Golden Age and Final Alchemical Transmutation

22 January 2009

Search for the Grail and Other Trophies...

Men have searched wide and far for the grail, philosopher’s stone, emerald tablets, gold that one could find by transmutation of lead and other metals into it, etc…

And guess what all of the above is – it is DNA (as it is in the previous post story). It is DNA that stores all the memory and wisdom we have inherited and acquired in our lifetimes, lifetimes of personal memory and wisdom, family memory and wisdom, tribal/collective memory and wisdom, and global collective memory and wisdom... DNA holds the memory even if we have polluted our connection to it and we cannot recover and remember it. It is still there in our ‘bones.’ Any ‘energetic pollution’ (genetic disease) can transform, that is can be healed. It is just ancestral trauma stored in DNA. If even one family/tribal member heals any given trauma, it would affect the whole family/tribe.

At the time of return to Eden, which is now, if you chose so, we have been shaking off pollution not only from personal memory and wisdom, family memory and wisdom, tribal/collective memory and wisdom and global collective memory and wisdom, but even a cosmic one – all in order to recover full memory and full wisdom of our origins, to take our energies back, and give energies that are not ours to those to whom they belong (as explained in the first post – ‘an energy recycling sort’ – energies have to be sorted just like waste we sort for recycling, as we look for what is a number on a plastic container, that how we are sorting our energies: by their vibrational signature and that is how we ourselves will sort out. Our original vibration is covered under the pile of crap, just as the Earth’s beauty is covered with litter and reptilian sterile,‘modern,’ ugly designs void of life…

Some people will recover before the others, but then they will be attracting people of similar vibration and we will be regrouping based on our vibrational signature (that is why many today are experiencing falling out with their families or close ones. There is additional reason for this for which I should write a separate post).

Reaching the State of Gold

For the same reason we went into our ‘earthly, human’ experience of reincarnation, we will come the full circle to claim (cannot say we will reclaim as it has not been there from the begging, thus we entered into the wheel of life scenario) our gold – solar plexus! It is self-love, self-worth, ‘seat of the soul,’ feminine heart that we will finally accept. Finally take into account contribution of it so far, and finally start to understand what are all the gifts given to us that we can access once we accept and fully integrate feminine into creation, existence, evolution, decision-making, etc. Feminine in sacred geometrical alignment with the masculine in the balanced heart and manifest in the body will open doors to heaven again. It is feminine that holds the Key(s). Masculine energetic dominance coupled with increased reptilian dominance discredited feminine chakras of a person, and the planet (universe, as well) to such extent that we came to face annihilation, when the problem finally started to emerge into consciousness of humanity.

Hence, we have been in a process of double transformation:

1. Reclaiming our memory and wisdom = original vibration;

2. Claiming our self-love, self worth, certainty, seat of our personal power.

For it was through this ‘door’(solar plexus) that we took in the ‘wrong’ energy and got onto the karmic wheel of life (previous post story).

So, if you have not gotten it by now, the best thing you can do for yourself, for the planet is to work on your 1. and 2., if your choice is to stay on the planet Earth and if you intent to co-create with all that there is.

Sitting in our full power is sitting in our solar plexus fully aware, able to discern, senior and/or commanding to any disturbing force that may enter our energetic field, and yet gracious and responsive to the world around and any co-creative beings and beingness. Responsive means to be able to feel/’read’ the need, or what is appropriate for the moment. Hence, it is how harmonic relationship within and without can ensue. In this kind of relating there is no need for rules and regulations to maintain balance and harmonic reality. It is spontaneous… There is no pretense, and no need for politeness. For fully integrated and energetically aligned we can ‘read the energy’ and we read the truth and can easily adjust to the given reality. [Lie simply cannot pass…. Energy cannot be masked, unless there is denial present within. In that case, one cannot read oneself, as one cannot read anyone else (which does not mean that they cannot be or are not ‘read’). Those who deny get sorted together and operate under the old norms…]

Moreover, if we add our reclaimed memory and wisdom we will basically remember the original charge, the original contract > emerald tablet, with which we were charged in the beginning.

So formula is 1. + 2. = Emerald Tablet (or rather piece of it, with which our line has been charged to hold). With this we close the cycle; the circle of our need for karmic experience.

As the legend has it, and legends are always born out of Universal Memory/Records, different ‘vibrational lineages’ have held memory of different parts of Original Creation/Original Cause ‘Emerald Tablet;’ and some peoples still remember they are charged with it. Most others still have not remembered, but bits and pieces are surfacing of 12 tribes (vibrational lineages) who have each gotten piece of original creation memory, and then each tribe divide information and burden of carrying it further onto another 12 members. Somewhere along the line some of these bits and pieces get recorded down and there is mention of 144 000 people surviving to enter into 'Golden Age'… I interpret this as 144 original now even more splintered information (DNA^*) holders surfacing to recover and restore their information, and then to weave the story of Creation and Original Cause, all the beautiful and all the gruesome details of it. And yet to imagine how it can be if we hold ourselves together and manifest from our highest integrity and connectedness… This lesson is Universal Lesson of Creation. We will finally know Laws of Creation. Yet only after we put pieces of puzzle and interweave the story together.

