Finding the Long Lost Key of David and Salomon

2 July - 2 August 2009

Multifarious Self-Actualizing From Within to Without through Rippling Effect
Since my last post of feeling a post-graduation blues; on one hand, I have been getting so much information that I did not know where to start with the human/earth energy update; on the other hand, all of the sudden there has been a whirl of ‘activities’ in my life that had made it so I could barely sit before computer to write. At the same time, all of it was intertwined: my new information download and what I was experiencing. So here are themes: update on grand evolutionary spiral; sacred relationships and masculine-feminine energy reversal; finding a purpose and relationships, physical body blueprint update; instantaneous manifesting aka magic; etc... All of these themes are going on simultaneously and that is another manifestation of new reality that we have entered. We have entered time of simultaneous and multifarious potentials and occurrences, as well as influences. By influences I mean, grand themed and Divinely orchestrated energies that are affecting us, and are working at the same time, as opposed to working one issue at the time - reflection of the reversal of masculine/feminine guidance. Reversal from linear-one-step-at-the-time to cyclical-multitasking (I have somewhat talked about what is the significance of different geometry of the feminine energy approach in 'Ride on the Wave of New Feminine Wayshower' post)...
So I will try to cover all the themes... If even just slightly. I will certainly come back to these themes at the later date. For all of them are just openinig and they will be lasting for a while. Some longer some shorter, but they are not just July energies...

EVOLUTIONARY HELIX
From summer solstice of 2009 time of the graduation to lunar eclipse of July 7 was time of entering the finish line of one rung on the grand precessional evolutionary spiral. This has been ~26 000 years long journey. As a human race we had developed and operated in the world of co-dependent relationships. And as we reached to the time of summer solstice we were readying ourselves to graduate for the next grand circle which is way more expansive, as these circles are as wrapped around the cone and expanding as we travel on it. In addition, this new cycle will have multitude of additional spirals wrapping around the main evolutionary spiral. As we were entering into this place of graduation and then finish line this was in time/space place where we had made a turn onto the next level. So, to navigate the sharp curve of this turn, we put the break on as to not slip off the curve, then stationed there for a bit (as I am sure many felt as I did, somehow stalled and even bored). Then we have exited this curve and we hit the gas pedal to get back to our speed. At the same time we were getting out of the curve and were pressing the gas, we realized that we are at the place where we have to decide which way to go. As there were so many pathways coming into our view branching off and braiding off the main path on which we have been so far... So this braided new potentials and possibilities branching off as we had gotten out of this curve, basically opened all the new themes and issues we have to consider and reconsider to prepare ourselves for the road ahead and this new Earth (those who have chosen Earth as their home).
In addition, to significance of this turn as being done with a grand circle, it also provided us with enrollment into the next level. As we have crossed a threshold and sort of plane of reversal. Energies of masculine and feminine flipped in relationship to each other, and feminine has become a guiding energy. With this reversal, there is reconsideration of how we have been relating (all levels) and we were made to think and rethink our Divine Purpose and Path. We have had to think of Purpose at this time as Purpose is reflects through our relationships. One of those levels and relationships is relationship to our body and thus theme of physical body blueprint update.
We have come a full circle in some way of our evolutionary journey. We have transformed and recycled so much of our emotional ballast that we are now about to step onto the beginning of making a new leg of journey. Next step. We first had to get rid of all karmic ballast and other outmoded connections, all that has not been supporting to us.
In the last earth (r)evolutionary cycle we have gone from tribal system to the latest system of global post-industrial capitalism have been based on a week individual. Power of the individual manifested as in where individual was positioned in the social hierarchies and how well connected he/she was, and/or how much power over he/she have had. Overpowering has brought so many energy problems, that our reality started to reflect to us this power imbalance as lack of energy for most people. Not only as what we consider as energy crises (oil, petrol, electric), but also as lack of the most basic energy we need to sustain ourselves: food, water, air... This energetic balance have been presenting itself also in a way extreme weather patterns. As for us humans socio-economic energy equation has become so exacerbated that those on the bottom of the pyramid simply cannot carry the system any longer and system has started to crumble. First those on the bottom, started to loose jobs, or simply did not want to go to unsatisfying jobs any longer, and similar scenarios. Then from the bottom up, the world power pyramid started to crack and it is in the process of disintegration. Disintegration of power based and co-dependent relationships. We might have seen disintegration of family relationships, if they have been of unhealthy dynamics. The same have been applicable for ‘love’ partnerships. So all of the processing we have been doing has been about how we relate to:
Ourselves
Our partners
Family system
Community (tribe, village, neighbouhood, etc.)
Larger socio-economic systems (region, state, etc)
Earth/Nature –Feminine part of God Sun/Universe – Masculine part of God
During this process we have gone through all of our relationships and pulled all the cords that are not in business of co-creation. As we stayed all alone and isolated we have had few additional traumas to transmute.

