Deep Solar Minimum

22 April 2009

Sun Supporting the Earth's Emotional Release Process

In February I posted a link from Science@NASA website about 'giant breach' in the Earth's magnetosphere (dated December 2008). Their headline post from the first of April this year is about the Deep Solar Minimum, which I read as only natural support for Earth's Emotional Release Process. For as we, in a hindsight, have been going through some serious releases in the last six-seven months, (since the beginning of November 2008) and now cleanse , so it has the Earth. Actually, it is Earth vibrating her insides, her tired and polluted body that has been forcing us into the release, even if we have not wanted it, or have not been ready for it. It is as the Sun is standing by, not wanting to be in the way of the Earth doing what she needs to do. And just to remind: Earth is not shaking off in rage and anger that she has been neglected and abused by pollution and overuse. Pollution and overuse are only manifestations of much deeper pollution she has received from us: our emotional ballast. Emotional ballast of six billion people and counting. Hence why we have so many aches and pains lately. She is saying take your crap back... Emotions are magnetic and the Earth is one giant magnet.

PS: I reread my post couple of times after I post it to look for mistakes and see how it feels. Then I do not get back to it. This time for some reason, as I was scrolling down, and noticed the concluding sentence I wrote on the previous post: "Self-judgment is still present there and it is one of the ballast items that can pull us down…"
I could not help not to notice coincidence: I am familiar with Abruzzo region of Italy to the extent that I have visited it in the October of the last year, and had an opportunity to 'read' the genius loci when I was there. I had felt rage of Mama Earth. Rage was related to having had places of Earth worship being hijacked by the Church (I had felt this in few other places across the Adriatic). After the earthquake I felt it was significant event and further 'read' that quake released the vibration of self-judgment. I am still working on this, but having feeling that rage will come up maybe months from now on the other side of Adriatic... I am not geologist but have a feeling that it is all one plate that is moving. In a different, maybe next post, I will present what that plate is about. So if any geologist by accident reads my post and has a tectonic map of Balkan/Apenine Penisula, I would be the most grateful to know where I can find it.

The Big Spring Karmic Cleaning Before Stepping Into the Gap

28 March 2009

Energies of Equinox to Help the Breach of Magnetosphere

It has been a while I wrote anything. Few things have been bubbling and competing for my attention, so in the end I could not make out any clear story. However, now it has become clear that these are few different stories.

The first and biggest one is the story of the void. The void is for some. I will call this a gap. For void implies nothingness, emptiness, and a gap implies breach. And I know in what I see, it is a gap, as I am also seeing that I will have to cross and/or mend this gap.

Now this gap. This gap that is not the store where you buy semi-fancy clothes, but gap that is a breach inside of us, and as we are holograms of everything that there is – there some other gaps, as well.

I know I have been avoiding this gap business. My fear, my terror shot up at the idea that I have to go over this huge gaping hole. At the same time I have known that for me there is no other way. And curiously one scene from a popular movie does not leave my head as exact situation I found myself in. Also, I know that many more people are at this same place, and that is why I blog. The scene is, I think, from one of the Indiana Jones sequels. He is of course on the run from some evil or another and he cannot turn around when he comes to this huge, bottomless, canyon-like place that the only way is to turn around and face this horrible evil or jump into the abyss (the same as we are). However, our hero chooses to cross. He literally stops and starts walking across, and it is as bridge is building underneath his feet, as he is slowly, with the great focus inching his way to the other side.

And this scene is so appropriate as to what we are facing right now. This abyss is not place of nothingness. It may look like it, and we may have been feeling very empty, for we have been doing some serious clearing off the planet in the past six months (and much longer, but this is resultant of more recent shifts). Clearing of the energies off the planet, means we are clearing our own emotional baggage, from personal to collective (all levels: family, tribe, community, … global), judgments, imprints, conditioning, programming. As we have been for a while. What is interesting about this place we have reached now is it is a place around the heart chakra (thymus, more correctly, as it is above the heart). We have been living in an emotional space of heartlessness, and this is about to change. Heartlessness will be cleared off the planet. The system that we have been operating on of various co-dependencies has had embedded heartlessness as an operating mode. It was accessing various buttons on the units of the system (people, families, countries…), but in general, as we all know it was pushing through greed and fear… This is super simplistic and you can imagine many more variables, but this is just to get the gist of it.