Of course, getting off karmic wheel, wheel of life time wise coincides with Rising of Holy Cross (check Lunar Planner to learn more), basically rising of our ecliptic plane into 90-degreed position towards the galactic plane… Again, this goes back to Hindu, Mayan calendar and lost science of sidereal astrology/astronomy (astrology most people get to read and know today is shadow of its full self). And this goes back to timing. All in due time, cannot be sooner, nor can it be later...

*This is why Dark Force using Greys as instruments have always targeted for abduction (just as expressed creativly in this hilarious song about abduction and/in Bosnian reality) and implant setting indigenous people; and using scientists to extract genes (Genome project and all other Gen projects love to get their hands on indigenous blood) for purpose of learning the secret of life, for they are on the quest (but now with force and the whole construct in decline) to erase feminine force in Universe. Since Lucifer figured that is self destructive, he has also worked feverishly to figure out cloning, stem cell research, so he can maintain himself in existence once that which gives life is gone. Somehow I am not concern as Lucifer leads himself into annihilating non-dimensional existence as I mentioned in one of the earliest posts… So do not fret over 666, fret over yourself.

Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil > Tree of Life > Genealogy Tree

10 January 2009

Reptilian Conditioning of Humans
“In the Book of Genesis, the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, sometimes translated as the Tree of Conscience (עֵץ הַדַּעַת טוֹב וָרָע) was a tree in the middle of the Garden of Eden from which God forbade Adam to eat. A serpent tempted Eve, to eat the forbidden fruit from the Tree of Knowledge. Adam joined in and they became ashamed of their nakedness. After this they were banished from the garden and forced to survive through agriculture "by the sweat of [their] brow" as they were denied access to the Tree of Life (and, immortality).” - Extracted from wikipedia.

It does not really matter how do we call this tree. The tree represents DNA. It represents life that is transferred by DNA combinatorics of mother and father, represents ancestral knowledge and memory also stored in DNA (Sometimes, DNA has been represented as a Key or a Pillar). Now, why in the world this tree with the serpent on it has had become Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil?

Firstly, the snake and its apple represent a foreign to humans genetic code – and in this case reptilian genetic code. So it is not that Eve ate an apple and become somehow infected. It is that Eve had gotten the seeds of reptilian genetic coding that has had us on the karmic wheel ever since. I mean she did get ‘infected,’ but in today’s world overloaded with pornography we do not have to pretend to be puritans and talk about storks and apples, when we can simply say that she had to involve into sexual activity to receive the encoding. Adam could not receive quite the same, so the blame has remained on Eve and females of humanity ever since.

Secondly, what is this about “knowledge of good and evil.” Reptilian and our reptilian part of the brain (brain stem) that we have now as result of intermixing operates on four basic premises:

1. binary coding
2. territorialism
3. hierarchy
4. does not evolve; cannot pass the binary coding, no power of analysis and/or feeling (does not have these capacities, but rather runs on imprint - on its original cause AKA sin)
It is this binary coding that has gotten us on the karmic wheel. Now having the reptilian brain to code every emotion we have had to good-bad, dark-light, yes-no, etc… we entered the era of dualism and/or polarity. And with this ‘ability’ we lost our ability to co-create and ability of effortless manifestation (Garden of Eden). We now operate on imprints (no evolution; no new awareness; stuckness). Irony and vicious cycle has been that we could never become aware of this as there was no conscious (God’s light) present when imprints were created (So-called ‘reptilian race’ was holding imprint when they were created, and we took their imprint in). So for eons of time we have operated on this new paradigm and came to think that it is our human nature to be co-dependent and in a ‘rat-race.’ If we do not get 'It', someone else will, and it will tramp over us in the process…
This is not true nature of human kind, but we who chose to do so, have to restore all parts of ourselves, and give back what is not ours in this healing or evolutionary process , in order to really restore our humanness.
Humans in the Garden of Eden (original Earth, when there was still magic there) knew only of co-creation, it is when they mixed up with alien races that we entered age of co-dependent relationships. So, original sin was mixing in with other cosmic races (thus today’s ‘judgment day’ is about this huge energy sorting and recycling project I talked about in the first post). The foreign reptilian race has enslaved us in this way, hence we become dependent on ‘advent of agriculture and sweat of our work to sustain’ ourselves. Ever since our enslavers have operated on pushing the fear button on their human subjects.
It is easy to notice once we juxtapose binary coding (dualism), and its inability to evolve into a different level of awareness as only knows its original imprinting and its black&white ways over two other aspects of reptilian origin: hierarchy and territorialism; why we have not been able to evolve and we had to get to a place of almost annihilating ourselves, before God put stop on it. We have been in the grip of the Reptilian Brain, which in turn has been further manipulated by the ‘fallen force.’

Why am I writing about this at this time? In the last three months we have been working our reptilian involvement on the global collective consciousness level. As much as it looks like the end of times, we should always look at it as the healing crises: it has to get worse before it gets better. It gets worse as it matches intensity of our denial or ignorance – unwillingness to look at our involvement. More we resist to see our own involvement – pictures/experiences are more intensifying. No need to mention the economic crises, I want to mention two big global pictures flashing from TV screens right now that are reflecting to us our involvement with reptilian imprinting.