KEY (SEAL) OF DAVID/TWIN HEART AND THE KEY OF SALOMON
This relating business is multileveled, but again it starts within and grows to reflect without. And, indeed it is as said in the Book of Revelation, "These things saith he that is holy, he that is true, he that hath the key of David, he that openeth and none shall shut, and that shutteth and none openeth." - Key or seal of David is alignment and balance of two heart we have: feminine heart third chakra and masculine heart - heart. When we are true to ourselves and our intuitive heart and our feeling heart are in balance is when we can enter into the fifth dimension and leave all the dark creatures we have created and dragged all this time behind in fourth dimension. To have a pure and innocent heart is requirement for instantaneous manifestation (one of the next posts will be about it) when we have released not only all of the karmic programming and conditioning, but also, we have released guilt, shame, self-judgment... This is also time of our will being freed - Free Will. And of fused Wills: one that has been judged 'Positive' and one that has been judged 'Negative' and went 'underground,' as a result , and what has created a great discord not only in our bodies, but the body of the planet and in the fabric of the Universe. Reptilain binary processing in our brains has created this dynamic as described in "Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil>Tree of Life> Genealogy Tree: Reptilian Conditioning of Humans"
As a reflection of 'Seal of David' adjusting we have been having a lots of solar plexus (all organs)/heart related body issues. Most likely unpleasant as we are vibrating out unpleasantries we are ready to release right now, and many are actually passing away, as they have chosen not to deal with this at this time.
So we have just finished up process of how do we relate to ourselves. We have had parallel process going on on how we relate to all of the above mentioned relational categories as well. But only with strengthening of our individual selves, are we ready now to step onto the next round to start to build healthier for ourselves and others relationships.
Together with this change to ourselves this is bringing outward change to all of our other relationships. Desire to have a mate is strongest desire and as such it brings into focus relationships to the significant others...
Seventh step in healing as outlined by Barbara Brennan is finding our purpose, and our purpose will inevitably be about how we connect with others and what is our unique gift we can share with others. Thus, as we are musing about our Purpose, at the same time we are creating new connections now that we have ripped all the cords of co-dependence out of our energetic system. As we have created this new relationship to our newly discovered selves, the next step is joining in with that sweetheart we have been longing for, for a eons. And creating the rest of relationships we need for our sustenance. Nested support system with us in the center. Growing from within to without.
All of these going simultaneously. So that is shift. Major shift. It is not only one step at the time we have to rebuild everything from scratch.
Mechanically, the David's twin star alignment nests within the larger concept of cosmic alignment of Rising of a Holy Cross. So personal alchemical transmutation is required coupled with the right time-place to get squeezed through the keyhole of a safe where we have found combination of all: inner alignment, cosmic alignment and time portal. Result is crossing into the next dimension, where 'rules of engagement' are different, hehe. Magic happens.

PHYSICAL BODY UPDATE
As I already said physical body update is reflection of change to ourselves. In particular it is change in perspective of Spirit towards Body (form). Spirit has struggled for eons to accept Body as part of self. It may come to your mind that there are many teaching present on Earth that talk about detachment from the Body, or Body is just a vessel, or Body/Flesh is just tool for sin. It is all reflection of abuse and arrogance and ignorance of Spirit. Body, also has its rightful place in Universe and there would be no Universe, nor Manifestation without Body/Form. Body Form is expression of Creative Energy. Body always reflects the energy balance or imbalance and which energies were involved in creation of it.
Hence, as we strayed and mixed up with many other energies and at this time are releasing them back where they need to go and reclaim our energies if have given them out. And as you can gather so far, Body also has something to teach us.
In this light, current physical body update is multileveled, just like everything else since solstice: partially, it is this added dimension of Spirit-Body alignment and partially it is our evolutionary growth and shedding off of some of the old karmic skins, and in particular shedding off guilt, shame-blame, rage-terror, anger-fear - all primary and should I say primal doorways through which reptilian energy enetered our human systems to manipulate us to this day. However, reptilian (as other 'so-called dark energies' - we created them ourselves) is unlikly to move pass its imprints to gain enterance into fifth dimension.
All the work is paying off for our bodies, even though it may actually look like worsening whatever 'conditions' we may have at this time. And it is only due to healing crisis. It has to get worse to get better, as the intensity of vibrating foriegn energy out of our systems is hightened to the maximum we can can bare. No surprise if you get to feel as wanting to give up...

MOTHER EARTH BODY
Some of the body issues as they relate to Mother Earth are parasitic presence on the face of the earth as well as in people's bodies. What I have heard and felt from the Mother, but I shared her feelings has been outrage, grief, sadness about gifts being offered and yet no one taking the gifts she is offering and all the same so many people complaining of not having. The feeling is of having urge and desire to create, but feeling as why bother when no one cares for her creations and her gifts.
Many women have been affected by this and have had similar feelings. This energy may have run through their reprodactive organs and they may have had backed up and/or stuck energies there.
What I have seen is that Mother Earth has had to produce so many parasites to destroy what she has created. I should liken this to mother whose body produced milk, but then ther is no baby to nurse and she becomes heavy with it. This parasites are now in our bodies as well. In every case where our creativity is stalled in some way. They are bacterias on the loose, systemic funghus, etc... However in the light of the current media craze about another man made flu (in the labs and media made) - I am not talking about it. That is all another topic. That is reptilian run project. If you like to buy into it you are welcome, but I simply ignore it. Clear your creative rings to protect yourself from such things. You have tools not to be affected. By if you fear then that is a doorway...