Heartlessness has been operating mode because we have created a gap in a place of a heart. What is interesting that there has been even observed manifestation of the breach as I reported in one of my previous blog postings (Giant Breach in the Earth’s Magnetosphere). What is interesting is that this news has received no attention in the media. And I believe that due to this breach we have exposed and so vulnerable to cosmic forces this winter. Nonetheless, with the spring equinox Earth and we are receiving energetic update, that will help the planet and all of us, in a way of having surge protecting energy field as well as amplifier at the same time (for three weeks). So ready yourself…

So with the above mention help from cosmic energies there are few things to which we ourselves should pay attention. This place we are facing is our gap and all we have pushed away from ourselves for all the various reasons. So in order to reach to the other side and access our own heart, and our own heart information we will have to first do following (and this is in the stars for all of us):

1. Body cleansing – this is already manifesting for many. The deepest, the oldest imprints, programming, conditioning, traumas, are getting cleared. I mean you do not have to do a cleanse now if you do not want it. Yet, it is more likely that you are having some health manifestations at this time that are directing you towards a cleanse. This cleanse is about throwing the ballast that may pull us into abyss while crossing, or may deliver us to horrible monster behind us! So it is to help the body do necessary transformation for a crossing.

2. At this time we will just have to find it within – unwavering faith and trust. Unwavering faith and that we can do it; that we have all the tools within; that God would not have given us this task where we not capable of making it.

3. Pure focus coupled with clear intent that we are going to get exactly where we need to get, absolutely optimistic and yet totally not having any idea where we are actually going. Just inner knowing that no matter what it is, it is going to be fine and that is exactly where we need to be.

Well, we have been on Destiny Path all along it is just sometimes we lose the perspective and get boggled down with some dramatics of whatever is going on around us… And this is reminder that it is the most certainly less painful if we can remain as grounded as possible, anchored into our bodies, and focused at task at hand. And if we can keep it up there that even seeming diversion is part of the Path and that we have learned something, nonetheless. Simply put, it is a reminder to ourselves not to be hard on ourselves. Self-judgment is still present there and it is one of the ballast items that can pull us down…

Being Open to Receive Gifts Entirety of God Has to Offer

18 January 2009

Outside Manifestations of Our Own Blocks to Receive – The Most Obvious Ones and What Do They Mean

Smoking
Smoking is very obvious (statement does not include a ceremonial smoking). On energetic level, I observed it as people wanting to fill the gap of disconnect within (which all people on the Earth have had) with unconscious energy represented as cloudy/foggy energy. Issues of thymus – which is between heart (fourth) and throat (fifth chakra). It is issue of being honest with ourselves, question to ask here is, are we speaking our own truth to ourselves (and others)? Throat and heart are at disconnect and we are not expressing our heart desire, we ‘reason’ it away instead. Most likely carrying the victim programming/conditioning. Also, it is the most deep denial of one’s own right to life: one denies oneself right to fully feel and to be fully aware of the most basic function and gift of life: BREATH and BREATHING.

Alcoholism
Alcoholism I call it issue of hearts. Two hearts: heart (fourth chakra) and intuitive center or feminine heart (third chakra). The first picture is an alcoholic wants to drown his/her own heart desire. Most often it is unfulfilled love yearning of some sort (the most common of course is not being with a love of one’s life). However, this is coupled and it is probably result of person having huge self-esteem issue, thus he/she does not believe that they could have ever fulfilled their heart desire (solar plexus – third chakra).

