Golden Age and Final Alchemical Transmutation

22 January 2009

Search for the Grail and Other Trophies...

Men have searched wide and far for the grail, philosopher’s stone, emerald tablets, gold that one could find by transmutation of lead and other metals into it, etc…

And guess what all of the above is – it is DNA (as it is in the previous post story). It is DNA that stores all the memory and wisdom we have inherited and acquired in our lifetimes, lifetimes of personal memory and wisdom, family memory and wisdom, tribal/collective memory and wisdom, and global collective memory and wisdom... DNA holds the memory even if we have polluted our connection to it and we cannot recover and remember it. It is still there in our ‘bones.’ Any ‘energetic pollution’ (genetic disease) can transform, that is can be healed. It is just ancestral trauma stored in DNA. If even one family/tribal member heals any given trauma, it would affect the whole family/tribe.

At the time of return to Eden, which is now, if you chose so, we have been shaking off pollution not only from personal memory and wisdom, family memory and wisdom, tribal/collective memory and wisdom and global collective memory and wisdom, but even a cosmic one – all in order to recover full memory and full wisdom of our origins, to take our energies back, and give energies that are not ours to those to whom they belong (as explained in the first post – ‘an energy recycling sort’ – energies have to be sorted just like waste we sort for recycling, as we look for what is a number on a plastic container, that how we are sorting our energies: by their vibrational signature and that is how we ourselves will sort out. Our original vibration is covered under the pile of crap, just as the Earth’s beauty is covered with litter and reptilian sterile,‘modern,’ ugly designs void of life…

Some people will recover before the others, but then they will be attracting people of similar vibration and we will be regrouping based on our vibrational signature (that is why many today are experiencing falling out with their families or close ones. There is additional reason for this for which I should write a separate post).

Reaching the State of Gold

For the same reason we went into our ‘earthly, human’ experience of reincarnation, we will come the full circle to claim (cannot say we will reclaim as it has not been there from the begging, thus we entered into the wheel of life scenario) our gold – solar plexus! It is self-love, self-worth, ‘seat of the soul,’ feminine heart that we will finally accept. Finally take into account contribution of it so far, and finally start to understand what are all the gifts given to us that we can access once we accept and fully integrate feminine into creation, existence, evolution, decision-making, etc. Feminine in sacred geometrical alignment with the masculine in the balanced heart and manifest in the body will open doors to heaven again. It is feminine that holds the Key(s). Masculine energetic dominance coupled with increased reptilian dominance discredited feminine chakras of a person, and the planet (universe, as well) to such extent that we came to face annihilation, when the problem finally started to emerge into consciousness of humanity.

Hence, we have been in a process of double transformation:

1. Reclaiming our memory and wisdom = original vibration;

2. Claiming our self-love, self worth, certainty, seat of our personal power.

For it was through this ‘door’(solar plexus) that we took in the ‘wrong’ energy and got onto the karmic wheel of life (previous post story).

So, if you have not gotten it by now, the best thing you can do for yourself, for the planet is to work on your 1. and 2., if your choice is to stay on the planet Earth and if you intent to co-create with all that there is.

Sitting in our full power is sitting in our solar plexus fully aware, able to discern, senior and/or commanding to any disturbing force that may enter our energetic field, and yet gracious and responsive to the world around and any co-creative beings and beingness. Responsive means to be able to feel/’read’ the need, or what is appropriate for the moment. Hence, it is how harmonic relationship within and without can ensue. In this kind of relating there is no need for rules and regulations to maintain balance and harmonic reality. It is spontaneous… There is no pretense, and no need for politeness. For fully integrated and energetically aligned we can ‘read the energy’ and we read the truth and can easily adjust to the given reality. [Lie simply cannot pass…. Energy cannot be masked, unless there is denial present within. In that case, one cannot read oneself, as one cannot read anyone else (which does not mean that they cannot be or are not ‘read’). Those who deny get sorted together and operate under the old norms…]

Moreover, if we add our reclaimed memory and wisdom we will basically remember the original charge, the original contract > emerald tablet, with which we were charged in the beginning.

So formula is 1. + 2. = Emerald Tablet (or rather piece of it, with which our line has been charged to hold). With this we close the cycle; the circle of our need for karmic experience.