Post-graduation Blues…

28 June 2009

Graduated and Then What? Where is My Job?

Many have gone through the solstice portal, feeling great and having sense of completion and readiness to step into brave new world. And then?! Slump! Few days after feeling exhilaration we have felt as someone has dumped a bucket of cold water over us. The energy that we are working is still heart energy integration. As the new energy is coming out there is still distrust lodged in our heart (between heart and thymus). It is distrust that is moving off the heart of the planet and our own hearts, and in the process it is making us feel very uncomfortable. For distrust, as I have mentioned before, is form of denied terror. As we are moving off more of the feeling of terror from our and planetary body, we need to notice it, let it move; and then take care of ourselves. Drink a plenty of water. And then bring our intent to nurturing our hearts back to life… We have to ask to have our hearts filled with the pure love from the Source, as well as nurturing our own love back to life: our love for ourselves as the living Gods (we really have hard times thinking of ourselves as Gods).
Universe is supporting us in this that is not letting us move ahead before all is released and new is integrated. It is as we have just had open heart surgery and now we need some time to recover and rejuvenate. So we are continuing to release what has been chocking us and integrate cosmic auxiliary energies. In what I had seen in my dream time-space the earth’s heart is in the same process. Integrated, closed up as after the surgery, but with still deep and visible scars in need of further healing. As it is earth in the process of finding and nurturing her heart back with her heart’s desire, so are we. Heart's desire that has been trumped over so many times that it has a hard time believing and trusting that it will be taken into consideration by us and by the Universe.
In some way I feel as I have lost all of my ideas what did I want to be when I grow up and new ones have not popped up. Even though I can see that our ‘old’ desires will reinvent themselves. They will come back, but in a new form.
FORM AND MANIFESTATION
OK, now that I am talking about the form, I am talking manifesting, too. Hence, I checked spirit and manifesting clocks. They are in the process of fusion now. So again indication to be patient that effortless manifestation is in the works. He-he. This fusion and symbolism of effortless manifestation was shown to me about six month ago (coupled with DNA/genetic change). In my process I have observed that it takes up to six months for spirit energies to be integrated and manifested in a physical body. Simply our physical bodies have been so overloaded with what I would call by one name - Foreign Interference Energies (FIE) that they lost so much of their vibratory power… So already slower then a spirit it slowed down to almost not being able vibrate anymore (people and earth). So after all of the clearing physical body will take some time to catch up... Process of nurturing our hearts and bodies back to ‘life’ after all of the rinse and spin cycles, after shock and awe treatments takes time...
In meantime that will give us some time to feel into our purpose and what we are to do next (feet issues)...

Graduation

20 June 2009

Reaching for a Carrot, Carat, ommgh, or Jewel in the Crown?

So even though we may be searing in frustration and wandering what is going on, as always everything has been so timely and in really perfect order. After the indigo clearing and heart-indigo adjustment, the other lesson I had gained was to climb into my my position.
We have been clearing off programming, conditioning, imprints, karmic and this lifetime contracts; we have been giving energy that is not ours back left and right; we have been reclaiming our energy back for ourselves; with doing all of this we have been preparing for what is soon to come. It is my understanding that

1. our relationship space has to be squeaky clean
2. fully aligned, integrated into ourselves
   
3. we have to be in our position/place and there is only one unique place for each one of us
4. grounded into the Earth
5. plugged into the Cosmic electro-magnetic grid (lattice)
   

if we are to step through this solstice portal and into this next dimension.
Stepping into my place has made all of this absolutely clear. New vista opened. It is as I reached the top of the mountain and now I could see far and wide my own arduous path and where I had been along the way and all where it had taken me. As I look out I can see the perfection of it.
And I can see how this last stretch was not so intense - work of all these years had paid off. Yet, I can see now that somehow maneuvering space at the end gets to be very, very limited so it is really pushing us, to step up into our place on the top. The path is narrowed at the end, it seems easier to do that then to succumb, give up and fall back into the abyss. So journey's path is designed as to - we get a little push at the end in the home run.
Each one of us has only one right position, role, in the whole of the universe. Trick with hero’s journey is to come back to the place from which we got our start many eons ago, and to claim our own throne back for ourselves and to sit on it our fully integrated power, seniority, command, grace, and with full certainty and optimism of what is to be. So all these attributes as well as many more are our grail, our diamond, our prize, we brought back... Graduated! :-)
(Image credit: Detail of Corona Borealis, the Northern Crown, painted by Leona Wood. Photo: American Advertising Museum)