Drug Use (Marijuana included)
Is complex and simple at the same time. Drug use is the issue of upper charkas, in particular, seventh chakra. User does not want to be present in life and in the physical body, it finds it so difficult… So, he or she runs away into astral. Absolute disconnect and denial of lower chakras, Personal and Divine Will. Drug user is controlled, through his/her crown chakra, which is chakra through which he/she should be receiving God’s light (or rather ‘another light that may appear as God’s light). Drug abuse is absolute disconnect on all levels: our different energetic bodies are in disconnect, person disconnects (or is disconnected) from its environment: social, natural, etc. Total relational disconnect in all directions. Picture of total opposite of sacred geometry…

Medication Use
Is form of self-hatred. One does not believe in presence of God within, hence one does not believe one (and God) can heal/help oneself, but has to be aided (by those who cannot help themselves - it is interesting that in recent years I have noticed flood of medical mistreatment, misdiagnosing being reported in the media, which should be ringing bell with people, but power of TV is stronger, and pharmaceutical industry, which is run by some pretty damn dark energies (people are still swallowing pills easier then bonbons wanting to remain unconscious)…). If one holds self-hatred energy, one cannot receive Gods energy, unless one intents to do so, which would change dynamic.

Some of the ‘Healthy Ways’ which are sign we are pushing away God’s help

Workholism
Need to constantly keep ourselves busy is also form of denial to look at aspects of selves that need our awareness (God’s light) so that we can transform whatever is holding us back. Often workaholics are ‘in control’ of their lower chakras, thus do not get the gifts of Mama Earth’s energy (Goddess – feminine energy of God). Hence, they often exhibit controlling traits. Even if they ‘hide’ in the form of they can provide everything for themselves with their work. This kind of denial of the will may fire back in the future when circumstances take out all known ways in which we could ‘work’ our way out… In part we are facing, so called, the world economic crises (it is not a crisis, it is transformation from system that cannot sustain itself anymore to unknown new system about to emerge) to look at this issue as a planetary collective. In this write up I will not get into details, but I pointed out some of gifts feminine energy has to offer in earlier posts…

Pushing Our Body to the Limits
Running, cycling, wanting to climb the highest mountain, etc, is the most often reflection of our desire to get off this plane (not airplane). Those who push their bodies to the limit, are wanting to be up there with the spirit. I observed these people to be ungrounded, the physical strain makes some of their bodies go out in the astral… Often, they suffer of depression – seventh chakra too open. So in a sense, it is similar to drug taking. People who are engaged into these activities to more extreme way would benefit from grounding their energy into earth, running their energy, doing tai chi, and similar.

Food is such a big topic that I cannot even start now, but just to say that carbohydrates and sugar clog travel of electronic impulses through our nervous system synapses… Milk products are clogging our immune system… Chemicals and toxins (in food and in environment) are clogging our sensory system, etc… Just to name the few. If you remember from previous post and from story of Adam and Eve dawn of agriculture coincides with dawn of reptilian domination [after we got kicked out from Garden of Eden we had to earn our food by the sweat…]…
A side note here for coffee, as coffee is big no on many lists of how to do spiritual enlightenment. In my blog, I prefer to talk about alignment and not enlightenment. Enlightenment has its place, but the best way in which we can give to ourselves in these times is to be grounded. We are over-enlightened most of the time, if I can put it that way, and we should be way more grounded then most of ‘modern’ human kind is. I view coffee as a grounding drink.

Using alcohol and drugs is ticket to get out of body. Not being in all of our bodies aligned and nested, we are inviting dark entities to run our body parts and/or bodies. Not being in the physical body we are prone to accidents.
What I listed here are just the most abusive methods we may employ on ourselves. There are many other ways in which we may be blocking ourselves to receive, most likely they are:

*Held beliefs that we are not deserving for one reason or another, and if we want to know, we have to identify this reason again with the intent being the starting point.
*Conditioning that somehow we are wrong in our desire, or what is right and what is wrong (when only our each individual heart knows that). Conditioning is something we ‘inherit’ from social milieu, and it is conditioning of emotional body.
*Programming holding us captive in way that we keep repeating the program without ever going out of it. Programming is something we acquire through school and school books, TV, etc… and it is taming of our brain.
*Judgments held within, which also would have to be identified (unbelievable what we can judge as improper).
*Imprint(s) held.

Suggestion: we travel to astral every night when we fall asleep. We can intent to learn in astral (sometimes if we have history of self-abuse, our astral is usurped too, so there is no peace there either. Then we may want to work on reclaiming our astral space. If our astral space is not in our control, no other space is in our control either). We do not have to learn everything through the painful experiences and lessons. We can always opt for easier way out. Working in dream time (as opposed to drug induced astral travel) is much safer for our physical bodies and better for our overall health. Of course, we have to respect the choice of those who decided to abuse themselves. Yet, those who still hear a tiny voice within, that there is more out there for you. And you still have hope within to reach your heart’s yearning. You may find this writing, and hopefully it would make you think if in any way you are hindering yourself (and we all are – would not be in this bodies on Earth if we are not), and do you want to make a change, a shift.
For these are shifting times on Earth.