Picture 1
First one being the intensification of the attacks on Palestinians in Gaza. It is becoming obvious to all that Israeli attacks are absolutely result of Israelis being out of their minds. I mean, they are not using neocortex or any other part of the brain, but only run on reptilian imprinting and using only reptilian brain at this time. And as energies of harmonization are intensifying, the ‘fallen force’ is acting like a nutcase pulling on all the old and known tricks… They cannot offer any reasonable explanation anymore, because they have none. Even all the ‘speak’ of terrorism does not sound convincing. It is as they are putting their foot into their own mouth. Of course, as always they have to look at their own involvement and not blame Palestinians. On the other hand, as collective Palestinians have to look at why they are still victims. What do they hold that keeps them captive? And all of us comfortably seated in our armchairs and watching this on TV we have to be grateful for we get stirred, but we are not in the story. We have to feel and look which way do we get lit up. Do we hate Palestinians or Israelis in this story or all? We then have feel and express that, until we get to the point where we will not be lit up by seeing this fighting. As long as we are, there is Palestinian and Israeli in every one of us, and we are responsible for what is going on the Middle East. We are responsible as long we have thoughts and emotions about it, plus suppressed emotional charge. Do not think if you are peacenik that you are not contributing to this picture…
This is time when, since there is Divine Intervention (curiously there is a Palestinian film by the same name), there is more chance that all will be heard, but we have to remember that we have to be open to receive… If we are not open to receive and we expect a gift, information, enlightenment to come in some way we imagined it to be, and it is standing right in front of us in a different shape/form we will not be able to recognize gift/answer to our prayer. And gifts are all around us… Answers are all around us. Writing is on the wall, indeed, but we are not looking at the wall as we think it will be on TV (or whatever our idea of information source is). Sometimes, as God knows what our sources are, gives us answers in them, and we still manage to omit. Why is that, we should ask of ourselves, and yet we swear by his~her name, all the time? Make a choice. If you want to hear true information coming from the Source, then intend it that way and intend it to be open to receive an answer from the Source, then ask your question. In my experience, it is always unexpected and has always turned my known reality upside down. So be aware. That is why many do omit, I guess. In this case, Israelis are Palestinian answer, and Palestinians are Israelis answer. Magnificent, is it not?
I have a special affinity for this region, as I believe and view this area as the root chakra of the planet. To me it makes sense that most intense warfare is there as the root chakra represents survival. In addition, in places of special planetary energy the intensity of energy is amplified. It vibrates at higher frequencies then other parts of the planet. The dark force, of course, wants to overtake the root chakra, as – if it is overtaken – the fight for our planet is over (this fight has much larger ramification, it is of cosmic importance, so imagine that Earth is the stadium and so many are watching the game)! In this light, I would like to ask people in the West to consider what do terrorists represent in this kind of scenario? In the game of extreme duality, and if is life and death game – on one side is military complex with its ability to destroy planet that gives us life – on the other are terrorists. Very aptly named. As always in creation! Since it was due to our human denied terror that we took in the wrong seed from the beginning of the story. We came on Earth with such level of terror, and experienced even more terror later as we could not lift ourselves off the planet as we lost so much of vibratory power… Yet we denied this terror. We have to face it now. And we have to face our holding onto wrong vibration we viewed as saviour vibration. We thought we had to align with them. Well. Now it is time to admit that we cannot align with that which cannot evolve into love, ultimately God.
Nevertheless, we have to be thankful to reptilians and military complex that has enslaved us, as we have been so ignorant that we had to come to live in the fear of nuclear annihilation to see that something is not right, and we may be having ‘foreign encoding’ within that had to force us to look where we never wanted to look before and admit our involvement; as well as we have to be thankful to terrorists for lighting up pictures of terror in us, so we can finally process it and bring it to the light.
Emotions stirred from underneath of our subconscious layers and represented here in this picture are RAGE and TERROR. Israelis are raging and Palestinians are 'terrorizing'. (I have to put quotation marks around it, as how do Palestinians terrorize Israelis in the latest onslaught if Israelis had 40 dead, and Palestinians over 700? in the struggle like this, one cannot and should not be objective and neutral. To bring balance there has to be side taken, to bring balance; to adjust for the lack on one side; all other peacemaking based in neutrality is perpetuating the abuse and supporting the perpetrator) - and is all purposeful - so all the Western institutions from the UN to Red Cross should be looking in their involvement with the ultimately 'dark force'). However, rage is first and terror is reaction or the other side of rage. Dual/reptilian world is reactionary and we should strive to become responsive, instead. Globally, the level of suppression of the Will, Goddess, feminine magnetic energy of God, is so high and still is especially in the Reptilian dominated ‘West’ side of the planet that is resulting in this kind of intense picture in the root chakra of the world. I wander which way critical mass of collective consciousness will sway, in a way of finally accepting responsibility and going the way of evolution turning to the Source. If we chose ignorance, we may face Earth’s Kundalini rising. The other way we may see creative solutions finally bringing two opposites together.
(added from You Tube on January 19: UK Jewish MP: Israel acting like Nazis)

