Which Way Is Up?

20 December 2008

Time & Space or Time-Space

More on separating of the ways as some refer to it. And indeed it is the great separation, the great rapture.

The vision I hold (to be explained for our three-dimensional minds) is the great spiral. The Great Spiral is wrapped around a cone/conical shape that is turned upside down (as opposed to a spiral that is wrapped around a cylinder). We are in time-space point on this Great Spiral somewhere in the upper echelons. And we on the Earth have been moving together upwardly. However, the time has come that portion of the spirit/souls cannot carry the others who are not willing to go the same way. It is time of the choice: to chose to move with evolution of the Universe and God and Life itself or to resist evolution and chose to go the other way: downward. Many have been writing about ascension. Some are choosing to descend at this time. Their reflection is going to be increased lack of personal space as various controls and regulation invade private/personal space (government control, and anything else that has to do with lack of space). The ultimate descend is annihilation turning into a point (ultimate non-dimensional existence). This will happen as result of resisting to accept part of oneself that is feminine part of the God – Mother of Everything – magnetic energy that opens space for creation to manifest/embody.

In the ascension we are going to become ‘lighter’ as we access more and more our own dimensions. And in infinite universe there is limitless number of dimensions we can access.

I see that both ways are the return to the Source. Eventually the Source will take back its Point (all that decided to go back into non-dimensional existence). On the other end of the Grand Circle of big Spiral is also going back to the source, but in a different way. For the beginning of this process (where we are now), it looks like as the time-space become aligned and open a new dimension to those who have sought alignment of their Destiny Path with that of the Divine Path (through inner alignment and integration) will come to a place of effortless manifestation through synchronous encounters and spontaneous actions. In addition, effortless manifestation is result of accessing our additional dimensions, where time and space fuse into time-space.

It is not fixed that being/spirit/soul cannot change its ‘mind’ and decide to go the other way… It is all based in our choice. And we have to respect any choice (no saving of others – it is disrespectful of their choice).

22. decembar 2008

Verzija na bosanskom jeziku:

Vizija koju vidim onog sto mnogi zovu sudnjim danom ili velikim razlaganjem, a ja najvecim sortiranjem energija ikad videnim u cijelom kozmosu je vizija Velike Spirale. Ova spirala izgleda kao spirala omotana oko konicnog oblika koji je vrhom prema dole, a ne kao spirala omotana oko cilindra. Znaci da se prema gore otvara i raste sa svakim zavojem. U pogledu vrijeme-prostor faktora kad se pogledamo mi smo u vremenu sa svojim prostorom negdje prema vrhu ove spirale, koja pretstavlja neko vrijeme kozmicke evolucije. Mislim da concept slican ovom – vremenske spirale postoji u hindu kalendaru.

Mnogi sad govore u uznesenju ljudskog roda, a ja bih da govorim o oba pravca na spirali. Mi smo sad presli tacku na kojoj smo morali izabrati izmedu: zivot/evolucija/Bog ili smrt/unistenje/Lucifer.

Ko izabire smrt/unistenje/Lucifera - izabira reverzibilno kretanje na velikoj Spirali Evolucije – ide prema tacki prvog postajanja: samom pocetku velike spirale. Time gubi svijest vise i vise, docim gubi i dimenzije da bi svi na kraju presli u tacku – totalna anihilacija postojanja. Oni koji izabiru ovaj put oni ce da budu suoceni sa realnoscu gubljenja osobnog prostora. Na primjer, sve vise ce osjecati pritisak kontrole vlasti, ili doslovno ne mogucnost imanja prostora (stan i sl.)…

Razlog sto ce se ovoj grupi manifestirati nedostatk prostora ce biti taj sto izabiraju da ne prihvate davateljicu zivota – Majku Svega – zenski princip boziji. Ako bi o tom govorili jezikom quantum fizike to je magnetna energije ciji je jedan od zadataka da otvori/stvori/nade prostor za kreaciju, za postojanje. U prijasnjim prilozima (na engleskom) sam pisala da o drugim ulogama ove energije, na primjer moc razlucivanja i volja.