Earth's Magnetoshpere

8 February 2009

Since I am travelling and cannot do much writing right now, I would just like to post a link to very interesting and important information:
A Giant Breach in Earth's Magnetic Field as posted by NASA in December 2008.
It is quite significant and it is amazing and amusing to observe reactions of scientific community and/or absence of media reaction...

Golden Age and Final Alchemical Transmutation

22 January 2009

Search for the Grail and Other Trophies...

Men have searched wide and far for the grail, philosopher’s stone, emerald tablets, gold that one could find by transmutation of lead and other metals into it, etc…

And guess what all of the above is – it is DNA (as it is in the previous post story). It is DNA that stores all the memory and wisdom we have inherited and acquired in our lifetimes, lifetimes of personal memory and wisdom, family memory and wisdom, tribal/collective memory and wisdom, and global collective memory and wisdom... DNA holds the memory even if we have polluted our connection to it and we cannot recover and remember it. It is still there in our ‘bones.’ Any ‘energetic pollution’ (genetic disease) can transform, that is can be healed. It is just ancestral trauma stored in DNA. If even one family/tribal member heals any given trauma, it would affect the whole family/tribe.

At the time of return to Eden, which is now, if you chose so, we have been shaking off pollution not only from personal memory and wisdom, family memory and wisdom, tribal/collective memory and wisdom and global collective memory and wisdom, but even a cosmic one – all in order to recover full memory and full wisdom of our origins, to take our energies back, and give energies that are not ours to those to whom they belong (as explained in the first post – ‘an energy recycling sort’ – energies have to be sorted just like waste we sort for recycling, as we look for what is a number on a plastic container, that how we are sorting our energies: by their vibrational signature and that is how we ourselves will sort out. Our original vibration is covered under the pile of crap, just as the Earth’s beauty is covered with litter and reptilian sterile,‘modern,’ ugly designs void of life…

Some people will recover before the others, but then they will be attracting people of similar vibration and we will be regrouping based on our vibrational signature (that is why many today are experiencing falling out with their families or close ones. There is additional reason for this for which I should write a separate post).

Reaching the State of Gold

For the same reason we went into our ‘earthly, human’ experience of reincarnation, we will come the full circle to claim (cannot say we will reclaim as it has not been there from the begging, thus we entered into the wheel of life scenario) our gold – solar plexus! It is self-love, self-worth, ‘seat of the soul,’ feminine heart that we will finally accept. Finally take into account contribution of it so far, and finally start to understand what are all the gifts given to us that we can access once we accept and fully integrate feminine into creation, existence, evolution, decision-making, etc. Feminine in sacred geometrical alignment with the masculine in the balanced heart and manifest in the body will open doors to heaven again. It is feminine that holds the Key(s). Masculine energetic dominance coupled with increased reptilian dominance discredited feminine chakras of a person, and the planet (universe, as well) to such extent that we came to face annihilation, when the problem finally started to emerge into consciousness of humanity.

Hence, we have been in a process of double transformation:

1. Reclaiming our memory and wisdom = original vibration;

2. Claiming our self-love, self worth, certainty, seat of our personal power.

For it was through this ‘door’(solar plexus) that we took in the ‘wrong’ energy and got onto the karmic wheel of life (previous post story).

So, if you have not gotten it by now, the best thing you can do for yourself, for the planet is to work on your 1. and 2., if your choice is to stay on the planet Earth and if you intent to co-create with all that there is.

