now intensity of it so lessened and we can release this other heavy stuff. And hopefully survive. Trust me, I have gone through some intense releases, but this time I wrote My Will. Even though I am so dedicated to the life and process or process of living and healing. Even though, I saw some amazing visions of the future, and sort of have hunch I will get through it, at the same time I am also ready to leave if I cannot figure out the exit. But I have said in the past to some of my friends, "Suicide has saved my life several times. At very difficult times I got through it because I knew that was an ultimate option that I always had at my disposal." That is how I got alive out of my besieged hometown during the Bosnian war. I thought, "this is it, I cannot take it anymore. I kill myself or I leave this ghetto." Next day, I set out to cross through enemy territories into Croatia, got jailed, was placed to sleep with enemy solders in the same rooms (their dorm rooms and in the same jail cell, went on a hunger strike when put into forced work, and various other close shaves -- all unscathed -- and I believe only two things helped me: I was fearless, but well aware, I trusted that I will find a way to speak to any human heart (which is typical of fool); as well as I believed someone watched over my crossing most likely my deceased dad. I was twenty-six old female and alone.

Having said this about suicide, I want to say that I have suffered severe depression from my teen years until I was thirty-four when I embarked on proactive and conscious healing path in order to deal with my life traumas. From this perspective having been on both sides I do want to say that there is difference in depression and suicide I have experience before and now. If I can sum it in simple terms:
Before it was self-destructive and the inner voice was telling me that I was worthless and could never get any better, no way out etc. If you experience this, this voice is NOT your voice, it is more like we are transmediums. So depression comes from transmediumship, meaning we channel energy that is not ours through our system and as we are so little aware we take it on as our on. Psychic trademark is seventh chakra is wide open to all the crap of the world to enter it (funnily I have seen it manifest boldness with men).
This time is kind of opposite, though lots of pain feels like depression I know it is not depression, but frustration and I know it is my own resistance to self, and in some way comes from place of self-preservation. Weirdly enough.
But bottom line is, sort of like disclaimer, I do not endorse suicide.

I have had so many visions and exchanges of energy in last couple of weeks that is hard to even keep track and remember all of it, but what I feel is important to share is, it is just part of the process and lots of darkness is lifting from our hearts. This is not easy and I believe cannot be fluffy process. However stick with it, it will lessen in intensity (if you have been doing homework and if you are in alignment with the Earth releasing from her pain body and her heart): there is the end of the tunnel. Almost there.

In my arguments with God where I told him, I hated him for hating me, I was taught greatest lesson by my gambling addict friend, "You have too much faith," he said to me. I was like, "wow, so true, you are my teacher today." I have placed so much faith, belief and trust in God. I realized the lesson of the recovering the heart and recovering from all of the hurts from the time of inception to today was to reset my faith to myself, my trust in myself, and my belief in myself. Because that is how we humans got disconnected from the God in the first place. We got hit into our esteem and never recovered from it. Third chakra is what we have had to totally recover. So while I recovered a lot of my personal power I was still in distrust of myself, not having faith and not believing that I can manifest what I need for myself, and I fell. So as I have said so many times in my previous posts: reset your reclaimed power to being senior in your own being, being commanding in your own being, being certain of your own being. But now in the fourth chakra reset to trust yourself to do anything you want, believe in yourself, have faith in yourself.

New Timeline and No Way Back

Portland, Oregon, 20 September 2011

Reversal of the Magnetic Flow on the Planet Earth

This past week we have entered the timeline of reversal of the flow of the Divine Feminine~Will~Magnetic force* on our Earth. The reversal in the flow of magnetic energy may be what some have prophesied to be a pole shift. I am not certain what physical manifestation of this reversal will be, I am more certain that it is going to manifest in some way as

1. collapse of current money flows around the planet (as money has been perceived by humans as primary power holder) and

2. reversal in the abundance flows.
3. Divine Mother is starting to close up space to all those who have took her for granted, who have desecrated her, who have denied her presence, and yet she kept them alive because she opens and holds space open for life, etc, etc... I suggest you say thank you to the Great Mother for every foot you put forward for she holds that space for life that is you, for life of you.

Space crises will manifest in increased totalitarianism and lack. Simply because those who run the system matrix run on the guilt energetic and the Guilt never moves back once you give it the space. The only way you can move it back is through it out of your space. So check around yourself who is making you feel guilty. Those people and/or organizations are the ones you best kick out of your life if you want to live.

The entire global capital power pyramid is hollowed out and now will start to collapse. What has represented the hollow power (power entities/holders who really do not have power themselves, but as we perceived ourselves to be powerless they could grab onto our own energy which of course translates into amassed power).

This reversal process will collapse the power matrix that has held our planet caged and all beings in servitude or entrapment. How long it will take? Dunno, depends on you, I and all of us. How long it will take us to get it. That 'their' power is illusionary power we have given up ourselves. How long it will get us to stop playing the victim and see how we have fed the system/matrix.

Choice. This is a collective homework. The matrix has been hundreds of thousands of years in the making, not easy task. Though trust it is doable. For time is now, and entire Universe is conspiring to help us. Take responsibility in looking who do you really serve, who is your Master and break the agreement ring with feeding the collapsing power paradigm on Earth. Time to cast all the rings into the fire!

Seems as civil unrest is already flaming as result of the reversal with the protests against the elites. But remember, the corporate greed and corruption is reflection of what we have allowed them to be and do to us. So do the inner work as well.

Ask to align yourself with your true self, accept your free will and align it with Divine Will, align with and nest within the Source of all. Reset yourself to self-love and unconditional self-acceptance, for our connection with the Source is in love and co-creation. Cast the rings** of self-hatred, self-judgment and guilt into the fires of Mt. Morodor! For it is those vibrations that have been holding us, ultimately, in bondage and servitude to Lucifer (for our Masters have their Master). Step out of victimhood and take responsibility for yourself. Reclaim your seniority and command, your certainty and your power! Reclaim yourself and shine your true self out the world, to universe. Make a choice and you can do it! Entire Universe will start moving your way to support you. Trust and have a faith. This is not a small feat! Entire universe’s car park is parked around our planet watching the outcome, for what we do will affect entirety of our cosmos. Our planet is the free will planet. The Earth holds the home energy for the feminine power of the Source and is not going to tolerate anymore denial of herself, and life for which She opens and holds the space to exist.

