22 May 2009
Truth, Talking, Trusting, Feeling, Expressing...
Bonding with Love
Heart in any one of us, as well as on the planet or in the universe has a literally pivotal role. From the very beginning of his existence, Heart should have been a glue, a great harmonizer of Mama and Papa energies. Heart is a electromagnetic generator, if stripped to purely energetic function. Somehow in the long drawn evolutionary and creation processes, heart become a reflection of what Divine Masculine thought love was supposed to be, and of all things the Divine Feminine feared love was not. Heart seemed to be unsure of himself in direct proportion to how unsure Divine Couple felt of having him. In a long story of the Heart, he absented himself, and this created many gaps, opening to have more heartlessness present then of Heart himself; making a place for heartlessness to move in and rule in his place... Obviously, gap is the opposite of a bond. So there is heartlessness and a gaping hole in place of Heart and love. It has been one of the major influences on the planet. Because of perceived non-acceptance Heart has not communicated openly, and has created aura of secrecy and mystique around himself. As it manifests that no one knows what is in anyone’s heart.
Alas, we came to face a reality that we, the earth, and universe is in danger to become unglued. Literally.
This has been result of long winded process of evolution and creation of all that is. And as much Heart has had his role and place, like all other, it has not been exercised to its full potential. Should I say for prosaic reasons, just like most of us do not exercise our full potentials: lack of certainty and self-esteem: Heart was unsure of his place and his role; just as many of us are.
I cannot possibly go into all details here, suffice is to say that one of the major culprits for this, on the feeling level, has been feeling of distrust. From this, one can easily deduce that with the energetic updates sweeping through our body and body of the planet, and all working heard in the area of the heart lately, implies we have to move from position of DISTRUST to TRUST within ourselves and our inner workings (left vs. right brain, heart vs. brain, brain vs. body, etc…)… For without trust there is no bonding.
For trust to form we have to engage in more direct communication and be accepting of the concept that it is OK to disagree. Disagreement does not mean unlovingness, as it has been imprinted. And much of the mess has been created by indirect communication and covering up of some of disagreements, for the sake of what we think love should look like; and in the end to produce exactly what we have been wanting to avoid and what we feared: unlovingness.
He-he. All in the universe is so perfect, and it always manifests in such a perfect way. It is just we have not gotten to understand the workings of the universal, Divine Laws and how they manifest. No wander that many holy books talk about this time when everything will start to appear as turned upside down. Indeed. It has always been like that, it is just we can read a bit more to it now, if we chose to do so.
In the light of this discourse, I expect us to see more of naked truth manifesting in our lives. As we will not be able to engage into the gap crossing and heart mending business without it. He-he. As we are recreating a whole new world, all based in co-creative relating, quality of our communication will be of paramount importance. To start, Heart will have to move (read express) some unmoved BLAMING RAGE (unloving, and therefore denied; read buried, unexpressed emotion never gotten chance to transform itself)… More of this process I will address in the following story…
EARTH’S HEART - BOSNIA & HERZEGOVINA
I sit and write this today in this so-called “powder keg” of Europe. Have been sitting here, holding and grounding space for the past year. A pole. And name Balkan came from a word that means pole, as well. Pole of the cart dividing it in two parts: East and West. So ancients had known something after all... While Balkan indeed, may have appeared in history as powder keg, Bosnia on the other hand has been more of a tiny shelter in the midst of turmoil of Roman troops running around, Genghis Khan's and Attila the Hun's warriors for all who fell out of grace; for healers, for herbalists, for heretics, for Templars... Bosnian mountains and river canyons have not been easily penetrable like the steppes to the North, rolling hills to the West, and low, old mountains to the East. So in sheltering and accepting many,Bosnia
This is maybe hardest story for me to write. As I have had hardest time to relinquish my bonds, contracts, and cords with the land here..I love it. And yet, I finally have grown to understand I have to let it go, so it can grow up on its own.
