Friday, November 28, 2008

Homecoming of Feminine Principle

28 November 2008

Emotional Release

Why is emotional release so important? And why we are not nuts, if we get to a place where we have to cry our guts out? Or if get so angry and we just cannot hold it anymore, so we explode?
As I mentioned we get conditioned that there are good and bad feelings that we can have, and that the bad ones we should repress. Control. We should just love everything, even what is not lovable. we should be saintly... And it is this everything labeled 'bad' we should, and we have been sweeping under the rug. Yet, emotion has energy. It has energy the same as thought. They both hold energy of their own. Emotion is expression of feminine energy, which is magnetic, and thought is expression of masculine energy which is electric. Now this energy of emotion denied its expression has to go someplace. As we all know no energy is ever lost - it cannot turn into nothing. It is our suppressed energy, as well as suppressed collective (all levels collective: family, tribe, larger group, global, etc.) energy that weights on the Earth magnetic field and is suppressing it so that Earth magnetic field is rapidly declining. [It is this field that holds our atmospheric layers in place.] Earth is very magnetic and very feminine energetically.
Earth does not want to hold back our denied emotions. She is giving us back all of our repressed emotions. And that is why our current reality is so nasty. A lots of this malevolent energy has never seen the light, has never been accepted. It has been hidden in recesses of our planet. Dirty laundry is coming out into the open, and so we have manifestation of pollution, waste this and that problems. Or entire populations swept.
Or there are days when this energy swells and sweeps through and around the whole planet. It is on this days that we may have blow ups, we may cry knowing why or not knowing why. We may be experiencing pain in certain parts of the body, for our body also hold all unexpressed emotion. From this lifetime, and past life individual and collective traumas. It is stored in our 'bones.' Crystallized. This crystallized emotion gives us pain. Our DNA holds the past life repressed traumas, hence 'genetic diseases.' If past life traumas get healed genetic disease will disappear. All diseases can be healed.
So the big ascension secret is that we have to be responsible to take our 'negative' emotions back from underneath the rag. We have to own all our emotions. All of them that we have denied since the beginning of our time (every spirit has different time of emergence).
And we all know the status of emotional expression in our families, our tribes or communities, cultures, etc...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Judgement Day Post

Bihac, Bosnia and Herzegovina, 26 November 2008

Sudnji Dan, 2012, Rapture, Armageddon, Kiyamet

Some say that judgment day will not happen as planet Earth took the turn off that route. And we are on a different route that will take us into bliss or something like it.
I agree that we will not have judgment day as many fervent religious followers have thought we will. It is not going to be this one second, one minute, one day event in which God will sort people in two groups: one for hell one for heaven. Hmm. Reality of the universe is much more complex. Spirits have mixed up so much, that is hard to know them anymore. God has let us learn for millennia, reincarnation after reincarnation. Life after life. And we have not gotten much of it. We were getting into bigger and bigger mess. God did, too. As above, so bellow. We were slipping dangerously close to annihilating ourselves. Much like Atlantis and so many other civilizations of other systems. But! Earth is not just any planet. Energetically she holds very special place in the order of the Universe. So God could not let current planetary and non-planetary constituency to destroy the planet. I mean Atlantis destroyed itself, but has not destroyed the planet. We evolved enough that we had technology to do that. And I say had, because technology is still there but there is no ability, because of Divine Intervention. Indeed it is Divine Intervention, and not the aliens from Sirius, Arcturius, and alike. I mean they are all out there waiting and intervening through some humans with whom they have a contract, but Source is above all.
This planet is not going to be destroyed.
Now, what is up with us? People will not go to heaven and hell in one second, one minute or one day. Rather imagine grandiose recycling project going on. People are being sorted out into different bins. Multiple bins. All the gradation between hell and heaven. Or should I say people are sorting themselves out. It is kind of law of attraction – like attracts like, so people will be separating from their known communities to find different ones. This does not mean forming communes. It means you may have all sorts of energy bubbles having their different realities in the same space-time, and yet never coming into contact, unless there is something to be learned through contact, or if someone changes their energy and is ready or wants to move into different bubble. Like parallel realities: in one time-space but never touching. And this process is already on. It has started…

Purpose of the energy sort is so that spirits can return into their original energetic state. We all have had a unique vibration when we emerged. This vibration was manifest in coulour. Imagine that spirits are as polluted as our planet. Planet is reflecting this to us. What was once glimmering Green spirit, now may be some muddy looking being. In this example this Green spirit may have received so much energy that is not his/her from Red, Purple or Grey from Guilt that it does not look like anything anymore.

So in outer reality we want to “save” the planet. Thanks no thanks, our planet says. She is powerful enough to save herself. She does want all to be responsible beings in that you just clean up yourselves. Take care of yourselves, without worrying about her or any other spirit. Worrying and wanting to save others is sign of not respecting their choice. We all have come with the Will with which we can discern, and then make a choice based on our discernment. The level of our denial of our own will is basically reflecting level of our well being and our ascension or dissension (indeed descent, and dissent – movement away from the Source) process. Some of us will make choice to go in a direction of hell as it may appear to us, however what is hell to one maybe heaven to another. Thus, the best action to take right now at this turning point in the evolution of the universe and all beings and all of creation is to turn inwards to save oneself. Clear your own stuff. Look at what has been muddy in your life. What has been preventing you to be yourself. If you are green and have purple that is not yours give it back to a spirit from whom it have come. Say bye to Guilt. Prune what does not help you in your evolution, in your growth. Preserve, maintain and accumulate only your own energy your own gift from the beginning of your time. On the mundane level this may manifest as a fight with family member, with the best friend, as lay off from work, or some dies, etc… All what it means is that they have made a different choice/turn on their journey and that your energies are not alike anymore. While you were vibrating in the same vibration you could have been in the same time-space, but not any longer…