Body issues are going to continue be related to Architecture of Guilt Bondage System, which is centered at the center of human chest, so all immune system issues (asthma like symptoms, feeling of being squeezed...). Broken limbs as relates to bondage in fourth dimension.

*And I am referring to it as a force as opposed as a power (you know force vs. power), as it is going to be forceful. The Great Mother is fed up!
**Ring symbolizes spiritual agreement. We have made many to step into victim consciousness in order to have karmic experience (we barely had a choice, but we did). Time is now to keep tossing the rings until we are free to step onto dharmic path if we choose.

Japan New Moon Earthgrid Activation

Portland, OR, 11 March 2011

Here is the list of the earthquakes within the last week in that area (source: the US Geological Survey Earthquakes website), with today's 7.1 magnitude included.

Portland, OR, 15 March 2011

While the emotional clearing of Chilean and Christchurch, New Zealand earthquakes have been swinging shake ups and downs of terror from the body of the Earth as well as people who wanted to move it with her, the earthquake and tsunami event in Japan has been about movement of terrified rage of the Earth. The Earth is terrified and outraged at our prospect and predisposition to self destruct. She is terrified about loss of life and she is outraged at our choice to continue self destructive, life destructive path. She is really pissed about use of nuclear energy which is highly detrimental to transference of her feminine energy (nuclear radiation is really harmful to the cellular information which is how our matrilineal information is stored), and with it to the life that she has fostered, nurtured and nourished for so long since the time of Atlantis self destruction.

On the 1st of April 2011 Nick Fiorenza of Lunar Planner web site posted "Japan New Moon Earthgrid Activation" article.

Did Chilean Earthquake Shift Earth's Figure Axis?

Oakland, CA, 11 March 2010

Well, NASA's newest newsletter says, "On Feb. 27, 2010, the Chilean quake may have moved the figure axis as much in a matter of minutes as it normally moves in a whole year. It was a truly seismic shift—no pun intended."

Oakland, CA, 22 March 2010

Plate continues adjusting and more terror is released from the depths of the Earth. There will be more of it, so keep watching:
http://earthquake.usgs.gov/earthquakes/recenteqsww/

More amazing effects onto our fifth layer of galactic consciousness coming from this galactic event:
http://www.lunarplanner.com/Snippets/V407_Cygni/

So, fasten your seat belts and prepare for a hell of a ride!
Panic (panic attacks and similar) is part of this process, so notice it, feel it, ask what is it about and let it be. Then it will just move out.
Those who are choosing to still ignore their own terror will have pictures (events) brought into their life so that they can face what they are avoiding. Because, the Earth is keeping it no more inside of herself.

The Judgment Over Terror Seal Opened at Haiti

Christchurch, New Zealand, 15 January 2010

Glimpse Into the Tunnel

With the Haiti earthquake the Earth has shook of the judgment seal placed on the feeling and emotion of terror and fear. Terror has been the most denied emotion (not only on the Earth but in the entire universe). So with heavy judgments coming from all directions terror has been getting more and more compressed. Inside of us, inside of our planet… Our judgment of it has been like a seal on top if it not allowing this emotion, nor feeling to move, and therefore to transform so that we can grow out of it. Just reminder, in case you have not read any previous posts, emotions are of magnetic energetic nature. So imagine six billion plus souls holding their terror suppressed deep down inside of themselves. It has been taking heavy toll on the Earth and on all of us.

Opening of this Seal is like opening of the Pandora jar and allowing our fear and terror to surface. So in retrospect, if I look back at the previous twelve months I could call the past year - Year of Rage, and giving the energy that I know will be coming up in the 2010, I would call this year - Year of Terror (and Fear). Terror and fear will be coming up to be transformed.

What I am noticing with people is that they are bringing a lots of shapeshifting demons (the second highest order of demons, fallen angel being the highest, though is not as frequent) up to be cleared. All people I have read lately have had them. These demons are so attached to the vibration of terror.

The picture that starts to form is that all of these various traps, distractions and siphons to our energetic body sit at the place of the opening, gateway, our way to the other dimensions. I have been talking a lot about the bridge that we have to build and cross to bring the polar opposites inside of ourselves to balancing point. What I am seeing now is that at this balancing point on 'the bridge' there is tunnel that needs to be cleared. This tunnel is our way out/up. However you want to put it. It is not about getting out of our skins. It is just about accessing our true self and reconnecting to our true Source information, to our true origins. It is the tunnel that connects to higher (meaning above forth dimension) dimensions. This requires increase in resonance of our electromagnetic field. In addition with this information came some vague information how this is the 'proper' way to access the higher dimensions and not through astral travel, astral body connection, etc. that has been the only one known to us humans in recent eons. Once this process is over, we will be connecting differently with the dimensions past the third dimension. Stay tuned for updates.

The judgment seal is placed in the same spot where the Guilt Caltrop is, and that is place of attachment for higher order demons (it looks like so far) and that is where our 'tunnel' starts. So, it is almost laughable to think that demons are just like Greek mythology Cerberos (multi-headed hound): the underworld gatekeepers... Hahaha. Though it makes sense, we are not to escape the underworld...I mean, our Keepers would like it to stay that way. Enslavement is profitable energy siphoning venture after all. It makes sense that there is elaborate system to cover up the access. Though, we always have to remember we are responsible for placing ourselves in a harms way and making this enslavement contract.

What does that mean for you and your body? It means immuno-suppression. Our lymphatic system is severely affected. And of course, this effects organs further down the line. But the most affected is breathing organs: larynx, esophagus, thoracic Duct, cysterna chyli (consequently affects lungs, heart, etc.)...