It is my ancestors that have charged me with the responsibility to the land. They charged me to carry on memory and the cause. Iapodes and Celts (one quarter each). In the slow process of remembrance, I have been regaining, layer by layer, memory of the distant charge. Just as, at the same time, I have been loosing, layer by layer, unconscious veils. This opened space for the new or old energy to be regained.
So, I have come to see this place of my home with totally different eyes then just mere six-seven years ago. Love was always there, but was tarnished by not understanding, why we were 'different' as in 'cursed?' I could see the emotional and emerald waters washing through the country; I could see gentleness of the people and landscape. And I could see how the land vibrates heart energy. Heart vibrates in frequencies of green and loving heart with shades of pink of course ;-) And I could see that people have forgotten their original charge and they have forgotten that they are Earth Keepers of the Heart order/vibration.
I could read when the Mostar bridge in fell in 1993, the land, the Earth itself was having massive heart attack. And I could see how they built in pacemaker into the Hearth then. Even with the pacemaker, there is a gaping hole in this land. I have heard many use term “black hole" for this place lately (which is unconscious, but true reading and expression). It is black hole as two axes meet here, but do not align and do not harmonize as they should.
Our ancestors had known that. That this was the harmonizing place. How many of us will remember it? I do see a little sparkles of light been manifested. Little loving and insecure heart spirits...
I do keep thinking, 'I wish people would finally rise up and express their BLAMING RAGE,' for if they do not, based on energy laws and timely Divine Intervention, the Earth will throw it into their faces. Politicians and ruling sects of the country are so shameless, and people are so programmed to be ‘loving’ (read non-confrontational) that they remain pacified (that coupled with the newest consumer capitalism fear programming which separates people and makes them deem themselves powerless. And all is a vicious cycle based in their inherit super low self-esteem, which I notice often coupled with self-hatred (for that is the door we open for the opposite power of what we want and for which we pray - loving God; as hate comes from Lucifer). This is not applicable just here, but it is part of the story of this place and maybe more pronounced then most other places as here the land and people vibrate similarly in the Heart vibration). Heartlessness in place of love was also reflected during and after the war inBosnia Herzegovina
1. Expressing blaming rage. If not our reality will manifests to us experience so unpleasant that overrides in power, energetic charge of our self-judgment of how we have to be all loving, and that disagreement is not loving… Again, I appreciate the artistic expression and Edo Maajka for speaking 'unspeakable.'
This is the song in which he is expressing rage at all of those who have come to destroy his beloved place: war criminals, traitors, corrupt politicians; and aptly he is expressing it, as we all should - cursing: mother f.... He is absolutely exercising Inconvenient Truth Speaking. Great example. Should be national hero, if we understood workings of the Universe...
2. Speaking our TRUTH, gaining our certainty and memory that we have Divinely ordered role and recovering and asserting ourselves in our place. Exactly, all Croatian and Serbian claims on Bosnia are totally another story, and it is reflection of their vibration and their role, and their experience. What they have reflected to us and what we have reflected to them. We have held self-hatred and they reflected to us their hatred. But we were here long before them that is for sure.
However, now it is us that we have to “prove” that we have a right to be here and to exist. He-he. I have to laugh, because even in the name of Bosnia it is so obvious that we were on this land long before. But then that is probably why they have tried so hard to expunge any Bosnia name reference (from names of towns, geographic names, etc...)