On ikoji su posli drugim smjerom i koji su izabrali zivot/evoluciju/Boga ti ce poceti da imaju pristup drugim dimenzijama. Sad smo u tri dimenzije, poneko cetiri i samo sto nismo i u petoj. Peta dimenzia ce nam postati prepoznatljiva po tome sto cemo moci da s lakocom manifestiramo nase planove. Lakoca ce dolaziti jer cemo manifestirati kroz sinkrone susrete i spontane akcije, a radicemo u dimenziji u kojoj ono sto smo mi dotad poznavali kao razdvojene funkcije: prostor i vrijeme se stapaju u prostor-vrijeme. To ce znaciti da ce onima koji su jos uvijek u 3-D izgledati kao da neko koje u 5-D stvara velikom brzinom.

Koncept ubrzanja vremena je poznat u kaledaru Maja.

Bice/Duh/Dusa koja se odlucila za bilo koji od ova dva puta moze da ‘promjeni misljenje’ – znaci da putanja nije fiksirana jednom za svagda. Sve je bazirano na izboru (Boziji dar – zenskog principa). Takoder vazno je napomenuti da treba da postujemo odluke drugih, bez obzira sto primjecujemo kojim putem idu. Ne treba da pokusavamo da ‘spasimo’ nikog, jer je to nepostovanje njihovog duhovnog/dusevnog izbora.

Oba ova puta su put nazad ka Izvoru Svega – Bogu, jedino ce stvarnosti biti razlicite. Na kraju ce Bog uzeti svoju tacku, a ostali su dobrovoljci koji se vracaju…

Energy Crisis Within and Without

5 December 2008

Disconnect and New Connections

Current state of the affairs on the planet is not because we are having energy crises, which is just mere manifestation of much bigger problem that has resulted from disconnect within ourselves, a disconnect from our communities, we have disconnected from the Earth, we have disconnected ourselves from the Source… Living disconnected and in linear parallel universes we have created, have required constant energy input from someplace. We had to built more and more power generating plants, as we have thought we could not maintain ourselves without them. We have become parasites on the body of the planet, unable to produce power to maintain our existence ourselves. And this planet is co-creative and will not tolerate co-dependent relating anymore. She is not getting anything in return, but destruction.

Hence, if you would like to ‘help’ the planet (which means help yourself, as planet can help herself by getting rid off all who are not getting the message), then set your intent to have co-creative relationship to the planet, and if you would like to have blissful life then set your intent at co-creative relating to all that there is: the Source, partner, parent, child, anyone who comes your way. [Disclaimer: you will not get blissful life right a way, for it takes time to go through the process of discernment (see discernment), then having co-dependencies (usually energetic cords plugged in) fall away before you can get to a place of nurturing your own energy and power back to life and to have effortless existence.] It is important to note that we have had to go through all of the experiences, even those ‘negative’ ones to learn a big collective lesson and now we are coming full circle, but different and stronger. Consequently our new way of communal/family relating may be similar to tribal, but different. I believe that the only way to reset the system is to have a clear intent set and use all our imagination to weave the web of new intricate relationships based in co-creativity. This means that we will be energy independent.

To co-create means to maintain energy balance between two or more involved in any kind of exchange: work, love, sex… No one is giver, and no one is taker. No one holds power over another.

Another Use of Your Magnetic Compass

3 December 2008

Discernment

At this time of the largest global energy recycling project ever and in our process of ascension the only way of participating and contributing in it is by recognizing foreign energies in our own energetic system.

The only energy that can help us in discernment is by using heart/center of our feminine energy – solar plexus. While masculine spirit/electric works through the brain, it can spend life time chewing one and same information analyzing it. However it requires input from the gut in order to bypass endless circling (it may keep adding on new and more new information and all information of the world – it may even make a choice based in current analysis of all inputs, yet it is only feeling/sense input that will help in making the right choice for you. This is because this feeling is coming from one of the centers we have in our body where we hold all the knowing of ourselves and it is heart of our will.

From this place in ourselves we can navigate through all different energies. Of course, if we do not overwrite the information given to us. Sometimes we are feeling that something is wrong, or as someone is in our space, or other ideas that we have been conditioned are impossible, and thus we keep telling ourselves (or even worse others), “Oh, no I am imagining this; this is impossible, etc… So we do not get ourselves to really know something. And it is only by feeling reality, person, event, energy, etc. we can get to know any of these and what they are really representing to us.