Bodyworks Continues

Christchurch, New Zealand, 12 December 2009

Notice, Observe, That is All

After couple of adventurous side tours, I arrived to a totally new environment, to the opposite side of the globe to spend my hibernating times. The Island of the New and not too damaged by traumatic experiences as the Land is fairly new (in geologic terms) and history as well. So while I have been letting myself to wind down a bit at the same time, I was also struggling with old co-dependence and new co-creative concepts. At some point, I realized that the split and path diversion is about us making choice which way to go. And that while the old concept is familiar and we keep running the same circles, the new concept is scary as it is figuring out how to manifest new ways of relating amidst the old mess. Conceptually it is clear, but still unclear, how, what, where...
Somehow, I have certainty that it is OK for now to just take care of myself. Have as good food as possible. Continue to do what I can given the circumstances to support my body in the bodyworks. Tittering between two worlds, knowing that I am not going anywhere yet, taking care of myself is the most compassionate thing I can do.
Even though, I have let go of so many relationships in recent years, there is still struggle that comes from observing loved ones choosing to stay in co-dependence and suffering as a result. It is hard work to constantly reminding oneself that that is also a choice and it just means they are choosing a different path and that I can only respect whatever choices they have made. But I know there is a learning in all, and that is what has kept me going my entire life. Now, it is not any different, and mind you, all of this is piece of cake when I think of it (looking over my life in retrospect). With all of that, there is also a picture emerging about learning how to reconcile these two diverging, but still co-existing realities in same time-space.
In addition, it has been an exercise in simply noticing and observing discrepancies in the environment and seeing how discrepancies are addressed as a result of bringing awareness. Amazing. Witnessing the power of bringing the awareness into the picture. Trusting that the energy flows. :-)

Let Body Work Its Magic

Christchurch, New Zealand, 11 October 2009

BODY - Fourth Manifested Part of God (Creation)

While previously I had thought that my next post would be about creating with magic it turns out, I was right and wrong at the same time. Magic is effortless and instantaneous manifestation. Now, I am thinking how arrogant and ignorant of me to think so. For over six years I have been working electro-magnetics of my system that I totally lost sight of the vessel. Thus, what has actually manifested is that feel totally empty, totally tired and wandering how I will make it. And I am about to embark onto the unknown road to the unknown. Bridging endeavour.

As it turns out I was wrong in that, that it is not going to be magic manifestations in the outside reality yet. But I was right in that that magic will be inside works of my body. Body magically works by itself. I realized that I have been hard on myself and that my body needs a break from all the work. Body is manifest part of God and God has a body just as we do(we are made in God’s image, right?), plus entirety of the physical manifestation of the Universe. And since energy cannot vanish… I wonder, what we have been thinking so far. It seems so obvious now!

There has been such massive offload of the old energies and upload of the new... And human physical body due to its energetic density simply takes much longer to shift energies (to release the old and integrate the new). There are time-lines of how long it takes for complete journey of a blood drop, lymph liquid, neuron, hormone, etc... And while certainly I can applaud myself for mammoth energy shifts, now I know I have to lay low for a while. Hibernate, let all the old blocked energy to leak out of my body (toxins, thus helping body to detox is the top priority) and to reintegrate the new once there is room for it... That is how I realized that the time coming up would be non-eventful on the outside... And that I just have to let my body work its magic, while I am half asleep. Heh.

So to reiterate: entire summer and especially September have been such a power house of release of the old and upload of the new energies that now we simply have to assimilate all of it into our physical bodies. There was release of sewage like energy from the thrusting channel. Basically sewage created but unused and blocked genetic information. This information with no ability to move simply rotted, turned toxic due to stagnancy. This conversion (from letting go of the new to letting in the new) in turn is going to burden the urinary bladder channel as it will carry out all this toxic sewage out of the body. Therefore, if you are experiencing hair loss problems out of the blue it is simply due to toxins moving through the body, just let your body do what it does the best. Do not freak out and get in its way. Just stay with the process. After urinary bladder, gall bladder (and channels) will be affected, as of course liver (and channels). For me kidneys have been under stress because I was shifting a lot, but not supporting my body as much. So my kidneys are depleted as well. And I have a hunch it is like that for many.

At this time we have been releasing traumatic memories stored in our bodies. Human body has a consciousness of it’s on. Much of trauma of human body is that is has been seen just as a vessel of service to the spirit. However, at this time is the first time that human body will take its rightful and integral place as a part of creation. This is different cleanse from before. While there has been much hormonal harmonizing, and neural pathways clearing, this is cellular cleanse. Trauma and resulting toxins stored on cellular level. Hence, bone marrow, lymph system (thymus and spleen in particular), then every cell of our body. And since liver is master controller of many functions relating to production of blood, influencing lungs, intestines, kidneys, urinary bladder, plus having all toxic material go through it… Discomfort to say the least. Muscle pain, especially back due to release of the toxins on the cellular level, heightened cell acidity, so instead work out, have a massage and go to the hot springs and saunas.
All of this work, and what is to follow will affect men to a great degree and they may experience impotence and ‘low sperm count.’ This problems are not only physiological in nature. And this problem may persist for a while with men, before they clear the terror from their chests. I guess (since I am not a man), that facing impotence for men is like loosing the most important power symbol they have. Loosing something that we think it defines us, makes us finally ask the question (which sets the Universe in motion to assist us) - and in that way look at part of self, and hopefully process it and bring it to the light, finally. All in order to step off the cycle of karma and get on the dharma pathway. After all impotence will serve its purpose like everything else. Hehe ;-)

Simply, we are recovering all dimensions of self with our full physical presence. Separation of the spirit and the body is another artificial construct and programming myth that is going down the drain. At this time, there is no real healing, and no real ascension without healing of the body; and accepting and acknowledging body and thus form for its place, role, purpose and work done to hold us, and our disjointed and dysfunctional life-energy system together (end then we discarding it like an (ab)used vessel.

Thank you, my body. Thank you, body. I am sorry for all of the abuse through which I have put you.