They brought an alphabet and wrote their own history. They hijacked so many of our sacred sites and they are now cloacked under the east and west church doctrine. And with our insecurity and accepting of all, we barley remember our truth and our Divine Path, our charge was transferred orally and it has been overwritten. Now, I have to go places and ask my bones to remember, ask earth and water what is the memory they hold as no one has transferred the great stories to me. Yet mosaic is being pieced together by the most uncommon synchronous encounters and bits and pieces… Every time I have asked the question the answer came... Heh. Bosnia from root word bhoso-s of many old Indo-European languages means naked and in old Slavic came to mean bosъ, bos [barefoot]. And naked and barefoot we associate with indigenous/tribal peoples. These two keys on the Bosnae Coat of Arms adorned with black royal (crowned) heads, are also symbols of ancient ancestry. Or as our great Bosnian poet Mak Dizdar had written:
ZAPIS O ZEMLJI
Pita jednom tako jednoga vrli pitac neki
A kto je ta šta je ta da prostiš
Gdje li je ta
Odakle je ta
Bosna
Rekti
Bonding with Love
Heart in any one of us, as well as on the planet or in the universe has a literally pivotal role. From the very beginning of his existence, Heart should have been a glue, a great harmonizer of Mama and Papa energies. Heart is a electromagnetic generator, if stripped to purely energetic function. Somehow in the long drawn evolutionary and creation processes, heart become a reflection of what Divine Masculine thought love was supposed to be, and of all things the Divine Feminine feared love was not. Heart seemed to be unsure of himself in direct proportion to how unsure Divine Couple felt of having him. In a long story of the Heart, he absented himself, and this created many gaps, opening to have more heartlessness present then of Heart himself; making a place for heartlessness to move in and rule in his place... Obviously, gap is the opposite of a bond. So there is heartlessness and a gaping hole in place of Heart and love. It has been one of the major influences on the planet. Because of perceived non-acceptance Heart has not communicated openly, and has created aura of secrecy and mystique around himself. As it manifests that no one knows what is in anyone’s heart.Alas, we came to face a reality that we, the earth, and universe is in danger to become unglued. Literally.
This has been result of long winded process of evolution and creation of all that is. And as much Heart has had his role and place, like all other, it has not been exercised to its full potential. Should I say for prosaic reasons, just like most of us do not exercise our full potentials: lack of certainty and self-esteem: Heart was unsure of his place and his role; just as many of us are.
I cannot possibly go into all details here, suffice is to say that one of the major culprits for this, on the feeling level, has been feeling of distrust. From this, one can easily deduce that with the energetic updates sweeping through our body and body of the planet, and all working heard in the area of the heart lately, implies we have to move from position of DISTRUST to TRUST within ourselves and our inner workings (left vs. right brain, heart vs. brain, brain vs. body, etc…)… For without trust there is no bonding.
For trust to form we have to engage in more direct communication and be accepting of the concept that it is OK to disagree. Disagreement does not mean unlovingness, as it has been imprinted. And much of the mess has been created by indirect communication and covering up of some of disagreements, for the sake of what we think love should look like; and in the end to produce exactly what we have been wanting to avoid and what we feared: unlovingness.
He-he. All in the universe is so perfect, and it always manifests in such a perfect way. It is just we have not gotten to understand the workings of the universal, Divine Laws and how they manifest. No wander that many holy books talk about this time when everything will start to appear as turned upside down. Indeed. It has always been like that, it is just we can read a bit more to it now, if we chose to do so.In the light of this discourse, I expect us to see more of naked truth manifesting in our lives. As we will not be able to engage into the gap crossing and heart mending business without it. He-he. As we are recreating a whole new world, all based in co-creative relating, quality of our communication will be of paramount importance. To start, Heart will have to move (read express) some unmoved BLAMING RAGE (unloving, and therefore denied; read buried, unexpressed emotion never gotten chance to transform itself)… More of this process I will address in the following story…
EARTH’S HEART - BOSNIA & HERZEGOVINAI sit and write this today in this so-called “powder keg” of Europe. Have been sitting here, holding and grounding space for the past year. A pole. And name Balkan came from a word that means pole, as well. Pole of the cart dividing it in two parts: East and West. So ancients had known something after all... While Balkan indeed, may have appeared in history as powder keg, Bosnia on the other hand has been more of a tiny shelter in the midst of turmoil of Roman troops running around, Genghis Khan's and Attila the Hun's warriors for all who fell out of grace; for healers, for herbalists, for heretics, for Templars... Bosnian mountains and river canyons have not been easily penetrable like the steppes to the North, rolling hills to the West, and low, old mountains to the East. So in sheltering and accepting many,
This is maybe hardest story for me to write. As I have had hardest time to relinquish my bonds, contracts, and cords with the land here..I love it. And yet, I finally have grown to understand I have to let it go, so it can grow up on its own.It is my ancestors that have charged me with the responsibility to the land. They charged me to carry on memory and the cause. Iapodes and Celts (one quarter each). In the slow process of remembrance, I have been regaining, layer by layer, memory of the distant charge. Just as, at the same time, I have been loosing, layer by layer, unconscious veils. This opened space for the new or old energy to be regained.