Heart-Third Eye Chimney Sweep

20 June 2009

Kundalini Kicked Some Last Karmic ... in Indigo

Since my last post I struggled so much with myself. As I wrote in the last post we have been dealing with heart clearing, and I have intuited that it is our heart's desire that will get us across the abyss. And yet, days were going by and much I expected to happen as result of the new transforming energies was not happening and life was seemingly still, but our life's functions were not. So I wandered how will I make it this time? I had reverted back into distrust and self-analyzing.
What was bugging me? I thought I am supposed to have a heart desire and envision anything and it will happen – effortless manifestation at last; I would know I had arrived to the place of having cleared enough of ballast I was carrying around for eons previous; and all has been holding back my ability to create and manifest my hearts desire. To my chagrin, not only did I not feel any desire or draw towards anything, I barely could take care of my most basic needs anymore (like having food at least once a day). I was thinking this will never end, I will never get to this other place whatever that is. How is this different from chasing a carrot on the stick from the other life scenario I left? Then all of the sudden few pieces of information fell into places and I had a breakthrough. Of course, I could not get on with my heart's desire, as I have not had a vision…
We need to find our own balance with indigo (which is our visionary center – pineal gland) and how we want our future to be. It is not just balancing of the will and spirit in the heart, but also of balancing heart with the vision. And this was a picture my client showed me during a reading/healing session two weeks ago. I was kicking myself… And then I laughed at myself, of course as always everything is as it should be; in a perfect order.
Placement of the sixth chakra is peculiar, between spirit and worldly affairs; and since times long past having to interpret the most often conflicting worldly and spiritual affairs. Hence, often without receiving recognition or validation for its contribution, and/or quite the opposite. Throughout the history of mankind most often sixth chakra as seen as people who were gifted with it were severely punished, sacrificed, burned… for seeing and visionary ability… Or handsomly rewarded if in a bed with power. Its experience tainted with no matter what I see and present is not going to be received well, amounted to shutting down… More and more. Story of indigo is much longer then this, just like all other colours, chakras, or vibrations. But it is suffice to say that recent weeks were about clearing and transforming pineal gland in order to clear the ballast in indigo and then harmonize heart-third eye (pineal) axis.
In the hindsight I could see how kundalini energy has been slowly working its way up (since November/December 2008 - root chakra) through our body’s and earth’s chakra system, and has arrived to the third eye and has been working there for the last, at least, three weeks. What does this mean?
Firstly, it means breaking of ancient contracts indigo(s) have made to ‘protect’ itself(themselves) [just as I announced in my previous post that I am breaking mine with my heart land and while I wrote this the same happened with my 'Heart Son;' or just as Frodo breaks his when he drops the ring into the molten lava in "The Fellowship of the Ring."] So you can try this yourself, close your eyes and ask clear question to your inner eye to show you your contracts that are in your way to achieve your full potential, or integrate yourself fully, to get onto your Destiny Path, and see what kind of rings it will show you; have them be incomplete, then round them up and explode them, toss them into volcano or similar]. We are done with this kind of 'old school’ contracts. What am I talking about? For example, channeling is the ‘old school’ information gathering and always done so that there is information giver and medium who receives and distributes this information. So a person serves as a vehicle for information transfer. If I can illustrate it, I liken channeling to how the natives of Americas greeted ships full of white people. They thought they were Gods. So channeler receives information from the middle man (white man or today Sirians, Pleadians, Arcturians, etc, etc) not from God. We have a hard time believing we are worthy of God speaking directly to us. Of course, s~he does through our own voice as s~he is each one of us.
Digression: So today many are waiting for salvation to some from the outside; in the form of aliens, ETs, whatnots; and that is true for some… For some will go home to other planets. However, as for myself I know I am an Earthling. I do not want to say that Sirians, Pleadians, and rest know nothing, but I do want to say that they are interpreters… And we are given will to discern. And we all may have been involved with them, but my intent is to open, as clear as possible, direct communication with God.
Secondly, I have been speaking of rage for a while. There has been held rage in indigo that has been preventing indigo to see clearly. Here is where kundalini fairs in again. Kundalini has been, kind of like a rage-terror polarity chimney-sweep brush in our and Earth body. Since the past couple of weeks kundalini has been sweeping between rage of indigo and distrust of the heart. As these two emotions have been polarized. Rage is opposite of terror which I have mentioned before; distrust is form of denied terror.
Once this operation is done we can start visualizing our heart's desire as the initial step in our manifestation process.

Crtica o slobodnoj volji

16 Juni 2009

Slijediti svoju ili Boziju Volju, pitanje je sad!