Multidimensional Architecture of Guilt Bondage System

Bihac, Bosnia and Herzegovina, 20 September 2009

Continuation of the Guilt Energy Trap Study

As I continued to study this trap, more and more I feel it could be called the Guilt Caltrop because it is increasingly becoming of thorny and crucifying qualities. First of all, I was naïve when I though it would be that simple to deal with this thing. What I want to point out now and sort of emphasize is: fundamentals to heal this place and remove these device plus cordage/bondage attached to it. It could be named Guilt Bondage System as it has a trapping device and set of cable/bondage network.
Firstly, I now know, it is not possible to see and find this device before one graduates from the fourth dimension. It is only sitting in the fifth dimension and up that is possible to see this device and there is space that opens for studying the architecture of the entanglement. I would make guess that some of it may be similar and/or same for all people (position of the device in the body), but how will one remove this it will really take myriad of individual approaches. I personally go a little by little now and simply take it that this may be an ongoing process for a while (month-two, longer; my hunch is, it will be done in a month). But basically emphasis is that this will depend on each one experience, circumstance… It is my understanding though that only those who have gone through the process of clearing this enslaving entanglement will be able to help others willing to get rid off it.
Secondly, there is remembrance involved in doing this. It is sort of remembering something that is so old and fogged up, that we have never to this time could reach this place to remembering it. As we could not remember this time-place we could not heal the emotion of terror involved in the event and then picture imprinted in us. So healing here occurs as memory floods our conscious mind (it is released from amygdalae and ‘reptilian brain’ choke into the rest of the brain for processing and becoming part of conscious AKA enlightened mind - God’s light has access to those parts of the brain – then shedding the light and we can see finally into the hole of guilt covered with darkness – and than it is no more).

Overarching and Overreaching Architecture Guilt Bondage System

My mother’s energy presence visit helping to release more of the terror (I cried my guts out for couple of hours) and her merging with me (got some of my energy back).
The next day in energy check in my third eye I realized I have accessed full potential of my fifth and sixth layers and spotted the Trap.
999 I got the overall picture of what this was about and connected and nested my own fifth and sixth within the earth’s layer system; I have reached clarity about multidimensionality of the bondage system and complexity of the removal of it. As the trap is in fourth dimension, and cords go almost to the beginning of our existence. That means that I see them in dimensions I access, and then I cannot see them in upper dimensions [still fogged up, I have not connected to the memory and consciousness of full potential of my other dimensions (but now I know they are there and with the intent and the will it can be cleared, etc…)]. Then imagine they go up and there is closed door (that sometimes opens, I used the opportunity of 999 to access time-place portal to have a glimpse through the open door), hence cords are caught in closed door scenario, and then ‘on the other side’ they go to the time-place of the event when this emotional picture was imprinted and denied…
But imagine that denied emotion is sort of strangled and stored neatly in the deep, dark recesses of our being where God’s light does not shine; behind the doors that the reptilian brain choke holds under tight control (just like Κέρβερος watched entrance into Hades, Greek Underworld/Subconscious, tightly)
In a days that have followed, more veils fell off. At some point as I continued to study this System, I laid on the floor (I have been extremely fatigued with this entire process and sometimes I have to amend my practice…), and this laying on the floor on my back, proved very appropriate as you really want to have wide open chest area to look at and work with this. It is at this time that the Guilt Bondage System started to look more and more like crucifixion of some sort. There is really good parallel to how this look like conceptually in our everyday reality (there always is): if you can picture it, I pretty much looked to myself as one of those plastic toys that come tied to the cardboard or plastic sheet and then packed into clear plastic box. Well, it has been this kind of ties and style of tying that I have found as I requested support in removing this cords:
1. first one removed was sort of as to hold my body up right, so imagine huge letter U, bottom, curved part of the letter is on the front part of the body and then enters into the body (bellow breast) and enters out into eternity passing through layers and dimensions going to the Manipulating Master's hands. After pulling this one out:
2. the second one is about the same place and the same style at the front, but in the back is tied just in the fashion of plastic toys or as we tie electric cables to keep them neat; so in the back it turns into X and it has to be unwound, untied before it can be pulled out;
3. now I saw the Caltrop for the first time. It is lodged in that same spot I have been talking about lately: front view – behind the sternum and next to the heart; back view – UB15-16. Caltrop laid there as covered in sea grass-like gooey smudge; when pulled out it looked just like something you would pick up on the beach entangled in sea grass.
4. After this, I have intently asked God’s light to shine into recesses where the trap had been lodged. I think for a good hour I had a burping session; air coming from my lungs, esophagus, stomach… Mostly that mid-section of heart-diaphragm area.
5. But this is not all. In a later days, I removed cables that run as an infinity symbol, around bicepses of my arms: each loop tying one arm around biceps, crossed in the middle, and from there exiting into infinity through dimensions to the Master Puppeteer. [Digression: I find it entertaining to decipher peoples tattoos. Hehe, they are always in a places and symbolism of their own deep wounds… with this digression you can think yourselves of all people with cables tattooed on their bodies…]
6. There was another set of cables here that run down the arms, sort of used loops of the previous cable component went out of arms at about TW10 – to the master control. [if you look into this is our own creation or giving up of self and our own power – this particular cable set is conditioning on who should be our mate and who should we love – it is not connected to the heart, but it runs to the Master Controller. In eons time of social conditioning and the Master Controller programming we have gotten to the place where we go for what we should, and not for what we love and feel]. Arms are heart extension.
7. Cable that run from the trap through some parts of the body on the left side, exited at about UB51 and then entered at UB57, exited on the other side close by K7-8 and then tied at about SP3. And this one is peculiar because imagine when someone murders someone and want to stuff them into the trunk of the car – that is how this side of the body looks like due to this cable, because cable is designed way to short, so entire path of the cable is through warped body – to the fetal position – cable is that short.
8. If I learn of more cables I will add them on.
9. I have vibrated my layers up to my reach to have cable and this system's debris centrifuged out of my layers.
10. All that was pulled was demagnetized and deposited into Archangel Uriel’s energy recycling bin, so it could be taken to a proper cosmic recycling station.

Note: All UB15, UB57, SP3 and similar are Traditional Chinese Medicine Acupoints.