So, I have come to see this place of my home with totally different eyes then just mere six-seven years ago. Love was always there, but was tarnished by not understanding, why we were 'different' as in 'cursed?' I could see the emotional and emerald waters washing through the country; I could see gentleness of the people and landscape. And I could see how the land vibrates heart energy. Heart vibrates in frequencies of green and loving heart with shades of pink of course ;-) And I could see that people have forgotten their original charge and they have forgotten that they are Earth Keepers of the Heart order/vibration.
I could read when the Mostar bridge in fell in 1993, the land, the Earth itself was having massive heart attack. And I could see how they built in pacemaker into the Hearth then. Even with the pacemaker, there is a gaping hole in this land. I have heard many use term “black hole" for this place lately (which is unconscious, but true reading and expression). It is black hole as two axes meet here, but do not align and do not harmonize as they should.Our ancestors had known that. That this was the harmonizing place. How many of us will remember it? I do see a little sparkles of light been manifested. Little loving and insecure heart spirits...
I do keep thinking, 'I wish people would finally rise up and express their BLAMING RAGE,' for if they do not, based on energy laws and timely Divine Intervention, the Earth will throw it into their faces. Politicians and ruling sects of the country are so shameless, and people are so programmed to be ‘loving’ (read non-confrontational) that they remain pacified (that coupled with the newest consumer capitalism fear programming which separates people and makes them deem themselves powerless. And all is a vicious cycle based in their inherit super low self-esteem, which I notice often coupled with self-hatred (for that is the door we open for the opposite power of what we want and for which we pray - loving God; as hate comes from Lucifer). This is not applicable just here, but it is part of the story of this place and maybe more pronounced then most other places as here the land and people vibrate similarly in the Heart vibration). Heartlessness in place of love was also reflected during and after the war in
1. Expressing blaming rage. If not our reality will manifests to us experience so unpleasant that overrides in power, energetic charge of our self-judgment of how we have to be all loving, and that disagreement is not loving… Again, I appreciate the artistic expression and Edo Maajka for speaking 'unspeakable.'
This is the song in which he is expressing rage at all of those who have come to destroy his beloved place: war criminals, traitors, corrupt politicians; and aptly he is expressing it, as we all should - cursing: mother f.... He is absolutely exercising Inconvenient Truth Speaking. Great example. Should be national hero, if we understood workings of the Universe...
2. Speaking our TRUTH, gaining our certainty and memory that we have Divinely ordered role and recovering and asserting ourselves in our place. Exactly, all Croatian and Serbian claims on Bosnia are totally another story, and it is reflection of their vibration and their role, and their experience. What they have reflected to us and what we have reflected to them. We have held self-hatred and they reflected to us their hatred. But we were here long before them that is for sure.