As the legend has it, and legends are always born out of Universal Memory/Records, different ‘vibrational lineages’ have held memory of different parts of Original Creation/Original Cause ‘Emerald Tablet;’ and some peoples still remember they are charged with it. Most others still have not remembered, but bits and pieces are surfacing of 12 tribes (vibrational lineages) who have each gotten piece of original creation memory, and then each tribe divide information and burden of carrying it further onto another 12 members. Somewhere along the line some of these bits and pieces get recorded down and there is mention of 144 000 people surviving to enter into 'Golden Age'… I interpret this as 144 original now even more splintered information (DNA^*) holders surfacing to recover and restore their information, and then to weave the story of Creation and Original Cause, all the beautiful and all the gruesome details of it. And yet to imagine how it can be if we hold ourselves together and manifest from our highest integrity and connectedness… This lesson is Universal Lesson of Creation. We will finally know Laws of Creation. Yet only after we put pieces of puzzle and interweave the story together.

Of course, getting off karmic wheel, wheel of life time wise coincides with Rising of Holy Cross (check Lunar Planner to learn more), basically rising of our ecliptic plane into 90-degreed position towards the galactic plane… Again, this goes back to Hindu, Mayan calendar and lost science of sidereal astrology/astronomy (astrology most people get to read and know today is shadow of its full self). And this goes back to timing. All in due time, cannot be sooner, nor can it be later...

*This is why Dark Force using Greys as instruments have always targeted for abduction (just as expressed creativly in this hilarious song about abduction and/in Bosnian reality) and implant setting indigenous people; and using scientists to extract genes (Genome project and all other Gen projects love to get their hands on indigenous blood) for purpose of learning the secret of life, for they are on the quest (but now with force and the whole construct in decline) to erase feminine force in Universe. Since Lucifer figured that is self destructive, he has also worked feverishly to figure out cloning, stem cell research, so he can maintain himself in existence once that which gives life is gone. Somehow I am not concern as Lucifer leads himself into annihilating non-dimensional existence as I mentioned in one of the earliest posts… So do not fret over 666, fret over yourself.

Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil > Tree of Life > Genealogy Tree

10 January 2009

Reptilian Conditioning of Humans
“In the Book of Genesis, the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, sometimes translated as the Tree of Conscience (עֵץ הַדַּעַת טוֹב וָרָע) was a tree in the middle of the Garden of Eden from which God forbade Adam to eat. A serpent tempted Eve, to eat the forbidden fruit from the Tree of Knowledge. Adam joined in and they became ashamed of their nakedness. After this they were banished from the garden and forced to survive through agriculture "by the sweat of [their] brow" as they were denied access to the Tree of Life (and, immortality).” - Extracted from wikipedia.

It does not really matter how do we call this tree. The tree represents DNA. It represents life that is transferred by DNA combinatorics of mother and father, represents ancestral knowledge and memory also stored in DNA (Sometimes, DNA has been represented as a Key or a Pillar). Now, why in the world this tree with the serpent on it has had become Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil?

Firstly, the snake and its apple represent a foreign to humans genetic code – and in this case reptilian genetic code. So it is not that Eve ate an apple and become somehow infected. It is that Eve had gotten the seeds of reptilian genetic coding that has had us on the karmic wheel ever since. I mean she did get ‘infected,’ but in today’s world overloaded with pornography we do not have to pretend to be puritans and talk about storks and apples, when we can simply say that she had to involve into sexual activity to receive the encoding. Adam could not receive quite the same, so the blame has remained on Eve and females of humanity ever since.

Secondly, what is this about “knowledge of good and evil.” Reptilian and our reptilian part of the brain (brain stem) that we have now as result of intermixing operates on four basic premises:

1. binary coding
2. territorialism
3. hierarchy
4. does not evolve; cannot pass the binary coding, no power of analysis and/or feeling (does not have these capacities, but rather runs on imprint - on its original cause AKA sin)
It is this binary coding that has gotten us on the karmic wheel. Now having the reptilian brain to code every emotion we have had to good-bad, dark-light, yes-no, etc… we entered the era of dualism and/or polarity. And with this ‘ability’ we lost our ability to co-create and ability of effortless manifestation (Garden of Eden). We now operate on imprints (no evolution; no new awareness; stuckness). Irony and vicious cycle has been that we could never become aware of this as there was no conscious (God’s light) present when imprints were created (So-called ‘reptilian race’ was holding imprint when they were created, and we took their imprint in). So for eons of time we have operated on this new paradigm and came to think that it is our human nature to be co-dependent and in a ‘rat-race.’ If we do not get 'It', someone else will, and it will tramp over us in the process…
This is not true nature of human kind, but we who chose to do so, have to restore all parts of ourselves, and give back what is not ours in this healing or evolutionary process , in order to really restore our humanness.
Humans in the Garden of Eden (original Earth, when there was still magic there) knew only of co-creation, it is when they mixed up with alien races that we entered age of co-dependent relationships. So, original sin was mixing in with other cosmic races (thus today’s ‘judgment day’ is about this huge energy sorting and recycling project I talked about in the first post). The foreign reptilian race has enslaved us in this way, hence we become dependent on ‘advent of agriculture and sweat of our work to sustain’ ourselves. Ever since our enslavers have operated on pushing the fear button on their human subjects.
It is easy to notice once we juxtapose binary coding (dualism), and its inability to evolve into a different level of awareness as only knows its original imprinting and its black&white ways over two other aspects of reptilian origin: hierarchy and territorialism; why we have not been able to evolve and we had to get to a place of almost annihilating ourselves, before God put stop on it. We have been in the grip of the Reptilian Brain, which in turn has been further manipulated by the ‘fallen force.’

Why am I writing about this at this time? In the last three months we have been working our reptilian involvement on the global collective consciousness level. As much as it looks like the end of times, we should always look at it as the healing crises: it has to get worse before it gets better. It gets worse as it matches intensity of our denial or ignorance – unwillingness to look at our involvement. More we resist to see our own involvement – pictures/experiences are more intensifying. No need to mention the economic crises, I want to mention two big global pictures flashing from TV screens right now that are reflecting to us our involvement with reptilian imprinting.