About 9/9/9 Window of Time-Place Opportunity

16 September 2009

Report About Time of 999 and Place of the Heart and Origin of the Guilt Trap

Firstly, I would like to give a sort of rundown of some significant events this past season, as a sort of recap. These are prerequisites for staying on this planet as co-creative stewards and co-creators of life. Around this time another way of seemingly innocent souls will leave this plane. Their major sin? Denial of self and/or parts of self. Denial kills love, and you can read one of the previous posts about Pure Love.
So what do we have to do to experience again Earth Magic?
1. Make choice between (co-creative) life and (co-dependent) death.
2. Have an intent to heal, that is to transform and evolve. (by taking responsibility for our own shit, in order to achieve freedom - so far, the Earth has been holding our emotional sewage - hence we face pictures of environmental catastrophe).
3. Graduated off the karmic wheel, which roughly translates into unconditional acceptance of all parts of self (spirit, will, heart, body), and one's place and role in Creation. This is short for long battle with one's own demons, judgments, programming and conditioning clearing, etc... (through emotional release*)
"Mourners (those who are weeping), they shall be comforted (or ye shall laugh)"
4. Having achieved balance of spirit and a will in a heart, and fused subconscious with conscious (brought subconscious to the awareness, into the light and basically turned into consciousness; basically digging through our sewer system to clarify. (through emotional release)
5. Accepted one's own place and role.
6. All of the above is traveling through the fourth dimension in order to step into one's own power, place and role. For many this may have implied retaking their own power, place and role. Accordingly, many will lose their power (because it was not theirs). All of this is process of self-realization.
7. Once graduated from the fourth dimension and having access to the fifth it is further clarifying about our purpose and accessing information of self-actualizing. Only once we have accessed this dimension we can see guilt trap device and have intent to have it cleared (still working on the architecture of this device, as it is multidimensional, that is goes beyond where I am now).
8. So were you ready or not for 09/09/09 time opening? If you have achieved all of the above then you would have aligned your own balanced cross persona with the cosmic holy cross and this date provided time-space opening to cross into another dimension. This may sound fancy, and it may end up being fancy, but fit means recovering one's own layers to their full potential and capacity.
9. And coming up soon: accessing the sixth dimension is accessing instantaneous manifestation of intent-vision into form - magic.

A Bit About Body at This Time
Much work around heart and relationships right now. Since this is still high time for self-actualizing this will also reflect greatly in the area of thymus gland. Thymus gland (high heart) reflects how true we are in expressing our hearts - communication between heart and the throat (expressing how we really feel and live life true to our own heart). So far humanity has known this gland to start shrinking in the teenage years.
Guilt clearing out of the body is a lots of burping. One wonders where all that air has been stored? It feels as air pockets coming out of stomach, esophagus, diaphragm...
Lungs - with guilt and device clearing there will be slow clearing from the lungs, sometimes manifests ind sharp pain an dry cough.
Terror is still on the menu (adrenals; flight-fight; that may mean some hormonal imbalance), and as result different eating habit (sweets or something).
Anxiety and anxiety attacks...

Now there is a story again and maybe it is going to be strange mix, but looking back on what I wrote in the last few posts, it was all in the making.

In the first week of September I have a lot going on internally, and then in addition to that, I had this urgency about going to Bosnian Pyramids. Everything was vague in my head; swirl of many pictures as to what is a purpose of me going there. Information swirl consisted of

• I am the key for this time-place
• healing, healing, healing
  
• accessing ancestral memory - ancestral earth keeping codes
  
• new code update - exchange of new blueprint codes with the Earth
  
• bringing the consciousness into the time-place through time-space portal
  
• reconnecting this place into the planetary grid
• grid meltdown into plasma like no-time, no-space all is possible spatial fabric will transform with time (soon, but over period of time, not in a flash)
  

In what I described in August post, I have had a knowing that I have accessed full potential of my fifth layer (fifth dimension). Also I become aware that this access have given me an opening for another level of healing and it is sort of healing of the core of the core; original cause, what lies underneath it all. I have already written about spotting the guilt trap from that vantage point. Now, I have knowing that its tentacles reach through layers/dimensions and that it may take some time before all is cleared. I will make separate post about this, for it has been work in progress, so I will keep adding to it as I go.

A Bit About Coding
Earth Keeper: To access ancestral codes and remember of original task/charge assigned: that of being the Earth Keeper, from my experience necessitates many tears shed (emotional body clearing).
Mapmaker: To access new codes and assume ones role of Mapmaker requires clearing of veils that stand between me and the God. Clearing the information/communication channel. No white noise, no transmitters, no mediators, accessing a direct channel of communication. Only Source and I (naked, that is stripped of all shenanigans). Discernment is the tool here.
Codebreaker: I could not have done any of it have I not broken through the programming and conditioning codes, codes of judgment personal and social, etc... That is why I am seemingly utterly alone at this time.

Seemingly Uneventful Day At the Top of the Pyramid of the Sun on 09/09/09

Intro: The Pyramid of the Sun is in Visoko, Bosnia & Herzegovina. Pyramids are geometric objects that provide following function: they collapse multidimensional into non-dimensional, that is, into a point (top/tip of the pyramid). So imagine funneling of energy. Spiraling energy coming from the center of the Earth, and that energy being channeled by the sides of the pyramid into its point where this energy then exits. Since the energy is funneled, it is amplified and focused when it reaches the exit point - a zero point (as you can see what is between blue and red spiral on this drawing). And it exits to create its mirror image. At the place of a zero point I was intent to access on one hand the energy stream coming from the center of the Earth and hearth chakra (having that vibratory quality), and on the other energy stream from the center of the Universe, from the Source. They intersect in the zero point, and provide a portal for, hehe, "remote viewing" of what is beyond the pale...
What is great about the pyramid of the Sun is that since it is buried you can actually climb to the top of the pyramid and sort of have the access to the zero point.
That was an overcast and pretty cool day with occasional sprinkle of rain. After strenuous hike (because I chose to go straight up route), I came to the top and found myself nice place to sit. I waited for few people to leave the site. I grounded and run my energy, aligned and nested my field within the Earth/Cosmic field (Key). I have asked Archangels to clear as much as they can from the surface of the land, bellow the land (some of the tunnels bellow have had disincarnate beings trapped for probably couple of tens of thousands of years - certainly died accidental death), and above the land - all within 600 km radius, including clearing attachments off people, if people were in agreement and ready to let go off their parasitic teachers. Invited Fairy Queen to help with recovering memory about Earth Magic. In some ways, I felt I had to do this in order to have unobstructed energy exchage with the land.
Some of these are, sort of, separate themes even though they do merge further in the past I go, and they do have common point of origin.
I have known that we have been updating our ancestral matrilinial information for a while so I was intent on exchanging info with this particular energy place.
And as I have been reporting we are in this together with the Earth, so I was wanting to look at the Earth's Guilt Tripping device. What I saw when I requested this, was a little bit strange.

Picture one
Submerged land, crystal clear water, missing pyramid, temple. Pyramids lay deeper under the layers of soil then what is currently presenting as scratched surface of the pyramid. Subsequent use of this same area always for sacred practice and with innate knowledge of energetics of the place.