However, now it is us that we have to “prove” that we have a right to be here and to exist. He-he. I have to laugh, because even in the name of Bosnia it is so obvious that we were on this land long before. But then that is probably why they have tried so hard to expunge any Bosnia name reference (from names of towns, geographic names, etc...)They brought an alphabet and wrote their own history. They hijacked so many of our sacred sites and they are now cloacked under the east and west church doctrine. And with our insecurity and accepting of all, we barley remember our truth and our Divine Path, our charge was transferred orally and it has been overwritten. Now, I have to go places and ask my bones to remember, ask earth and water what is the memory they hold as no one has transferred the great stories to me. Yet mosaic is being pieced together by the most uncommon synchronous encounters and bits and pieces… Every time I have asked the question the answer came... Heh. Bosnia from root word bhoso-s of many old Indo-European languages means naked and in old Slavic came to mean bosъ, bos [barefoot]. And naked and barefoot we associate with indigenous/tribal peoples. These two keys on the Bosnae Coat of Arms adorned with black royal (crowned) heads, are also symbols of ancient ancestry. Or as our great Bosnian poet Mak Dizdar had written:
ZAPIS O ZEMLJI
Pita jednom tako jednoga vrli pitac neki
A kto je ta šta je ta da prostiš
Gdje li je ta
Odakle je ta
Bosna
Rekti
A zapitani odgovor njemu hitan tad dade:
Bosna da prostiš jedna zemlja imade
I posna i bosa da prostiš
I hladna i gladna
I k tomu još
Da prostiš
Prkosna
Od
Sna
INSCRIPTION ABOUT THE LAND*
Once upon a time a valiant seeker
Asked a man
Well, pardon me, what is that one
Where is that one
From where is that
Bosnia
Tell me
And the questioned man swiftly offered a response
There is, pardon me, a land of Bosnia
She is, pardon me, both humble and barefoot
Both cold and hungry
And moreover, pardon me
Defiant
As
Of a dream
Everything is series of nested holograms in universe, and balancing in the heart is occurring on the universe level, earth level, global consciousness level, community/tribe/family consciousness level, individual consciousness… They are nested within, and more nested and aligned they all are (like babushka dolls) the better off we are as individuals, families, communities, planet, universe… Because alignment on all levels is proportionally increasing co-creative and manifesting power - to manifest harmonious reality for a change. He-he. Nested and centered/aligned and harmonized in one’s heart. Heart of hearts. If you can get this picture, you can see how important your heart is; how important your hearth truth is; how important your heart desire is… The whole Universe revolves around it! Around your heart! Infinite number of universes... The nested alignment gives you infinite number of possibilities, and your possibilities are in direct proportion with this alignment and then the number of 'nests.' For those, who are into computer programming this is like nested process, they do not only provide infinite number of possibilities, but also ability to do it simultaneously... Which will appear to our, linearly conditioned, brains, as magic once it starts to manifest.
So let your heart speak, no matter how inconvenient it is. For without heart speaking his truth there is no trust, no reconciliation (why inBosnia
3. DESIRE: Allow and express all feelings without judgment. Without feelings there is no desire, and without desire vibration would stop. Vibration is life.
And if we are choosing life, desire is what will pull us across the gap).
In this funny, but very reflective song, another Bosnian artist says:
"With my favourite spoof
I trick fauna and flora
Life wasn’t created in the sea
But out of love
Love, love
Out of love"
*my translation, I apologize to Mak in spirit and to any expert translator, but I could not find an English translation worth posting, even though I have seen them in the past... If anyone finds a better one, please let me know. I will gladly replace it.
So let your heart speak, no matter how inconvenient it is. For without heart speaking his truth there is no trust, no reconciliation (why in
3. DESIRE: Allow and express all feelings without judgment. Without feelings there is no desire, and without desire vibration would stop. Vibration is life.
And if we are choosing life, desire is what will pull us across the gap).
In this funny, but very reflective song, another Bosnian artist says:
"With my favourite spoof
I trick fauna and flora
Life wasn’t created in the sea
But out of love
Love, love
Out of love"
Excerpt from Pokusaj [Try] by Elvir Lakovic-Laka
He-he-he… Indeed!*my translation, I apologize to Mak in spirit and to any expert translator, but I could not find an English translation worth posting, even though I have seen them in the past... If anyone finds a better one, please let me know. I will gladly replace it.
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