Picture 1
First one being the intensification of the attacks on Palestinians in Gaza. It is becoming obvious to all that Israeli attacks are absolutely result of Israelis being out of their minds. I mean, they are not using neocortex or any other part of the brain, but only run on reptilian imprinting and using only reptilian brain at this time. And as energies of harmonization are intensifying, the ‘fallen force’ is acting like a nutcase pulling on all the old and known tricks… They cannot offer any reasonable explanation anymore, because they have none. Even all the ‘speak’ of terrorism does not sound convincing. It is as they are putting their foot into their own mouth. Of course, as always they have to look at their own involvement and not blame Palestinians. On the other hand, as collective Palestinians have to look at why they are still victims. What do they hold that keeps them captive? And all of us comfortably seated in our armchairs and watching this on TV we have to be grateful for we get stirred, but we are not in the story. We have to feel and look which way do we get lit up. Do we hate Palestinians or Israelis in this story or all? We then have feel and express that, until we get to the point where we will not be lit up by seeing this fighting. As long as we are, there is Palestinian and Israeli in every one of us, and we are responsible for what is going on the Middle East. We are responsible as long we have thoughts and emotions about it, plus suppressed emotional charge. Do not think if you are peacenik that you are not contributing to this picture…
This is time when, since there is Divine Intervention (curiously there is a Palestinian film by the same name), there is more chance that all will be heard, but we have to remember that we have to be open to receive… If we are not open to receive and we expect a gift, information, enlightenment to come in some way we imagined it to be, and it is standing right in front of us in a different shape/form we will not be able to recognize gift/answer to our prayer. And gifts are all around us… Answers are all around us. Writing is on the wall, indeed, but we are not looking at the wall as we think it will be on TV (or whatever our idea of information source is). Sometimes, as God knows what our sources are, gives us answers in them, and we still manage to omit. Why is that, we should ask of ourselves, and yet we swear by his~her name, all the time? Make a choice. If you want to hear true information coming from the Source, then intend it that way and intend it to be open to receive an answer from the Source, then ask your question. In my experience, it is always unexpected and has always turned my known reality upside down. So be aware. That is why many do omit, I guess. In this case, Israelis are Palestinian answer, and Palestinians are Israelis answer. Magnificent, is it not?
I have a special affinity for this region, as I believe and view this area as the root chakra of the planet. To me it makes sense that most intense warfare is there as the root chakra represents survival. In addition, in places of special planetary energy the intensity of energy is amplified. It vibrates at higher frequencies then other parts of the planet. The dark force, of course, wants to overtake the root chakra, as – if it is overtaken – the fight for our planet is over (this fight has much larger ramification, it is of cosmic importance, so imagine that Earth is the stadium and so many are watching the game)! In this light, I would like to ask people in the West to consider what do terrorists represent in this kind of scenario? In the game of extreme duality, and if is life and death game – on one side is military complex with its ability to destroy planet that gives us life – on the other are terrorists. Very aptly named. As always in creation! Since it was due to our human denied terror that we took in the wrong seed from the beginning of the story. We came on Earth with such level of terror, and experienced even more terror later as we could not lift ourselves off the planet as we lost so much of vibratory power… Yet we denied this terror. We have to face it now. And we have to face our holding onto wrong vibration we viewed as saviour vibration. We thought we had to align with them. Well. Now it is time to admit that we cannot align with that which cannot evolve into love, ultimately God.
Nevertheless, we have to be thankful to reptilians and military complex that has enslaved us, as we have been so ignorant that we had to come to live in the fear of nuclear annihilation to see that something is not right, and we may be having ‘foreign encoding’ within that had to force us to look where we never wanted to look before and admit our involvement; as well as we have to be thankful to terrorists for lighting up pictures of terror in us, so we can finally process it and bring it to the light.
Emotions stirred from underneath of our subconscious layers and represented here in this picture are RAGE and TERROR. Israelis are raging and Palestinians are 'terrorizing'. (I have to put quotation marks around it, as how do Palestinians terrorize Israelis in the latest onslaught if Israelis had 40 dead, and Palestinians over 700? in the struggle like this, one cannot and should not be objective and neutral. To bring balance there has to be side taken, to bring balance; to adjust for the lack on one side; all other peacemaking based in neutrality is perpetuating the abuse and supporting the perpetrator) - and is all purposeful - so all the Western institutions from the UN to Red Cross should be looking in their involvement with the ultimately 'dark force'). However, rage is first and terror is reaction or the other side of rage. Dual/reptilian world is reactionary and we should strive to become responsive, instead. Globally, the level of suppression of the Will, Goddess, feminine magnetic energy of God, is so high and still is especially in the Reptilian dominated ‘West’ side of the planet that is resulting in this kind of intense picture in the root chakra of the world. I wander which way critical mass of collective consciousness will sway, in a way of finally accepting responsibility and going the way of evolution turning to the Source. If we chose ignorance, we may face Earth’s Kundalini rising. The other way we may see creative solutions finally bringing two opposites together.
(added from You Tube on January 19: UK Jewish MP: Israel acting like Nazis)

Picture 2
Natural Gas Shortage in Europe – of people freezing and running for the stores to buy electric heaters, wood stoves, whatever will work to make them warm at sub-zero temperatures.
This is absolutely picture that we faced to process our survival fear we have been holding since the beginning of our time as soul-spirit beings. As fear has been labeled as ‘negative;’ it ‘deserved’ to be ‘controlled,’ pushed away, or something similar. But as I discussed in the first post nothing is ever lost, and now when God has said, “enough is enough!” or “enough already!” we have to face and take back our crap, in this case fear we have denied. And in our polarized, dualistic reality every emotion has its opposite. Opposite of fear is anger, also ‘unacceptable’ emotion.
So feel your fear and look at your anger, ask them what they have to teach you and then accept it, accept experience, and accept yourself for having both: fear, anger and experiences drawn by them as they were; then fear and anger can be brought to the balance point, which is half way between fear and anger and it nests in the heart. Heart is balance point, hence love is emotional balance. This is basic of healing process, and applies to any suppressed emotion, and/or ‘picture’ (snapshot of an event) that holds memory of an emotion.
Emotions stirred up to the surface in this picture are FEAR and ANGER. ‘Common’ people are fearful for their own survival and angry at the same time at the ‘ruling class.’ Bureaucrats and politicians. Bureaucrats and politicians in our governments have become so cheeky, they have no shame. But they will become even worse, for as long as we tolerate them and think that we can create only in a way that has been set up and run by reptilian imprinting and dark force that pulls the strings behind the scenes. So, again there is no one to blame but ourselves for our resistance to look at our own crap and take it for what it is, without judgment. Why did we have to come to the point of being cornered? We will get away with shameless politicians when we learn our lesson…
To me this fear will force us to remember how to co-create, for no power game will help, no survival skill will help at this time. Only balancing ourselves, finding ourselves, our true humanness (or other nature, for with all the intermixing some will have to find their true whatever nature), thus co-creating, which is all opposite of what we come to associate with being human. Humans have co-created and lived in balanced ways, with no vertical hierarchies, but horizontal interconnectedness... And today more then ever, we are alienated and disconnected for easier manipulation… Only those who chose to co-create will remain on Earth at this time… Others will have to go off the planet. Maybe some will go to the planets whence they came from. Honestly, I do not care… energies will sort themselves out. I only know what I have decided and what I have chosen.