Slijediti boziju volju znaci slijediti svoju volju. Osobna/licna volja i Bozija volja nisu u opoziciji. Osim ako se odricete svoje volje u korist drugih, makar to bio i naizgled Bog. Kad neki kazu da slijede boziju volju time sto slijepo slijede ‘bozije zapovjesti’ ili zapovjesti onih koji kazu da su boziji predstavnici i glasnici oni zapravo peru ruke od licne odgovornosti i prebacuju je na sve te iste predstavnike i Boga. Medutim, Bog prije ili kasnije vidi kroz nase jeftine trikove.
Dakle, ko bi da slijedi Boga zapravo mora preuzeti odgovornost za vlastitu volju i slijediti je s nakanom da je oslobodi i harmonizira sa Bozijom voljom… To uglavnom nije lak put na krace staze, ali je laksi na duge staze beskonacnosti i bezvremenosti zivota, svemira i Boga.
Covjek ima slobodnu volju ako ima nakanu da preuzme vlastitu odgovornost za vlastitu volju i zivot, te da zivot zivi savjesno i svjesno; umjesto stihijskog, nesvjesnog i nesavjesnog zivota gdje je non-stop pometen sa vjetrovima promjena sad tako svakodnevnim...

HEART 101

22 May 2009

Truth, Talking, Trusting, Feeling, Expressing...
Bonding with Love
Heart in any one of us, as well as on the planet or in the universe has a literally pivotal role. From the very beginning of his existence, Heart should have been a glue, a great harmonizer of Mama and Papa energies. Heart is a electromagnetic generator, if stripped to purely energetic function. Somehow in the long drawn evolutionary and creation processes, heart become a reflection of what Divine Masculine thought love was supposed to be, and of all things the Divine Feminine feared love was not. Heart seemed to be unsure of himself in direct proportion to how unsure Divine Couple felt of having him. In a long story of the Heart, he absented himself, and this created many gaps, opening to have more heartlessness present then of Heart himself; making a place for heartlessness to move in and rule in his place... Obviously, gap is the opposite of a bond. So there is heartlessness and a gaping hole in place of Heart and love. It has been one of the major influences on the planet. Because of perceived non-acceptance Heart has not communicated openly, and has created aura of secrecy and mystique around himself. As it manifests that no one knows what is in anyone’s heart.
Alas, we came to face a reality that we, the earth, and universe is in danger to become unglued. Literally.
This has been result of long winded process of evolution and creation of all that is. And as much Heart has had his role and place, like all other, it has not been exercised to its full potential. Should I say for prosaic reasons, just like most of us do not exercise our full potentials: lack of certainty and self-esteem: Heart was unsure of his place and his role; just as many of us are.
I cannot possibly go into all details here, suffice is to say that one of the major culprits for this, on the feeling level, has been feeling of distrust. From this, one can easily deduce that with the energetic updates sweeping through our body and body of the planet, and all working heard in the area of the heart lately, implies we have to move from position of DISTRUST to TRUST within ourselves and our inner workings (left vs. right brain, heart vs. brain, brain vs. body, etc…)… For without trust there is no bonding.
For trust to form we have to engage in more direct communication and be accepting of the concept that it is OK to disagree. Disagreement does not mean unlovingness, as it has been imprinted. And much of the mess has been created by indirect communication and covering up of some of disagreements, for the sake of what we think love should look like; and in the end to produce exactly what we have been wanting to avoid and what we feared: unlovingness.
He-he. All in the universe is so perfect, and it always manifests in such a perfect way. It is just we have not gotten to understand the workings of the universal, Divine Laws and how they manifest. No wander that many holy books talk about this time when everything will start to appear as turned upside down. Indeed. It has always been like that, it is just we can read a bit more to it now, if we chose to do so.
In the light of this discourse, I expect us to see more of naked truth manifesting in our lives. As we will not be able to engage into the gap crossing and heart mending business without it. He-he. As we are recreating a whole new world, all based in co-creative relating, quality of our communication will be of paramount importance. To start, Heart will have to move (read express) some unmoved BLAMING RAGE (unloving, and therefore denied; read buried, unexpressed emotion never gotten chance to transform itself)… More of this process I will address in the following story…
EARTH’S HEART - BOSNIA & HERZEGOVINA

I sit and write this today in this so-called “powder keg” of Europe. Have been sitting here, holding and grounding space for the past year. A pole. And name Balkan came from a word that means pole, as well. Pole of the cart dividing it in two parts: East and West. So ancients had known something after all... While Balkan indeed, may have appeared in history as powder keg, Bosnia on the other hand has been more of a tiny shelter in the midst of turmoil of Roman troops running around, Genghis Khan's and Attila the Hun's warriors for all who fell out of grace; for healers, for herbalists, for heretics, for Templars... Bosnian mountains and river canyons have not been easily penetrable like the steppes to the North, rolling hills to the West, and low, old mountains to the East. So in sheltering and accepting many, Bosnia has been an hideout and has hid many secrets and mysteries to this day, just like every heart. I am angry sometimes when I think of all those who found a shelter here to then betray this land. May the great Protecting Dragon of this land rise up and sweep with its tail and its fiery breath.
This is maybe hardest story for me to write. As I have had hardest time to relinquish my bonds, contracts, and cords with the land here..I love it. And yet, I finally have grown to understand I have to let it go, so it can grow up on its own.
It is my ancestors that have charged me with the responsibility to the land. They charged me to carry on memory and the cause. Iapodes and Celts (one quarter each). In the slow process of remembrance, I have been regaining, layer by layer, memory of the distant charge. Just as, at the same time, I have been loosing, layer by layer, unconscious veils. This opened space for the new or old energy to be regained.