Picture two
In the overarching context, the vision I had was about the origin of the guilt trap and and emotion that was then swallowed and that has kept us captive. However, the good news is that because of seeing this picture, it is indicative that this picture has entered into consciousness to be healed, and I have seen cords of enslavement falling off.

Angels, Slave-runners and Pyramids
The time was right before we would come to the planet Earth. Our ancestors (spirits to be humans) were born to be mates for the angels. Angels did not want to mate with us and did not want to go to the Earth, because they felt that closer to God they are the more powerful they are. Since, we had to go, we first felt terror of guilt that we have to accept something that may not be to our liking and at the same time that is the only choice, so as we started off we took in feeling of terror as well as the guilt. That guilt of not accepting everybody was about extreme electric energy beings (EEEs***). Origination of guilt trap.
So what do they have to do with angels and pyramids? Through this guilt-terror entanglement they have had corded to us and have been our slave runners ever since. Angels? They have too weak of magnetic field and spirits-to-be-humans with more powerful magnetic field were meant to compensate and be "perfect mates." But that was not to be. Angels had stuck there in the heavens with God, until the war in heavens when because of their lack of will they betrayed the God and attached themselves to Lucifer. They fell off grace of God. Then they worked for Lucifer and were overarching masters of EEEs, who then run humans, because after all none of the upper structures of this architecture can survive without magnetic force (because it opens space for existence).
In time of Atlantis many of Angels were incarnated in power positions in Atlantian temples. They were advanced civilization technologically, as it has been known and rumored. However they had not mastered, nor had they achieved balance. Quite the opposite, or we would have been Atlanto-Lemurians, and we are not; but for a faint memory here and there.
So finally, the basic information about the pyramids is that they are pre-flood and that they are buried deeper then current digs. There have been layers of use in all times. There is huge temple complex, and fittingly this Atlantian temple complex was a originating place of demise of Atlantis - overamping of the crystal (Atlantis had a series of temples) that caused the end of this civilization. The actual cause was power hunger, literally power hunger. Those who had instigated this at that time were of angelic origin in human form. There is a story here. They are today on Earth, also power hungry working in the labs around the Earth trying to generate more power through fusion, fission, etc...). No wander scientific community does not want to even look into possibility of researching if there are pyramids in Bosnia. It is not easy to face our own shitty reflections.
More of the Terror in our Bones From That Time
Spirits-to-be-humans on the way to earth had experienced something no spirit had had experienced before. They traveled rapidly through dimensions and it was so fast, and at some point God turned away to attend to another 'problem' and in that way the flow of God's light was stopped and with that stream of conscious awareness. What that meant that spirits-to-be-humans lost consciousness and had come to Earth unconscious, and not fully remembering. Just as Sinead had made into song "All Babies."
Feeling that accompanied this transversing was feeling of terror that stayed with us ever since. The terror is of compression and suffocation because of traveling down dimensions at the rapid speed. We reexperience this terror every time we are birthed. I know that some illuminated souls out there intuitively know something is amiss about birthing process and there is more and more consciousness about birthing process and there are more and more women who are trying to do their best to alleviate this trauma. [Research conscious birth, natural, water birth... if you are interested to learn more about this.]

Current Media Picture
In the last couple of days the US media has a spotlight on the murdered Yale Grad student Annie Le. And I thought with this case I can illustrate the Law of Attraction. Since we are working at this time energy of terror, this is really good example. By the way she died, I know that she met her ultimate most suppressed, denied emotion - terror. And 'original' terror if I can call it that. Terror of compression and suffocation. Her murderer was exact polar opposite of denied emotion of terror - he held rage, which is terror's opposite emotion. Energetic match made in hell.
Had Annie had any awareness of her terror, and accepted it and worked it to try to loosen it up, and eventually release it, she would have not met her denied energetic polarity - enraged coworker Clark. To further try to give understanding of this work: terror is heavily denied emotion, thus gets a minus, negative value. The more negatively we value it the further down "our throats" will go. The more intensely denied it is the more intensely can swing back.
Then we get fixated (programming, condition; social or religious) on all things positive, and we would not hurt the fly. Yet, this terror is there and affects our field no matter how hard we try to control our emotional body with "positivism." In the end, depending on the intensity of denial we slow down to disease state or death. The other aspect is that it affects the Earth field; and as All is One, it may hurt people the half world away. Another observation is: the more something person is concerned about - it is their cause - the more they contribute to the energetics that have created that problem in the first place.

And to get back to my visit to Visoko, I worked on neutralizing all the planted crystals (people with Atlanitan karmic connection come and plant them), and reconnected the place into the Earth grid. It is interesting looking into recent history of Bosnia and Herzegovina, being sort of black hole on the map, and suffering again disconnect of the place of balance (Mostar bridge). So if we do not understand magnetic energy; if we do not balance masculine-feminine; conscious-subconscious=always breaks in the heart area. Be it Earth or human.


* Emotional release is freeing emotional/magnetic body; freeing our own will; the most often manifests as crying.
** EEEs - They did not look nice, cool, they were like bullies on the block. because of this original guilt we still have connection to this 'guys' and it is enslavement connection. Some people refer to them as to reptiles, aliens, etc. and they run most of 'power places on the Earth today. They have no magnetic within their energy field. They are purely electric. Since, magnetic is emotional/feminine/will body is our evolutionary vehicle, you can then deduce that they cannot evolve, and they cannot pass into fifth dimension. Their reign is fourth dimension - hehe, you can see why it is so tough to get through the fourth dimension. They hate magnetic/emotional/feminine/will, but cannot exist without it.

Post scriptum:

20 September 2009

Hehe, the last night I read the Quantum Awakening: Global Electronic Newsletter (September 2009 issue) created by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan (stamped at September 17). I can not help it, I have to plaster portion of this newsletter here. It is sort of the other side of the 'Angels story.' This is the one, it looks like, as from the Angels' point of view. Enjoy.

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YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Many of you have reached up to the Heavenly realms asking for help, assistance, and miracles. Never before have the Heavenly Hosts and the Angels heard such a cry. Never before have we issued millions of angels to come forth and wrap themselves all around Earth.