The foreign interference energy may be simply someone dear to us with whom we maintain co-dependent relationship and one person ‘sucks’ the energy of other one. It can be system and/or organization also holding parasitic energy: our places of work, or places with whom we have to interact to ‘maintain’ our existence as we currently believe – banks, power companies, phone companies, and similar. Many of the above institutions/organizations have further string-puller which dictates more or less pressure. All for the purpose of tapping into creative energy of the bottom of the pile and you are most likely among those on the bottom. [Of course, that is why this system is falling down as we speak – since all energies are being sorted out into ‘appropriate bins’, they will be falling down as they generally resist evolution at this time, and they are losing their ‘food source’]. Or you may be sucked of your energy or your information by outright implants you got in your latest abduction. There could be beings (the whole array of those) hanging around your space feasting on your energy. Or some ancestor is pulling the your strings… Many possibilities of you giving the best of yourself to waste.

Warning signs (if you have been sensing, but not paying attention or brushing it aside): you may have had serious health problems: in what I have seen in energetic relating cancer is disease of parasitic attachment: from what I have observed women who have gotten cancer of reproductive organs and breast cancer are for certain being sucked often with their closest male relations, as well as by parasitic institutions (workplace and similar). Current way of relating has embedded so much of the male dominance and superiority that women themselves repress their feminine and then in addition, some more is sucked by masculine principles who totally deny their feminine (or as in organization which is built in way to oppress any expression of the life creative force. Since there is no life without it, they have to plug in someplace…. Man in modern society have repressed do much their feminine energy that the only way they found is to exist and ‘create’ is to take from trusting, giving and nurturing female… This is just example of many manifestations…

You may have had car accident, or something else that should be serving as a wake up call. All of these serious events should make you question much about your life, and what is your sole/soul purpose. We are equipped to overcome all of it, only if we make a choice. And choice as well is trait given to us by use of our will. Free will. So she gives us power to discern and to make a choice… Death or life. My life according to me or My life according to others…

Homecoming of Feminine Principle

28 November 2008

Emotional Release

Why is emotional release so important? And why we are not nuts, if we get to a place where we have to cry our guts out? Or if get so angry and we just cannot hold it anymore, so we explode?
As I mentioned we get conditioned that there are good and bad feelings that we can have, and that the bad ones we should repress. Control. We should just love everything, even what is not lovable. we should be saintly... And it is this everything labeled 'bad' we should, and we have been sweeping under the rug. Yet, emotion has energy. It has energy the same as thought. They both hold energy of their own. Emotion is expression of feminine energy, which is magnetic, and thought is expression of masculine energy which is electric. Now this energy of emotion denied its expression has to go someplace. As we all know no energy is ever lost - it cannot turn into nothing. It is our suppressed energy, as well as suppressed collective (all levels collective: family, tribe, larger group, global, etc.) energy that weights on the Earth magnetic field and is suppressing it so that Earth magnetic field is rapidly declining. [It is this field that holds our atmospheric layers in place.] Earth is very magnetic and very feminine energetically.
Earth does not want to hold back our denied emotions. She is giving us back all of our repressed emotions. And that is why our current reality is so nasty. A lots of this malevolent energy has never seen the light, has never been accepted. It has been hidden in recesses of our planet. Dirty laundry is coming out into the open, and so we have manifestation of pollution, waste this and that problems. Or entire populations swept.
Or there are days when this energy swells and sweeps through and around the whole planet. It is on this days that we may have blow ups, we may cry knowing why or not knowing why. We may be experiencing pain in certain parts of the body, for our body also hold all unexpressed emotion. From this lifetime, and past life individual and collective traumas. It is stored in our 'bones.' Crystallized. This crystallized emotion gives us pain. Our DNA holds the past life repressed traumas, hence 'genetic diseases.' If past life traumas get healed genetic disease will disappear. All diseases can be healed.
So the big ascension secret is that we have to be responsible to take our 'negative' emotions back from underneath the rag. We have to own all our emotions. All of them that we have denied since the beginning of our time (every spirit has different time of emergence).
And we all know the status of emotional expression in our families, our tribes or communities, cultures, etc...