So, I have come to see this place of my home with totally different eyes then just mere six-seven years ago. Love was always there, but was tarnished by not understanding, why we were 'different' as in 'cursed?' I could see the emotional and emerald waters washing through the country; I could see gentleness of the people and landscape. And I could see how the land vibrates heart energy. Heart vibrates in frequencies of green and loving heart with shades of pink of course ;-) And I could see that people have forgotten their original charge and they have forgotten that they are Earth Keepers of the Heart order/vibration.
I could read when the Mostar bridge in fell in 1993, the land, the Earth itself was having massive heart attack. And I could see how they built in pacemaker into the Hearth then. Even with the pacemaker, there is a gaping hole in this land. I have heard many use term “black hole" for this place lately (which is unconscious, but true reading and expression). It is black hole as two axes meet here, but do not align and do not harmonize as they should.
Our ancestors had known that. That this was the harmonizing place. How many of us will remember it? I do see a little sparkles of light been manifested. Little loving and insecure heart spirits...
I do keep thinking, 'I wish people would finally rise up and express their BLAMING RAGE,' for if they do not, based on energy laws and timely Divine Intervention, the Earth will throw it into their faces. Politicians and ruling sects of the country are so shameless, and people are so programmed to be ‘loving’ (read non-confrontational) that they remain pacified (that coupled with the newest consumer capitalism fear programming which separates people and makes them deem themselves powerless. And all is a vicious cycle based in their inherit super low self-esteem, which I notice often coupled with self-hatred (for that is the door we open for the opposite power of what we want and for which we pray - loving God; as hate comes from Lucifer). This is not applicable just here, but it is part of the story of this place and maybe more pronounced then most other places as here the land and people vibrate similarly in the Heart vibration). Heartlessness in place of love was also reflected during and after the war in Bosnia & Herzegovina. It has been reflected in hypocritical and basically heartless relating of Croatia and Serbia/Montenegro, as well as ‘international community’ towards us. The story is very long and complex of everyone’s involvement here. This is indeed one of the crux places in the evolution of the Earth. Many forces now that. [my videobar contains song by Edo Maajka – Prikaze, this is hilarious song about Grey's abduction, as he walked drunk by NATO base. Greys are not here for nothing. And then in response, vehabije, are here, too for a balance. Ha-ha, as I said everything comes in pairs, more extreme the causal manifestation, more extreme reflecting manifestation...] And while we have been able to feel injustice we have never asserted ourselves, because we have needed to express our outrage first, and we kept expressing lovingness (we can all live together, we cannot; and thus recycling is in order), for we judged our rage and hence have never expressed it. So I imagine order of things for all us (on the planet, who are choosing love, life and evolution) to transition/evolve from the current dynamic is:

1. Expressing blaming rage. If not our reality will manifests to us experience so unpleasant that overrides in power, energetic charge of our self-judgment of how we have to be all loving, and that disagreement is not loving… Again, I appreciate the artistic expression and Edo Maajka for speaking 'unspeakable.'
This is the song in which he is expressing rage at all of those who have come to destroy his beloved place: war criminals, traitors, corrupt politicians; and aptly he is expressing it, as we all should - cursing: mother f.... He is absolutely exercising Inconvenient Truth Speaking. Great example. Should be national hero, if we understood workings of the Universe...

2. Speaking our TRUTH, gaining our certainty and memory that we have Divinely ordered role and recovering and asserting ourselves in our place. Exactly, all Croatian and Serbian claims on Bosnia are totally another story, and it is reflection of their vibration and their role, and their experience. What they have reflected to us and what we have reflected to them. We have held self-hatred and they reflected to us their hatred. But we were here long before them that is for sure.However, now it is us that we have to “prove” that we have a right to be here and to exist. He-he. I have to laugh, because even in the name of Bosnia it is so obvious that we were on this land long before. But then that is probably why they have tried so hard to expunge any Bosnia name reference (from names of towns, geographic names, etc...)
They brought an alphabet and wrote their own history. They hijacked so many of our sacred sites and they are now cloacked under the east and west church doctrine. And with our insecurity and accepting of all, we barley remember our truth and our Divine Path, our charge was transferred orally and it has been overwritten. Now, I have to go places and ask my bones to remember, ask earth and water what is the memory they hold as no one has transferred the great stories to me. Yet mosaic is being pieced together by the most uncommon synchronous encounters and bits and pieces… Every time I have asked the question the answer came... Heh. Bosnia from root word bhoso-s of many old Indo-European languages means naked and in old Slavic came to mean bosъ, bos [barefoot]. And naked and barefoot we associate with indigenous/tribal peoples. These two keys on the Bosnae Coat of Arms adorned with black royal (crowned) heads, are also symbols of ancient ancestry. Or as our great Bosnian poet Mak Dizdar had written:

ZAPIS O ZEMLJI

Pita jednom tako jednoga vrli pitac neki
A kto je ta šta je ta da prostiš
Gdje li je ta
Odakle je ta
Bosna
Rekti

A zapitani odgovor njemu hitan tad dade:
Bosna da prostiš jedna zemlja imade
I posna i bosa da prostiš
I hladna i gladna
I k tomu još
Da prostiš
Prkosna
Od
Sna

INSCRIPTION ABOUT THE LAND*

Once upon a time a valiant seeker
Asked a man
Well, pardon me, what is that one
Where is that one
From where is that
Bosnia
Tell me

And the questioned man swiftly offered a response
There is, pardon me, a land of Bosnia
She is, pardon me, both humble and barefoot
Both cold and hungry
And moreover, pardon me
Defiant
As
Of a dream

Everything is series of nested holograms in universe, and balancing in the heart is occurring on the universe level, earth level, global consciousness level, community/tribe/family consciousness level, individual consciousness… They are nested within, and more nested and aligned they all are (like babushka dolls) the better off we are as individuals, families, communities, planet, universe… Because alignment on all levels is proportionally increasing co-creative and manifesting power - to manifest harmonious reality for a change. He-he. Nested and centered/aligned and harmonized in one’s heart. Heart of hearts. If you can get this picture, you can see how important your heart is; how important your hearth truth is; how important your heart desire is… The whole Universe revolves around it! Around your heart! Infinite number of universes... The nested alignment gives you infinite number of possibilities, and your possibilities are in direct proportion with this alignment and then the number of 'nests.' For those, who are into computer programming this is like nested process, they do not only provide infinite number of possibilities, but also ability to do it simultaneously... Which will appear to our, linearly conditioned, brains, as magic once it starts to manifest.

So let your heart speak, no matter how inconvenient it is. For without heart speaking his truth there is no trust, no reconciliation (why in Bosnia there is no resolution for years after the war, but all stuck in the same playback).

3. DESIRE: Allow and express all feelings without judgment. Without feelings there is no desire, and without desire vibration would stop. Vibration is life.
And if we are choosing life, desire is what will pull us across the gap).

In this funny, but very reflective song, another Bosnian artist says:

"With my favourite spoof
I trick fauna and flora
Life wasn’t created in the sea
But out of love
Love, love
Out of love"

Excerpt from Pokusaj [Try] by Elvir Lakovic-Laka

He-he-he… Indeed!

*my translation, I apologize to Mak in spirit and to any expert translator, but I could not find an English translation worth posting, even though I have seen them in the past... If anyone finds a better one, please let me know. I will gladly replace it.

Ride on the Wave of New Feminine Wayshower

8 May 2009

Ride to Reconnect to Destiny Path, People, Places...

Rapture opened by the red and rightfully angry Kundalini, created an opening for clearing of the karmic waste; which then provided space for flood of the softer feminine energies. As we welcome the return of the Divine Feminine, we will personally and collectively experience period of intense feminine growth. While growth, in general, can be seen as a green, feminine growth is pink… Notice pink around you this month.