Picture 2
Natural Gas Shortage in Europe – of people freezing and running for the stores to buy electric heaters, wood stoves, whatever will work to make them warm at sub-zero temperatures.
This is absolutely picture that we faced to process our survival fear we have been holding since the beginning of our time as soul-spirit beings. As fear has been labeled as ‘negative;’ it ‘deserved’ to be ‘controlled,’ pushed away, or something similar. But as I discussed in the first post nothing is ever lost, and now when God has said, “enough is enough!” or “enough already!” we have to face and take back our crap, in this case fear we have denied. And in our polarized, dualistic reality every emotion has its opposite. Opposite of fear is anger, also ‘unacceptable’ emotion.
So feel your fear and look at your anger, ask them what they have to teach you and then accept it, accept experience, and accept yourself for having both: fear, anger and experiences drawn by them as they were; then fear and anger can be brought to the balance point, which is half way between fear and anger and it nests in the heart. Heart is balance point, hence love is emotional balance. This is basic of healing process, and applies to any suppressed emotion, and/or ‘picture’ (snapshot of an event) that holds memory of an emotion.
Emotions stirred up to the surface in this picture are FEAR and ANGER. ‘Common’ people are fearful for their own survival and angry at the same time at the ‘ruling class.’ Bureaucrats and politicians. Bureaucrats and politicians in our governments have become so cheeky, they have no shame. But they will become even worse, for as long as we tolerate them and think that we can create only in a way that has been set up and run by reptilian imprinting and dark force that pulls the strings behind the scenes. So, again there is no one to blame but ourselves for our resistance to look at our own crap and take it for what it is, without judgment. Why did we have to come to the point of being cornered? We will get away with shameless politicians when we learn our lesson…
To me this fear will force us to remember how to co-create, for no power game will help, no survival skill will help at this time. Only balancing ourselves, finding ourselves, our true humanness (or other nature, for with all the intermixing some will have to find their true whatever nature), thus co-creating, which is all opposite of what we come to associate with being human. Humans have co-created and lived in balanced ways, with no vertical hierarchies, but horizontal interconnectedness... And today more then ever, we are alienated and disconnected for easier manipulation… Only those who chose to co-create will remain on Earth at this time… Others will have to go off the planet. Maybe some will go to the planets whence they came from. Honestly, I do not care… energies will sort themselves out. I only know what I have decided and what I have chosen.

As a result of my decision, when I was doing an energy check-up (reading) for myself some six weeks ago, my inner compass has showed me how to give back the reptilian energy to be sorted out. When I approached this reading I was not intent of finding reptilian energy, I was looking at why some person went on my nerves, but as it happens this person gave me a gift of looking at reptilian energy. I have also seen that as a result of reclaiming our true energies our physical body make up will change. DNA will change. It will not hold karmic (strain of our entire experience) and dharmic (strain of our true potential – our Destiny Path) strains anymore, as they will fuse to become one, and that is the end of the story of the Adam and Eve. After all we will recreate Garden of Eden here on Earth, once we reclaim and restore our own energy.
The cosmic energy is pressing at this time at these buttons.

In the light of pictures 1 and 2 I have to make mention of the ‘economic crises.’ This is not an economic crisis. It is economic restructuring. Economy producing a hierarchical structure and in the last couple of decades producing what I termed ‘economic rapture’ of cream on top with so much money that they can live above the law on the islands who do not belong to any country, to the billions in servitude who are producing daily so that few can jet-set around the world and buy penthouses in the most expensive cities in the world by writing a personal check – those times are over. That kind of economy is not on the God’s books. So, why do you cry over it, if at the same time you bitch how you are not given proper health care, heat, your children education… If you cry over it – you are resisting the change to new economic realities in which no one will be in servitude. Is it then fear of change, and clinging to known shit, rather then getting into unknown paradise? Or is it that you do not want to take personal responsibility?
It is just another picture churning up survival fear vibration, but I think it is also reminder to look at what and how it has been for us. It is forcing us to pull off impossible. It is forcing us to remember who we truly are, and how we used to live when there was magic...
It is all our responsibility and we have all the tools we need to recreate the Eden. It is just matter of choice.
Also, I have to repeat myself: more we resist evolution by denying involvement and taking responsibility for our own crap, our experiences will be escalating proportionally in unpleasant way. Do not save the world or anyone; save yourself!
Then the message to ourselves is, “Keep resisting and denying personal involvement or look at it, as then process of alignment of ‘opposites’ can start. Chose, intent, accept responsibility and freedom, but also forgive yourself, for there has been a purpose to this journey after all… Evolution. All of God has been evolving. And for the process all you need is within. Salvation does not come from without. Love and God are within yourself. All You Need Is Love, right?”

The evolutionary (‘ascension’) process is about clearing, bringing to the light our emotional baggage from subconscious to conscious mind (into the God’s light). Not only what we have suppressed to subconscious, but what we have tried to give to someone else (partner, family, collective, Earth). Hence, feel your FEAR, ANGER, RAGE and TERROR. Be afraid, be angry, be outraged, and feel your terror, in safety of your own private space. If you are intent in doing this, you may not have to face experience that will trigger the denied emotions outwardly… After feeling and EXPRESSING them they lose their charge and they can evolve, transform and/or transmute. Once you become aware of them. Aha! They have no hold on you anymore. EXPRESS EMOTIONS even if 'negative,' even if for all to hear you, or seemingly no one to hear...

NOTE: To understand the working of the reptilian part of the brain, I was greatly helped by the book “Feelings Matter” by Ceanne DeRohan that I received in the mail on the last day of the last year and did not stop reading it until I read about all different parts of the brain and their functions, but in particular, about how do we become reptilian dominated humans. It was insightful to read about reptilian behaviour, Based in the research of reptilian behavioral scientist, who studied lizards… When I read that part I thought, “Hmm, this is just like gangs.”