As a result of my decision, when I was doing an energy check-up (reading) for myself some six weeks ago, my inner compass has showed me how to give back the reptilian energy to be sorted out. When I approached this reading I was not intent of finding reptilian energy, I was looking at why some person went on my nerves, but as it happens this person gave me a gift of looking at reptilian energy. I have also seen that as a result of reclaiming our true energies our physical body make up will change. DNA will change. It will not hold karmic (strain of our entire experience) and dharmic (strain of our true potential – our Destiny Path) strains anymore, as they will fuse to become one, and that is the end of the story of the Adam and Eve. After all we will recreate Garden of Eden here on Earth, once we reclaim and restore our own energy.
The cosmic energy is pressing at this time at these buttons.

In the light of pictures 1 and 2 I have to make mention of the ‘economic crises.’ This is not an economic crisis. It is economic restructuring. Economy producing a hierarchical structure and in the last couple of decades producing what I termed ‘economic rapture’ of cream on top with so much money that they can live above the law on the islands who do not belong to any country, to the billions in servitude who are producing daily so that few can jet-set around the world and buy penthouses in the most expensive cities in the world by writing a personal check – those times are over. That kind of economy is not on the God’s books. So, why do you cry over it, if at the same time you bitch how you are not given proper health care, heat, your children education… If you cry over it – you are resisting the change to new economic realities in which no one will be in servitude. Is it then fear of change, and clinging to known shit, rather then getting into unknown paradise? Or is it that you do not want to take personal responsibility?
It is just another picture churning up survival fear vibration, but I think it is also reminder to look at what and how it has been for us. It is forcing us to pull off impossible. It is forcing us to remember who we truly are, and how we used to live when there was magic...
It is all our responsibility and we have all the tools we need to recreate the Eden. It is just matter of choice.
Also, I have to repeat myself: more we resist evolution by denying involvement and taking responsibility for our own crap, our experiences will be escalating proportionally in unpleasant way. Do not save the world or anyone; save yourself!
Then the message to ourselves is, “Keep resisting and denying personal involvement or look at it, as then process of alignment of ‘opposites’ can start. Chose, intent, accept responsibility and freedom, but also forgive yourself, for there has been a purpose to this journey after all… Evolution. All of God has been evolving. And for the process all you need is within. Salvation does not come from without. Love and God are within yourself. All You Need Is Love, right?”

The evolutionary (‘ascension’) process is about clearing, bringing to the light our emotional baggage from subconscious to conscious mind (into the God’s light). Not only what we have suppressed to subconscious, but what we have tried to give to someone else (partner, family, collective, Earth). Hence, feel your FEAR, ANGER, RAGE and TERROR. Be afraid, be angry, be outraged, and feel your terror, in safety of your own private space. If you are intent in doing this, you may not have to face experience that will trigger the denied emotions outwardly… After feeling and EXPRESSING them they lose their charge and they can evolve, transform and/or transmute. Once you become aware of them. Aha! They have no hold on you anymore. EXPRESS EMOTIONS even if 'negative,' even if for all to hear you, or seemingly no one to hear...

NOTE: To understand the working of the reptilian part of the brain, I was greatly helped by the book “Feelings Matter” by Ceanne DeRohan that I received in the mail on the last day of the last year and did not stop reading it until I read about all different parts of the brain and their functions, but in particular, about how do we become reptilian dominated humans. It was insightful to read about reptilian behaviour, Based in the research of reptilian behavioral scientist, who studied lizards… When I read that part I thought, “Hmm, this is just like gangs.”