Growth and transformation is the most often associated with the growing pains, and depending on the level of our denials, the growing pain, or in other words intensity of unpleasant experience matches the energy of held denial. Our desire and the will magnetize to us experience according to it. And this is so-called the Law of Attraction. However, if we have denial of part of self (and those are stored and buried in our lost and unconscious will – subconscious), depending which one holds more charge, that one will prevail in manifesting to us the experience. Often denials hold more charge, for the obvious reasons. To release these denials of self (denial of God), we can do it only, if our desire gets more charge then denial; and if we allow our will to work its way (we are conditioned into controlling the will/emotional body). I guess, this is something they did not tell you in the Secret. He-he, what I am trying to say, emphasis on thinking positive, if you judged something ‘negative’ and you denied it within, is not going to give you desired results, unless you release this self-judgment. Discharge of self-judgment gives an opportunity to further release and transform emotion labeled as ‘negative.’ Not all healing has to be painful… Laughter is release. Sex is grounding and releasing, however parties involved in sex, interchange energies, so one receives from and gives to another partner energies. It can be healing, if both commit to healing and communicate, converse, should I say, grow together in it… Co-create the relationship. Unconscious sex today is the most often power grab and/or self-destruction. I would dare to say, that many more women are been destroyed (man ‘using’ woman to ground, and to dump their ‘extra’ charge, as well as to access their creative feminine energies; I am not trying to say all guys are villains, but guys have been conditioned even more then women into denying their feminine self. Hence they are not accessing their own feminine tools). System is heavy feminine denier (and that is why is falling down), so in such environment, this manifest as system (mostly job related) and our men been our energy suckers, and women having myriads of cancers (cancer is disease of parasitic relating. There is a sucker in the energetic field, plugged/corded into chakra where cancer manifest). So to bring this back to the beginning of this discussion, cancer is manifestation of self-denial. Anyone who has dealt with it, should look into SELF-HATRED. [Women’s creative energy is ‘stored’ in woman’s breasts and ovaries, men’s in his testes.]
The wave of feminine energy is bringing array of tools and is literally in business of mending what is broken on the planet. People, places, relationships, etc… Basically, support systems. As it is one of feminine attributes.
However not all will be fixed. The energies (of people, places…) committed to co-creative existence, life and evolution of the Earth and our collective experience in direction of the God’s light, while other energies will be recycled into grand cosmic recycling bins of confinement and transformation (because choice of the opposite is being respected as “What is one person’s heaven, it may be hell for another, and vice versa” – choice/will gets the last word basically. Denied personal will is denied Divine Will and denied life). During this times in which we live, when denial of the Divine Will has gone off charts, our world has gone through the process of the ‘linearization.’ I coined this term to mean separation and compartmentalization of functions in all directions in time and space by linearization of life process(es). So if you can imagine space filled with lines run in all directions, but never touch. Lines in space that do not have common points, points of contact with other lines… If you imagine them neatly laid in space all been parallel, and then another set of lines also parallel but not on exact same plane as the first set, and the second plane set of lines maybe having different position, if you were to put the heavy ball into that space (what I am trying to make you imagine is presentation of how gravity affects time/space; grid with the ball on it). This ball will fall through these two planes containing lines, because these lines are not touching. However, the extreme masculine energy of the system wanted to keep everything neat and under tight control and regulations. So it broke and linearized processes and functions (manifest as standards, norms and regulations; alienation and disassociation; etc.). Anyone who have not fitted into standards and norms was in place of confinement (their own or system’s). Electric and Divine Masculine energy by itself is linear and fastest.
Now imagine introduction of the Divine Feminine Magnetic energy into the picture of lines on the planes above. Feminine energy is cyclical. It is this that enables feminine in multi-tasking and masculine can only do one step at the time. Feminine will make lines wavy, not complete loops, but enough of curvature to possibly make lines of two planes create points of contact: nodes, vertex, nexus… If we throw the gravity ball onto this space, it is less likely to fall through as in the previous scenario. Hmm, just came to my mind that that is maybe the difference in what generates black holes in space.
What the inundation of these energies on the planet means for us at this time? Ride on them. Use them to your advantage… My prayer for a while has been, “God help me with effortless manifestation through synchronous encounters and spontaneous action.” This can happen only if we give up to control our own will, and our will is aligned with Divine Will. Only Free Will is capable of making miracles. Another ‘prayer’ I have been practicing, or rather it is ‘energy run:’ (after I ground myself, send my grounding cord into the center of the planet, reset it couple of times and then set it into present time: I invite Divine Will to come up into my body into my belly, then I invite Divine Spirit to come into my body from above, invite them to mix, and align in my heart (they mix in a belly and then need to go up through the heart, thymus, fifteen percent down each hand of the mix, and spout at the fingertips; the rest goes up through the throat, then sixth chakra and exit at approximately TCM GV AP 24 (Traditional Chinese Medicine Governing Vessel acupuncture point 24). I also ask for my spirit to be aligned with Divine Spirit and my will to be aligned with Divine Will, all together aligned and balanced. I ask for my physical body to be nested within Divine cosmic body, centered in the heart, hence my heart becomes heart of hearts. Eventually, I believe that I will get to a place of effortless and magic manifestation. Magic is achieved though regaining the innocence of a child. Hopefully, you have stayed with me through all my digressions. So, you can use the incoming energies in way of getting things done that you have desired for a long time. Riding on this energy as it flows in, and looks for places to fill up, it will enable you to multitask, it will afford you to connect and reconnect with support (feminine energy is creative, but also nurture and nourishment).
Again, we have disengaged, or are in the process of it, from some old, Karmic, and co-dependent relationships; in order to be free to engage into new and co-creative relationships that will be more based in affinity then in fear. Or we have reset relationships we have had into the new setting. Only co-creative will survive, for only co-creative is sustainable (one of my early posts talks about what is co-creative energetically). So the world’s system that is falling apart is falling apart because, obviously, it is not self-sustaining, and it is not set with co-creative intent… He-he… So this is time of making connections that will last, building supportive systems that will be lasting and nurturing to all within. Pictures of ones living in shameless opulence, while other are hungry are there to look into our own involvement and hold in the co-dependent system, and to remember that some are choosing that as their reality, as well as to study it to examine our own involvement… Eventually as we ‘graduate’ through various levels we will not be seeing the pictures of the opposites. As the concept and system of opposites is phasing out.
To summarize: Period of intense feminine growth that you can use by riding on it completing many desired projects, connecting and rebuilding the relationships in a co-creative way; to create supportive and sustaining communities for oneself. Enjoy the ride, hi-hi…