Which Way Is Up?

20 December 2008

Time & Space or Time-Space

More on separating of the ways as some refer to it. And indeed it is the great separation, the great rapture.

The vision I hold (to be explained for our three-dimensional minds) is the great spiral. The Great Spiral is wrapped around a cone/conical shape that is turned upside down (as opposed to a spiral that is wrapped around a cylinder). We are in time-space point on this Great Spiral somewhere in the upper echelons. And we on the Earth have been moving together upwardly. However, the time has come that portion of the spirit/souls cannot carry the others who are not willing to go the same way. It is time of the choice: to chose to move with evolution of the Universe and God and Life itself or to resist evolution and chose to go the other way: downward. Many have been writing about ascension. Some are choosing to descend at this time. Their reflection is going to be increased lack of personal space as various controls and regulation invade private/personal space (government control, and anything else that has to do with lack of space). The ultimate descend is annihilation turning into a point (ultimate non-dimensional existence). This will happen as result of resisting to accept part of oneself that is feminine part of the God – Mother of Everything – magnetic energy that opens space for creation to manifest/embody.

In the ascension we are going to become ‘lighter’ as we access more and more our own dimensions. And in infinite universe there is limitless number of dimensions we can access.

I see that both ways are the return to the Source. Eventually the Source will take back its Point (all that decided to go back into non-dimensional existence). On the other end of the Grand Circle of big Spiral is also going back to the source, but in a different way. For the beginning of this process (where we are now), it looks like as the time-space become aligned and open a new dimension to those who have sought alignment of their Destiny Path with that of the Divine Path (through inner alignment and integration) will come to a place of effortless manifestation through synchronous encounters and spontaneous actions. In addition, effortless manifestation is result of accessing our additional dimensions, where time and space fuse into time-space.

It is not fixed that being/spirit/soul cannot change its ‘mind’ and decide to go the other way… It is all based in our choice. And we have to respect any choice (no saving of others – it is disrespectful of their choice).

22. decembar 2008

Verzija na bosanskom jeziku:

Vizija koju vidim onog sto mnogi zovu sudnjim danom ili velikim razlaganjem, a ja najvecim sortiranjem energija ikad videnim u cijelom kozmosu je vizija Velike Spirale. Ova spirala izgleda kao spirala omotana oko konicnog oblika koji je vrhom prema dole, a ne kao spirala omotana oko cilindra. Znaci da se prema gore otvara i raste sa svakim zavojem. U pogledu vrijeme-prostor faktora kad se pogledamo mi smo u vremenu sa svojim prostorom negdje prema vrhu ove spirale, koja pretstavlja neko vrijeme kozmicke evolucije. Mislim da concept slican ovom – vremenske spirale postoji u hindu kalendaru.

Mnogi sad govore u uznesenju ljudskog roda, a ja bih da govorim o oba pravca na spirali. Mi smo sad presli tacku na kojoj smo morali izabrati izmedu: zivot/evolucija/Bog ili smrt/unistenje/Lucifer.

Ko izabire smrt/unistenje/Lucifera - izabira reverzibilno kretanje na velikoj Spirali Evolucije – ide prema tacki prvog postajanja: samom pocetku velike spirale. Time gubi svijest vise i vise, docim gubi i dimenzije da bi svi na kraju presli u tacku – totalna anihilacija postojanja. Oni koji izabiru ovaj put oni ce da budu suoceni sa realnoscu gubljenja osobnog prostora. Na primjer, sve vise ce osjecati pritisak kontrole vlasti, ili doslovno ne mogucnost imanja prostora (stan i sl.)…

Razlog sto ce se ovoj grupi manifestirati nedostatk prostora ce biti taj sto izabiraju da ne prihvate davateljicu zivota – Majku Svega – zenski princip boziji. Ako bi o tom govorili jezikom quantum fizike to je magnetna energije ciji je jedan od zadataka da otvori/stvori/nade prostor za kreaciju, za postojanje. U prijasnjim prilozima (na engleskom) sam pisala da o drugim ulogama ove energije, na primjer moc razlucivanja i volja.

On ikoji su posli drugim smjerom i koji su izabrali zivot/evoluciju/Boga ti ce poceti da imaju pristup drugim dimenzijama. Sad smo u tri dimenzije, poneko cetiri i samo sto nismo i u petoj. Peta dimenzia ce nam postati prepoznatljiva po tome sto cemo moci da s lakocom manifestiramo nase planove. Lakoca ce dolaziti jer cemo manifestirati kroz sinkrone susrete i spontane akcije, a radicemo u dimenziji u kojoj ono sto smo mi dotad poznavali kao razdvojene funkcije: prostor i vrijeme se stapaju u prostor-vrijeme. To ce znaciti da ce onima koji su jos uvijek u 3-D izgledati kao da neko koje u 5-D stvara velikom brzinom.

Koncept ubrzanja vremena je poznat u kaledaru Maja.

Bice/Duh/Dusa koja se odlucila za bilo koji od ova dva puta moze da ‘promjeni misljenje’ – znaci da putanja nije fiksirana jednom za svagda. Sve je bazirano na izboru (Boziji dar – zenskog principa). Takoder vazno je napomenuti da treba da postujemo odluke drugih, bez obzira sto primjecujemo kojim putem idu. Ne treba da pokusavamo da ‘spasimo’ nikog, jer je to nepostovanje njihovog duhovnog/dusevnog izbora.