In the Angelic World, we wear many forms colors and energies. Sometimes we come forth as a single drop of rain upon your face. Sometimes we come forth as a breeze touching your cheek. Sometimes we can be seen in the clouds as a brilliant luminosity. Sometimes we are a single tiny dot of light and othertimes we are big enough to embrace all of earth. We vary in size in color and light. We vary in jobs and in position and in understandings of humans. We are not those who have fallen from death on your planet. We are a completely different type of being, one who listens to your every beck and call. The Heavenly Father issued you to be in charge of us. Finally, after so long, we are set free to do our job, to love and protect you. Each one of you has a multitude of us around you. We flit about as a butterfly in a palace rose garden.

When you were born you were given an angelic guardian. We come forth to allow you the experience the grace, the glory of peace amongst all the turmoil. We are what brings a smile to your face in the midst of a hectic day when just for a moment you remember us and just for a moment you experience peace.

We are just as real as you are. We are just at a different frequency of light. We cry for you, we laugh with you, we talk about you, we think about you -- for we are in love with you. We are in love with your joys, and we are saddened by your hurts. For every part of you resonates to a part of us, but we need your full attention as you move through these next time sequences. Send us to the battlefields. Send us to those that sleep in fear. Send us to those that hurt. We are to be issued to all of humanity. Unfortunately you only call to us in times of despair, but we are here always.

Allow us to come into your world, to run your errands of light, to run your errands of hope, to run your errands of healing. It is our job as we serve the creator for you. Do not keep packing your soul with heavy burdens allow us, by your asking, to lighten your load literally. Send us to those you are worried about. Send us to those who only think of themselves and no one else. Send us into the day before you venture out. The miracles are held in our hearts and released from our hearts to your hands. Receive them by your belief. Receive them by your faith.

We are issued to humanity by the Heavenly Father himself. In the beginning we looked down upon humans, we thought, how could such a lesser being, a lesser species– know how to delegate to us – such fine-lined filaments of heavenly light. As we have quietly observed you throughout time, we know that you hold within you a great heart and a great possibility for the future. It is this knowing that brings us joy. It is this knowing that helps us to become involved in your daily affairs.

For as I have spoken – we are minute and we are vast, beyond your knowing. You know many of our commanders such as Michael, Gabriel, Uriel and Raphael – but they are but a few of the trillions upon trillions of us that await your acknowledgment. For that is our job and the Father pushes us to do so. We cannot be called forth into action unless it is by you. We sit on the edge of the light, waiting for your call like a love sick girl on date night.

The truth is we have fallen in love with you. We have finally opened our heart to you and all resentment of the past has been dissolved. We understand the wishes and the longings of the Creator now. We understand the destiny of mankind now. For in the very beginning – you're beginning, we did not. So let us love you and allow yourself to love us. We shall work as a team, to help dissolve all of the pain on the Earth. Let us help you heal. Let us help you bring more love into your marriages, into your families, into your life. We are so much more then what you understand. We love you. We truly do. We apologize deeply for any sadness that we caused you in the beginning of time.

Understand that this battle that you fight on earth has fallen from the heavens to be played out on earth. Allow the angels of light to come. It is now time for you to reinstate what was divinely directed for you to do in the beginning. call upon the angels and we will be here with one word, one thought, and one breath.
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Just laughing, what else I can do? Now, in retrospect it is funny to notice that image of an angel carrying a heart is etched in the human psyche. The only thing it is not about carrying but taking it away... One wisdom I extracted from this process is that NOTHING is as it seems. And is there not some prophecy(ies) about everything being turned upside down?

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3 October 2009

The Book of Henoch
Accidentally or not this information came my way, I decided to add it to this post: I found that Book One of the Book of Henoch contains "an account of the fall of the angelic 'Watchers,' their punishment, and the patriarch's intervention in their history" as quoted in Catholic Encyclopedia. I learned that this book is considered apocryphal and that evangelists offer "solid reasons to reject the book of Enoch as inspired by God." It seems as the major disturbing news of this Book is that humans can be Godly or there is belief in apotheosis.

Energy Trap and Pure Resonance

6 September 2009

What is a Purpose of Following the Path Finding the Pure Love and True Self at This Time?