There is another myth I would like to break. I have been following so many newsletters on what is going on in this energy shift. In all of them there is much said about ascension, and how we are going into this time-space of peace, birds singing, harmony, peace, control your emotions, etc… What none of them had said is that on this hero’s journey you will encounter many growing pains. Evolution is about growth and growth is associated with growing pains. One can ease this pains, if one intents and has made that choice. However, it is most likely that we are going to experience these pains. And I wanted to write about them, for I found it the most difficult in this process if there is no one with whom I can connect on the emotional level. Or at least know that there is someone out there who is having and seeing this same experience. This may not mean we have the same picture (picture meaning situation we find ourselves in), but we will be sharing emotion that will produce the same feeling. Talk, confide, exchange, connect through a common emotion just experienced and just observed in my fellow human. It is this connecting that is empowering. I/We get to know, “I am not in this by myself.” And the more people we know and we can share the similar feeling the more empowered we will feel. And that is why God has organized massive sort out project. Stronger and more powerful we are as individuals the stronger communities we can form and have. The sooner we find our unique gifts inside, our ‘hero’s treasure,’ and sooner we work with it and share it, the sooner the resistance manifested in outer reality (unpleasant experiences) will fall away and sooner we will enter into a time-space of effortless manifesting those blissful realities other write about. Of course, there is much more to the alchemy of personal, collective and planetary conscious transformation…

Basic guide is that in this process, on this journey we encounter difficulty, we meet our own resistance that has materialized, we called for it in order to learn the lesson and grow. Energetically it is always consistent of what we resist the most in ourselves. So imagine that this is your mirror. It mirrored something back to you; something you wanted (or were taught/conditioned) to suppress.

This picture is as intense as programming/conditioning that has held it down. Then this emotion in order to be freed finally (to be enlightened; to come to the light; to come to conscious part of the brain) after we have made conscious or unconscious decision to ascend, to heal, to seek Source, we do let this forbidden emotion to calls for a situation in which this emotion overpowers programming and lets itself out. Once it is out, it receives the Light, if we want healing to be full we have to accept the emotion and the experience (as oppose to judge it/ourselves). Once accepted and illuminated this emotion takes its right place. For all emotions have their place even the ones that are the most judged like hate. Everything in creation came from the Source. In addition, being illuminated it means it came into our awareness and we now see where this emotion came from, what has been teaching us, what was purpose of it, etc… After one of this kind of events which may be manifested as argument, emotional breakdown, crying/wailing, howling, singing, in the later stages laughing, end similar…since we have took on energy and transmuted it in our inner alchemist lab, we have changed our vibration.

THIS PROCESS ABSOLUTELY REQUIRES EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION, ONLY THEN OUR FEELINGS MAY TRANSFORM INTO SOMETHING THAT WILL LEAD US TOWARDS OUR HEART DESIRE NOT AWAY FROM IT. Because it is suppressed emotion that is preventing us to get to a place where we want to be. It requires from us to be acknowledged, received, before it will work with us, for us. This is the single reason why “Law of Attraction” ‘does not work’ as some think it should work. They desire and do all the motions of what they have been told in Secret and other similar… But then it does not happen and some wander why. Well, focusing on so called positive may be increasing an undue pressure on the so-called negative, and then so called negative is not letting it be. The more we try to overwrite ourselves in this way, harsher reality we may face. We want to seek place of alignment, balance.

Of course, I do not want to talk in terms of positive and negative, for this is our dualist understanding of universe and now is the time has come when dualism as away to understand everything in Universe will be contracting. Thus, what is negative seen from one side is positive seen from the other…

Then there is period of adjustment to this new vibration. Our physical body needs time to adjust. Consequently, it is advisable to be easy on oneself and take very good care of oneself. This simply means eating as healthy and clean (non-polluted) food as possible, drinking a lots of water, even doing cleansing diets, saunas, spas… Sleep – normally one sleeps longer. Your body would like all of that. Practical food advice: higher states of awareness do not like wheat, sugar and milk in particular. Especially in earlier stages of ascension. You can research it on your own, but imagine that this food stuffs block power of our neuron transmitters (sugar and wheat) and milk blocks our immune system. Hmm, when did they get introduced to us in our earthly history? If you have a sugar craving look out for a parasitic consciousness attachment in your energy system. I am guessing that you are aware of artificial additives: MSGs, nanotech implants in food and cosmetics, etc. Should I mention medication...?

After period of time (for me it used to be six months periods, and then with time speeding up, my process sped up), you get into another growth period. Another transition…

It ain’t easy… That is for sure. But I decided to write about this for I found in periods of isolation I am having much harder time, if I encounter this bump on my journey. So this is for souls out there who are noticing something is up, but cannot quite sort it out, and may feel abnormal, and that something is not right with them. All is fine. And all of you are fine. The most importantly - we are not alone in this! Eventually everyone who chooses so, will find the way to… Your mates… Your people… Your community…

Mi nismo saaaaaaami……