Oba ova puta su put nazad ka Izvoru Svega – Bogu, jedino ce stvarnosti biti razlicite. Na kraju ce Bog uzeti svoju tacku, a ostali su dobrovoljci koji se vracaju…

Energy Crisis Within and Without

5 December 2008

Disconnect and New Connections

Current state of the affairs on the planet is not because we are having energy crises, which is just mere manifestation of much bigger problem that has resulted from disconnect within ourselves, a disconnect from our communities, we have disconnected from the Earth, we have disconnected ourselves from the Source… Living disconnected and in linear parallel universes we have created, have required constant energy input from someplace. We had to built more and more power generating plants, as we have thought we could not maintain ourselves without them. We have become parasites on the body of the planet, unable to produce power to maintain our existence ourselves. And this planet is co-creative and will not tolerate co-dependent relating anymore. She is not getting anything in return, but destruction.

Hence, if you would like to ‘help’ the planet (which means help yourself, as planet can help herself by getting rid off all who are not getting the message), then set your intent to have co-creative relationship to the planet, and if you would like to have blissful life then set your intent at co-creative relating to all that there is: the Source, partner, parent, child, anyone who comes your way. [Disclaimer: you will not get blissful life right a way, for it takes time to go through the process of discernment (see discernment), then having co-dependencies (usually energetic cords plugged in) fall away before you can get to a place of nurturing your own energy and power back to life and to have effortless existence.] It is important to note that we have had to go through all of the experiences, even those ‘negative’ ones to learn a big collective lesson and now we are coming full circle, but different and stronger. Consequently our new way of communal/family relating may be similar to tribal, but different. I believe that the only way to reset the system is to have a clear intent set and use all our imagination to weave the web of new intricate relationships based in co-creativity. This means that we will be energy independent.

To co-create means to maintain energy balance between two or more involved in any kind of exchange: work, love, sex… No one is giver, and no one is taker. No one holds power over another.

Another Use of Your Magnetic Compass

3 December 2008

Discernment

At this time of the largest global energy recycling project ever and in our process of ascension the only way of participating and contributing in it is by recognizing foreign energies in our own energetic system.

The only energy that can help us in discernment is by using heart/center of our feminine energy – solar plexus. While masculine spirit/electric works through the brain, it can spend life time chewing one and same information analyzing it. However it requires input from the gut in order to bypass endless circling (it may keep adding on new and more new information and all information of the world – it may even make a choice based in current analysis of all inputs, yet it is only feeling/sense input that will help in making the right choice for you. This is because this feeling is coming from one of the centers we have in our body where we hold all the knowing of ourselves and it is heart of our will.

From this place in ourselves we can navigate through all different energies. Of course, if we do not overwrite the information given to us. Sometimes we are feeling that something is wrong, or as someone is in our space, or other ideas that we have been conditioned are impossible, and thus we keep telling ourselves (or even worse others), “Oh, no I am imagining this; this is impossible, etc… So we do not get ourselves to really know something. And it is only by feeling reality, person, event, energy, etc. we can get to know any of these and what they are really representing to us.

The foreign interference energy may be simply someone dear to us with whom we maintain co-dependent relationship and one person ‘sucks’ the energy of other one. It can be system and/or organization also holding parasitic energy: our places of work, or places with whom we have to interact to ‘maintain’ our existence as we currently believe – banks, power companies, phone companies, and similar. Many of the above institutions/organizations have further string-puller which dictates more or less pressure. All for the purpose of tapping into creative energy of the bottom of the pile and you are most likely among those on the bottom. [Of course, that is why this system is falling down as we speak – since all energies are being sorted out into ‘appropriate bins’, they will be falling down as they generally resist evolution at this time, and they are losing their ‘food source’]. Or you may be sucked of your energy or your information by outright implants you got in your latest abduction. There could be beings (the whole array of those) hanging around your space feasting on your energy. Or some ancestor is pulling the your strings… Many possibilities of you giving the best of yourself to waste.

Warning signs (if you have been sensing, but not paying attention or brushing it aside): you may have had serious health problems: in what I have seen in energetic relating cancer is disease of parasitic attachment: from what I have observed women who have gotten cancer of reproductive organs and breast cancer are for certain being sucked often with their closest male relations, as well as by parasitic institutions (workplace and similar). Current way of relating has embedded so much of the male dominance and superiority that women themselves repress their feminine and then in addition, some more is sucked by masculine principles who totally deny their feminine (or as in organization which is built in way to oppress any expression of the life creative force. Since there is no life without it, they have to plug in someplace…. Man in modern society have repressed do much their feminine energy that the only way they found is to exist and ‘create’ is to take from trusting, giving and nurturing female… This is just example of many manifestations…

You may have had car accident, or something else that should be serving as a wake up call. All of these serious events should make you question much about your life, and what is your sole/soul purpose. We are equipped to overcome all of it, only if we make a choice. And choice as well is trait given to us by use of our will. Free will. So she gives us power to discern and to make a choice… Death or life. My life according to me or My life according to others…