Judgement Day Post

Bihac, Bosnia and Herzegovina, 26 November 2008

Sudnji Dan, 2012, Rapture, Armageddon, Kiyamet

Some say that judgment day will not happen as planet Earth took the turn off that route. And we are on a different route that will take us into bliss or something like it.
I agree that we will not have judgment day as many fervent religious followers have thought we will. It is not going to be this one second, one minute, one day event in which God will sort people in two groups: one for hell one for heaven. Hmm. Reality of the universe is much more complex. Spirits have mixed up so much, that is hard to know them anymore. God has let us learn for millennia, reincarnation after reincarnation. Life after life. And we have not gotten much of it. We were getting into bigger and bigger mess. God did, too. As above, so bellow. We were slipping dangerously close to annihilating ourselves. Much like Atlantis and so many other civilizations of other systems. But! Earth is not just any planet. Energetically she holds very special place in the order of the Universe. So God could not let current planetary and non-planetary constituency to destroy the planet. I mean Atlantis destroyed itself, but has not destroyed the planet. We evolved enough that we had technology to do that. And I say had, because technology is still there but there is no ability, because of Divine Intervention. Indeed it is Divine Intervention, and not the aliens from Sirius, Arcturius, and alike. I mean they are all out there waiting and intervening through some humans with whom they have a contract, but Source is above all.
This planet is not going to be destroyed.
Now, what is up with us? People will not go to heaven and hell in one second, one minute or one day. Rather imagine grandiose recycling project going on. People are being sorted out into different bins. Multiple bins. All the gradation between hell and heaven. Or should I say people are sorting themselves out. It is kind of law of attraction – like attracts like, so people will be separating from their known communities to find different ones. This does not mean forming communes. It means you may have all sorts of energy bubbles having their different realities in the same space-time, and yet never coming into contact, unless there is something to be learned through contact, or if someone changes their energy and is ready or wants to move into different bubble. Like parallel realities: in one time-space but never touching. And this process is already on. It has started…

Purpose of the energy sort is so that spirits can return into their original energetic state. We all have had a unique vibration when we emerged. This vibration was manifest in coulour. Imagine that spirits are as polluted as our planet. Planet is reflecting this to us. What was once glimmering Green spirit, now may be some muddy looking being. In this example this Green spirit may have received so much energy that is not his/her from Red, Purple or Grey from Guilt that it does not look like anything anymore.

So in outer reality we want to “save” the planet. Thanks no thanks, our planet says. She is powerful enough to save herself. She does want all to be responsible beings in that you just clean up yourselves. Take care of yourselves, without worrying about her or any other spirit. Worrying and wanting to save others is sign of not respecting their choice. We all have come with the Will with which we can discern, and then make a choice based on our discernment. The level of our denial of our own will is basically reflecting level of our well being and our ascension or dissension (indeed descent, and dissent – movement away from the Source) process. Some of us will make choice to go in a direction of hell as it may appear to us, however what is hell to one maybe heaven to another. Thus, the best action to take right now at this turning point in the evolution of the universe and all beings and all of creation is to turn inwards to save oneself. Clear your own stuff. Look at what has been muddy in your life. What has been preventing you to be yourself. If you are green and have purple that is not yours give it back to a spirit from whom it have come. Say bye to Guilt. Prune what does not help you in your evolution, in your growth. Preserve, maintain and accumulate only your own energy your own gift from the beginning of your time. On the mundane level this may manifest as a fight with family member, with the best friend, as lay off from work, or some dies, etc… All what it means is that they have made a different choice/turn on their journey and that your energies are not alike anymore. While you were vibrating in the same vibration you could have been in the same time-space, but not any longer…

There is another myth I would like to break. I have been following so many newsletters on what is going on in this energy shift. In all of them there is much said about ascension, and how we are going into this time-space of peace, birds singing, harmony, peace, control your emotions, etc… What none of them had said is that on this hero’s journey you will encounter many growing pains. Evolution is about growth and growth is associated with growing pains. One can ease this pains, if one intents and has made that choice. However, it is most likely that we are going to experience these pains. And I wanted to write about them, for I found it the most difficult in this process if there is no one with whom I can connect on the emotional level. Or at least know that there is someone out there who is having and seeing this same experience. This may not mean we have the same picture (picture meaning situation we find ourselves in), but we will be sharing emotion that will produce the same feeling. Talk, confide, exchange, connect through a common emotion just experienced and just observed in my fellow human. It is this connecting that is empowering. I/We get to know, “I am not in this by myself.” And the more people we know and we can share the similar feeling the more empowered we will feel. And that is why God has organized massive sort out project. Stronger and more powerful we are as individuals the stronger communities we can form and have. The sooner we find our unique gifts inside, our ‘hero’s treasure,’ and sooner we work with it and share it, the sooner the resistance manifested in outer reality (unpleasant experiences) will fall away and sooner we will enter into a time-space of effortless manifesting those blissful realities other write about. Of course, there is much more to the alchemy of personal, collective and planetary conscious transformation…