Since the time when the Apple was introduced into the Great Story of Human Evolution, as result there has had been colossal rippling effect that this apple has produced. The apple, foreign genetic material introduced into our bodies has been functioning as the Foreign Energy Interference in our energy field. It has been mtDNA* scrambling device (hence on the Eva’s side) or energy trap. This trap has been lodged at about UB15** on the left side of our bodies, behind the heart. After this scrambling mtDNA device was introduced, as human race all of the sudden we had jump started our ‘progress:’ Alphabet, farming, ‘civilizations,’ etc. But wait with literacy and bread we have gotten pyramidal structured social hierarchy with slaves on the bottom, couple of layers of bureaucrats, clergy (evolved into technocrats), top dog priests-scientists, and all of the sudden God had came down from the heavens and become a God-King on earth! The point is here is not the price of a progress, it is that with the data/information scrambling device and introduction of God on earth who is of, (man, this is the biggest irony of all), self-appointed rightful LINEAGE, we have lost our direct communication with God! We have gotten many interpreters to tell us what God has to say. Uncovering the Pure Love and True Self within is enabling self to finally know and hear God without interpreters, which is to hear ourselves. It is closing the cycle of slavery. The cage has been self-inflicting Guilt, and corded chains were of self-hatred. Of course, if Pure Love comes from God, Hate opens doorway for Lucifer/Shaitan manipulation. However, I do want to remind that if emotional body needs to express hate toward something, it has to be expressed, in order not to take hold inside, and then attract Hateful Light. Many people on earth at this time cannot distinguish between difference in Lucifer’s and God’s Light. It seems that some may subconsciously know something is not right and they react to it, but they do not have awareness what is reason for their reaction. Today’s societies function on the premise of superiority and therefore dominance of civilized societies. Even though we have been slaves within this mechanical snake***. Allowing the emotional/magnetic body to move and to balance emotions that have been trapped by that energy trap mtDNA scrambling device (it could be referred as guilt-tripper, hehe), has firstly loosen the charge and entanglement of emotions with Guilt and then this in turn has allowed the Pure Love of God to enter where it has not been before and Pure Love has been pushing out the Guilt. Standing naked again in the Light of God and I could see the trap. I demagnetized and pulled out the trap, asking the Archangel Uriel to help with recycling the device. Check Lisa Renee’s newsletter of August 15, 2009 under Solar Cross for comparison****. The other picture I saw was my chakra system been in Pure Resonance. It is as they are little light balls glowing in their true colours. So then what is significance of all of this. With 09/09/09 flood gates of memory and remembrance stored in our personal mtDNA will be open. This remembrance will aid us to find our True and Original Purpose. Each one of us has a unique vibrational signature and with that we charged with particular Gift from God. Only we know that and no one else can do what we can do with our unique gift. Therefore, finding our purpose is recovering our original vibration, and then using our vibration for ourselves (it is identical concept to Path of Righteousness - Dharma) and others (co-creating), as they are going to be using theirs, all in order to piece the puzzle and fabric of life that is spontaneous (as opposed to regulated), synchronized (as opposed to timed) and self-sustaining (as supposed to parasitic), as it was intended to be. To achieve this, it is possible only with freeing ourselves from the tight grip of slavery, process of self-realization in order to recover the full and direct communication with the Source. With recovering this communication channel we will be on the Path of Self-actualization, which is using our true vibration to its fullest potential and fulfilling our Divine Gift through Divine Purpose. No one can stand in for anyone else. No one can hold what is not theirs. Energy-wise or role-wise... It does not matter if is conscious (abuse of magic) or unconscious (co-dependent relating) affair. Being unconscious is not redeemable necessarily (and from purely energetic perspective is simply state of energy field). Seeking awareness is setting on a quest to find oneself and the Source (and clearing and achieving full potential of an energy field). However, humans have sometimes literally applied meaning of this quest to know as simply reading, reciting, etc. Learning as we can see from the beginning of the story of how did we get alphabet and institutions of knowledge, and in this context means learn yourself – regain your consciousness, your awareness, for that is Source Light (pure unhinged information – that is your own information) and together with our own will (emotional/magnetic body) we can discern what is Love and what is Guilt; what is God’s light and what is Lucifer’s light (for they both shine their light), what is ours and what is not ours, etc... Now, that I am at it, scientific community (medical profession included) need to look their involvement and check what light they are choosing. I am saying this because at this time there is a lots of Atlantis karmic clearing. at this time and I connect it with the science world. Many on the planet see Atlantis as sort of superior technologically civilization, but that superior civilization blew itself up. Many are having that karma to work out at this lifetime. and they are still in the same business... Hehe. Here, I also want to introduce the book that was presented to me through the Powell's Bookstore Daily Dose Newsletter, at the time I was writing this post. Check for yourself if you have a chance: The Astonishing Life of Octavian Nothing, Traitor to the Nation, Volume One: The Pox Party.
Now, the question is what went wrong with the tribal living? If they were living harmoniously with nature, what went wrong, I mean, if energy is harmonious there would have not been the experience of the Apple? How did we get enslaved? In tribe, an individual was weak link. If one lost its tribe or was exiled from a tribe, it was like receiving a death sentence. Tribe was founded on the tight co-dependent linkages among its members and more co-creative towards the planet/nature. Tribal system was the weakest at the solar plexus of each individual member (that is why indigenous peoples have huge problem with diabetes – third chakra, and alcoholism combination of third and fourth imbalance). Through self-hatred and super low self-esteem they have let the monster in.
As humanity and collective of individual soul/spirits we have come huge circle being involved in lesson of planetary-cosmic proportions to regain Self-love, Self-acceptance, etc… as only with fully self-realized and self-actualized individuals practicing conscious co-creative relating can we have healthy fabric of life and self-sustaining communities. All of this has been about to be prepared to access your long lost memories... And regain all of the above.
Answer then is: remembrance - in particular of past life memories. Stored in mtDNA. Memories of original Earth when there was still magic on earth. Memories that may go even further, but also more recent one past lives.
Issues around this time have been urinary bladder (infections), lungs, pressure headaches, cellular level toxic clearing… In coming days issues related to the throat chakra, back of the neck, and headaches. Ground yourself and take it easy. Drink lots of water.

* mtDNA - Mitochondrial DNA
** UB15 is Traditional Chinese Medicine Acupressure point on a Urinary Bladder Meridian
*** As it is mentioned in the two previous posts.
**** I have been naive to think that I can remove this device in one go. But I am studying the architecture of this device and I will keep writing as I learn more about it (this footnote added September 15, 2009).

Magnetic Reconnection

4 September 2009

As Explained by NASA's Feature Story - "Honey, I Blew up the Tokamak"*

In a my post of the 8th of May 2009 I talked a bit about fabric of space that is lacking or has too weak of magnetic field and what happens when Magnetic/Feminine is introduced into it. This kind of scenario could be applied on the microscopic level to the cell structure as well. Too weak of a magnetic energy on cellular level and you may be autistic, or having various muscular disorders, etc...
Then in the post of the 31st of August 2009, I mentioned that I introduced Divine Magnetic into the top of my head (prior to that I would do Magnetic through the soles of my feet) in my energy running routine. And this magnetic had lit up my brain circuitry in seconds. Basically reconnected neural pathways; it looked like light impulses running through, sort of, 'optic fibers' as they, in a way are in our heads.
In the post of the 5th of December 2008, I, also stated that energy crises is result of the energy crisis within and then it manifested without. God's energy is self generating and it does not need parasitizing, hence truly sustainable (overused and prostituted word by now).
Hehe, NASA says in their feature news of the 31st of August 2009 that advancement in a study magnetic reconnection could ultimately help alleviate the energy crisis on Earth.
I am not very trusting of science, but this recognition is significant. They are also tapping into global consciousness and 'reading' what is in vogue. Even though, of course, I know they are barking up the wrong tree - it is a bit too little and too late (I mean, the way how they are going about it).
It is funny that I found out this blog post just after I wrote story about mechanical snake in previous post.
It has a great picture of 'mechanical snake.' For me symbolism of 'mechanical snake' is techno-bureaucratic monster of human consciousness: 'the System' with its institutions: schools, institutes, ministries, agencies... Moreover, the Snake is created by the techno-bureaucratic monster of human consciousness. He-he.

*A bit more about it:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Large_Helical_Device
http://theburnlab.blogspot.com/2008/09/no-black-holes-but-pocket-sized-sun.html