Homecoming of Feminine Principle

28 November 2008

Emotional Release

Why is emotional release so important? And why we are not nuts, if we get to a place where we have to cry our guts out? Or if get so angry and we just cannot hold it anymore, so we explode?
As I mentioned we get conditioned that there are good and bad feelings that we can have, and that the bad ones we should repress. Control. We should just love everything, even what is not lovable. we should be saintly... And it is this everything labeled 'bad' we should, and we have been sweeping under the rug. Yet, emotion has energy. It has energy the same as thought. They both hold energy of their own. Emotion is expression of feminine energy, which is magnetic, and thought is expression of masculine energy which is electric. Now this energy of emotion denied its expression has to go someplace. As we all know no energy is ever lost - it cannot turn into nothing. It is our suppressed energy, as well as suppressed collective (all levels collective: family, tribe, larger group, global, etc.) energy that weights on the Earth magnetic field and is suppressing it so that Earth magnetic field is rapidly declining. [It is this field that holds our atmospheric layers in place.] Earth is very magnetic and very feminine energetically.
Earth does not want to hold back our denied emotions. She is giving us back all of our repressed emotions. And that is why our current reality is so nasty. A lots of this malevolent energy has never seen the light, has never been accepted. It has been hidden in recesses of our planet. Dirty laundry is coming out into the open, and so we have manifestation of pollution, waste this and that problems. Or entire populations swept.
Or there are days when this energy swells and sweeps through and around the whole planet. It is on this days that we may have blow ups, we may cry knowing why or not knowing why. We may be experiencing pain in certain parts of the body, for our body also hold all unexpressed emotion. From this lifetime, and past life individual and collective traumas. It is stored in our 'bones.' Crystallized. This crystallized emotion gives us pain. Our DNA holds the past life repressed traumas, hence 'genetic diseases.' If past life traumas get healed genetic disease will disappear. All diseases can be healed.
So the big ascension secret is that we have to be responsible to take our 'negative' emotions back from underneath the rag. We have to own all our emotions. All of them that we have denied since the beginning of our time (every spirit has different time of emergence).
And we all know the status of emotional expression in our families, our tribes or communities, cultures, etc...

Judgement Day Post

Bihac, Bosnia and Herzegovina, 26 November 2008

Sudnji Dan, 2012, Rapture, Armageddon, Kiyamet

Some say that judgment day will not happen as planet Earth took the turn off that route. And we are on a different route that will take us into bliss or something like it.
I agree that we will not have judgment day as many fervent religious followers have thought we will. It is not going to be this one second, one minute, one day event in which God will sort people in two groups: one for hell one for heaven. Hmm. Reality of the universe is much more complex. Spirits have mixed up so much, that is hard to know them anymore. God has let us learn for millennia, reincarnation after reincarnation. Life after life. And we have not gotten much of it. We were getting into bigger and bigger mess. God did, too. As above, so bellow. We were slipping dangerously close to annihilating ourselves. Much like Atlantis and so many other civilizations of other systems. But! Earth is not just any planet. Energetically she holds very special place in the order of the Universe. So God could not let current planetary and non-planetary constituency to destroy the planet. I mean Atlantis destroyed itself, but has not destroyed the planet. We evolved enough that we had technology to do that. And I say had, because technology is still there but there is no ability, because of Divine Intervention. Indeed it is Divine Intervention, and not the aliens from Sirius, Arcturius, and alike. I mean they are all out there waiting and intervening through some humans with whom they have a contract, but Source is above all.
This planet is not going to be destroyed.
Now, what is up with us? People will not go to heaven and hell in one second, one minute or one day. Rather imagine grandiose recycling project going on. People are being sorted out into different bins. Multiple bins. All the gradation between hell and heaven. Or should I say people are sorting themselves out. It is kind of law of attraction – like attracts like, so people will be separating from their known communities to find different ones. This does not mean forming communes. It means you may have all sorts of energy bubbles having their different realities in the same space-time, and yet never coming into contact, unless there is something to be learned through contact, or if someone changes their energy and is ready or wants to move into different bubble. Like parallel realities: in one time-space but never touching. And this process is already on. It has started…

Purpose of the energy sort is so that spirits can return into their original energetic state. We all have had a unique vibration when we emerged. This vibration was manifest in coulour. Imagine that spirits are as polluted as our planet. Planet is reflecting this to us. What was once glimmering Green spirit, now may be some muddy looking being. In this example this Green spirit may have received so much energy that is not his/her from Red, Purple or Grey from Guilt that it does not look like anything anymore.

So in outer reality we want to “save” the planet. Thanks no thanks, our planet says. She is powerful enough to save herself. She does want all to be responsible beings in that you just clean up yourselves. Take care of yourselves, without worrying about her or any other spirit. Worrying and wanting to save others is sign of not respecting their choice. We all have come with the Will with which we can discern, and then make a choice based on our discernment. The level of our denial of our own will is basically reflecting level of our well being and our ascension or dissension (indeed descent, and dissent – movement away from the Source) process. Some of us will make choice to go in a direction of hell as it may appear to us, however what is hell to one maybe heaven to another. Thus, the best action to take right now at this turning point in the evolution of the universe and all beings and all of creation is to turn inwards to save oneself. Clear your own stuff. Look at what has been muddy in your life. What has been preventing you to be yourself. If you are green and have purple that is not yours give it back to a spirit from whom it have come. Say bye to Guilt. Prune what does not help you in your evolution, in your growth. Preserve, maintain and accumulate only your own energy your own gift from the beginning of your time. On the mundane level this may manifest as a fight with family member, with the best friend, as lay off from work, or some dies, etc… All what it means is that they have made a different choice/turn on their journey and that your energies are not alike anymore. While you were vibrating in the same vibration you could have been in the same time-space, but not any longer…