Basic guide is that in this process, on this journey we encounter difficulty, we meet our own resistance that has materialized, we called for it in order to learn the lesson and grow. Energetically it is always consistent of what we resist the most in ourselves. So imagine that this is your mirror. It mirrored something back to you; something you wanted (or were taught/conditioned) to suppress.

This picture is as intense as programming/conditioning that has held it down. Then this emotion in order to be freed finally (to be enlightened; to come to the light; to come to conscious part of the brain) after we have made conscious or unconscious decision to ascend, to heal, to seek Source, we do let this forbidden emotion to calls for a situation in which this emotion overpowers programming and lets itself out. Once it is out, it receives the Light, if we want healing to be full we have to accept the emotion and the experience (as oppose to judge it/ourselves). Once accepted and illuminated this emotion takes its right place. For all emotions have their place even the ones that are the most judged like hate. Everything in creation came from the Source. In addition, being illuminated it means it came into our awareness and we now see where this emotion came from, what has been teaching us, what was purpose of it, etc… After one of this kind of events which may be manifested as argument, emotional breakdown, crying/wailing, howling, singing, in the later stages laughing, end similar…since we have took on energy and transmuted it in our inner alchemist lab, we have changed our vibration.

THIS PROCESS ABSOLUTELY REQUIRES EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION, ONLY THEN OUR FEELINGS MAY TRANSFORM INTO SOMETHING THAT WILL LEAD US TOWARDS OUR HEART DESIRE NOT AWAY FROM IT. Because it is suppressed emotion that is preventing us to get to a place where we want to be. It requires from us to be acknowledged, received, before it will work with us, for us. This is the single reason why “Law of Attraction” ‘does not work’ as some think it should work. They desire and do all the motions of what they have been told in Secret and other similar… But then it does not happen and some wander why. Well, focusing on so called positive may be increasing an undue pressure on the so-called negative, and then so called negative is not letting it be. The more we try to overwrite ourselves in this way, harsher reality we may face. We want to seek place of alignment, balance.

Of course, I do not want to talk in terms of positive and negative, for this is our dualist understanding of universe and now is the time has come when dualism as away to understand everything in Universe will be contracting. Thus, what is negative seen from one side is positive seen from the other…

Then there is period of adjustment to this new vibration. Our physical body needs time to adjust. Consequently, it is advisable to be easy on oneself and take very good care of oneself. This simply means eating as healthy and clean (non-polluted) food as possible, drinking a lots of water, even doing cleansing diets, saunas, spas… Sleep – normally one sleeps longer. Your body would like all of that. Practical food advice: higher states of awareness do not like wheat, sugar and milk in particular. Especially in earlier stages of ascension. You can research it on your own, but imagine that this food stuffs block power of our neuron transmitters (sugar and wheat) and milk blocks our immune system. Hmm, when did they get introduced to us in our earthly history? If you have a sugar craving look out for a parasitic consciousness attachment in your energy system. I am guessing that you are aware of artificial additives: MSGs, nanotech implants in food and cosmetics, etc. Should I mention medication...?

After period of time (for me it used to be six months periods, and then with time speeding up, my process sped up), you get into another growth period. Another transition…

It ain’t easy… That is for sure. But I decided to write about this for I found in periods of isolation I am having much harder time, if I encounter this bump on my journey. So this is for souls out there who are noticing something is up, but cannot quite sort it out, and may feel abnormal, and that something is not right with them. All is fine. And all of you are fine. The most importantly - we are not alone in this! Eventually everyone who chooses so, will find the way to… Your mates… Your people… Your community…

Mi nismo saaaaaaami……