There is another myth I would like to break. I have been following so many newsletters on what is going on in this energy shift. In all of them there is much said about ascension, and how we are going into this time-space of peace, birds singing, harmony, peace, control your emotions, etc… What none of them had said is that on this hero’s journey you will encounter many growing pains. Evolution is about growth and growth is associated with growing pains. One can ease this pains, if one intents and has made that choice. However, it is most likely that we are going to experience these pains. And I wanted to write about them, for I found it the most difficult in this process if there is no one with whom I can connect on the emotional level. Or at least know that there is someone out there who is having and seeing this same experience. This may not mean we have the same picture (picture meaning situation we find ourselves in), but we will be sharing emotion that will produce the same feeling. Talk, confide, exchange, connect through a common emotion just experienced and just observed in my fellow human. It is this connecting that is empowering. I/We get to know, “I am not in this by myself.” And the more people we know and we can share the similar feeling the more empowered we will feel. And that is why God has organized massive sort out project. Stronger and more powerful we are as individuals the stronger communities we can form and have. The sooner we find our unique gifts inside, our ‘hero’s treasure,’ and sooner we work with it and share it, the sooner the resistance manifested in outer reality (unpleasant experiences) will fall away and sooner we will enter into a time-space of effortless manifesting those blissful realities other write about. Of course, there is much more to the alchemy of personal, collective and planetary conscious transformation…

Basic guide is that in this process, on this journey we encounter difficulty, we meet our own resistance that has materialized, we called for it in order to learn the lesson and grow. Energetically it is always consistent of what we resist the most in ourselves. So imagine that this is your mirror. It mirrored something back to you; something you wanted (or were taught/conditioned) to suppress.

This picture is as intense as programming/conditioning that has held it down. Then this emotion in order to be freed finally (to be enlightened; to come to the light; to come to conscious part of the brain) after we have made conscious or unconscious decision to ascend, to heal, to seek Source, we do let this forbidden emotion to calls for a situation in which this emotion overpowers programming and lets itself out. Once it is out, it receives the Light, if we want healing to be full we have to accept the emotion and the experience (as oppose to judge it/ourselves). Once accepted and illuminated this emotion takes its right place. For all emotions have their place even the ones that are the most judged like hate. Everything in creation came from the Source. In addition, being illuminated it means it came into our awareness and we now see where this emotion came from, what has been teaching us, what was purpose of it, etc… After one of this kind of events which may be manifested as argument, emotional breakdown, crying/wailing, howling, singing, in the later stages laughing, end similar…since we have took on energy and transmuted it in our inner alchemist lab, we have changed our vibration.

THIS PROCESS ABSOLUTELY REQUIRES EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION, ONLY THEN OUR FEELINGS MAY TRANSFORM INTO SOMETHING THAT WILL LEAD US TOWARDS OUR HEART DESIRE NOT AWAY FROM IT. Because it is suppressed emotion that is preventing us to get to a place where we want to be. It requires from us to be acknowledged, received, before it will work with us, for us. This is the single reason why “Law of Attraction” ‘does not work’ as some think it should work. They desire and do all the motions of what they have been told in Secret and other similar… But then it does not happen and some wander why. Well, focusing on so called positive may be increasing an undue pressure on the so-called negative, and then so called negative is not letting it be. The more we try to overwrite ourselves in this way, harsher reality we may face. We want to seek place of alignment, balance.

Of course, I do not want to talk in terms of positive and negative, for this is our dualist understanding of universe and now is the time has come when dualism as away to understand everything in Universe will be contracting. Thus, what is negative seen from one side is positive seen from the other…

Then there is period of adjustment to this new vibration. Our physical body needs time to adjust. Consequently, it is advisable to be easy on oneself and take very good care of oneself. This simply means eating as healthy and clean (non-polluted) food as possible, drinking a lots of water, even doing cleansing diets, saunas, spas… Sleep – normally one sleeps longer. Your body would like all of that. Practical food advice: higher states of awareness do not like wheat, sugar and milk in particular. Especially in earlier stages of ascension. You can research it on your own, but imagine that this food stuffs block power of our neuron transmitters (sugar and wheat) and milk blocks our immune system. Hmm, when did they get introduced to us in our earthly history? If you have a sugar craving look out for a parasitic consciousness attachment in your energy system. I am guessing that you are aware of artificial additives: MSGs, nanotech implants in food and cosmetics, etc. Should I mention medication...?

After period of time (for me it used to be six months periods, and then with time speeding up, my process sped up), you get into another growth period. Another transition…

It ain’t easy… That is for sure. But I decided to write about this for I found in periods of isolation I am having much harder time, if I encounter this bump on my journey. So this is for souls out there who are noticing something is up, but cannot quite sort it out, and may feel abnormal, and that something is not right with them. All is fine. And all of you are fine. The most importantly - we are not alone in this! Eventually everyone who chooses so, will find the way to… Your mates… Your people… Your community…

Mi nismo saaaaaaami……