Sitting in our full power is sitting in our solar plexus fully aware, able to discern, senior and/or commanding to any disturbing force that may enter our energetic field, and yet gracious and responsive to the world around and any co-creative beings and beingness. Responsive means to be able to feel/’read’ the need, or what is appropriate for the moment. Hence, it is how harmonic relationship within and without can ensue. In this kind of relating there is no need for rules and regulations to maintain balance and harmonic reality. It is spontaneous… There is no pretense, and no need for politeness. For fully integrated and energetically aligned we can ‘read the energy’ and we read the truth and can easily adjust to the given reality. [Lie simply cannot pass…. Energy cannot be masked, unless there is denial present within. In that case, one cannot read oneself, as one cannot read anyone else (which does not mean that they cannot be or are not ‘read’). Those who deny get sorted together and operate under the old norms…]

Moreover, if we add our reclaimed memory and wisdom we will basically remember the original charge, the original contract > emerald tablet, with which we were charged in the beginning.

So formula is 1. + 2. = Emerald Tablet (or rather piece of it, with which our line has been charged to hold). With this we close the cycle; the circle of our need for karmic experience.

As the legend has it, and legends are always born out of Universal Memory/Records, different ‘vibrational lineages’ have held memory of different parts of Original Creation/Original Cause ‘Emerald Tablet;’ and some peoples still remember they are charged with it. Most others still have not remembered, but bits and pieces are surfacing of 12 tribes (vibrational lineages) who have each gotten piece of original creation memory, and then each tribe divide information and burden of carrying it further onto another 12 members. Somewhere along the line some of these bits and pieces get recorded down and there is mention of 144 000 people surviving to enter into 'Golden Age'… I interpret this as 144 original now even more splintered information (DNA^*) holders surfacing to recover and restore their information, and then to weave the story of Creation and Original Cause, all the beautiful and all the gruesome details of it. And yet to imagine how it can be if we hold ourselves together and manifest from our highest integrity and connectedness… This lesson is Universal Lesson of Creation. We will finally know Laws of Creation. Yet only after we put pieces of puzzle and interweave the story together.

Of course, getting off karmic wheel, wheel of life time wise coincides with Rising of Holy Cross (check Lunar Planner to learn more), basically rising of our ecliptic plane into 90-degreed position towards the galactic plane… Again, this goes back to Hindu, Mayan calendar and lost science of sidereal astrology/astronomy (astrology most people get to read and know today is shadow of its full self). And this goes back to timing. All in due time, cannot be sooner, nor can it be later...

*This is why Dark Force using Greys as instruments have always targeted for abduction (just as expressed creativly in this hilarious song about abduction and/in Bosnian reality) and implant setting indigenous people; and using scientists to extract genes (Genome project and all other Gen projects love to get their hands on indigenous blood) for purpose of learning the secret of life, for they are on the quest (but now with force and the whole construct in decline) to erase feminine force in Universe. Since Lucifer figured that is self destructive, he has also worked feverishly to figure out cloning, stem cell research, so he can maintain himself in existence once that which gives life is gone. Somehow I am not concern as Lucifer leads himself into annihilating non-dimensional existence as I mentioned in one of the earliest posts… So do not fret over 666, fret over yourself.

Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil > Tree of Life > Genealogy Tree

10 January 2009

Reptilian Conditioning of Humans
“In the Book of Genesis, the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, sometimes translated as the Tree of Conscience (עֵץ הַדַּעַת טוֹב וָרָע) was a tree in the middle of the Garden of Eden from which God forbade Adam to eat. A serpent tempted Eve, to eat the forbidden fruit from the Tree of Knowledge. Adam joined in and they became ashamed of their nakedness. After this they were banished from the garden and forced to survive through agriculture "by the sweat of [their] brow" as they were denied access to the Tree of Life (and, immortality).” - Extracted from wikipedia.

It does not really matter how do we call this tree. The tree represents DNA. It represents life that is transferred by DNA combinatorics of mother and father, represents ancestral knowledge and memory also stored in DNA (Sometimes, DNA has been represented as a Key or a Pillar). Now, why in the world this tree with the serpent on it has had become Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil?

Firstly, the snake and its apple represent a foreign to humans genetic code – and in this case reptilian genetic code. So it is not that Eve ate an apple and become somehow infected. It is that Eve had gotten the seeds of reptilian genetic coding that has had us on the karmic wheel ever since. I mean she did get ‘infected,’ but in today’s world overloaded with pornography we do not have to pretend to be puritans and talk about storks and apples, when we can simply say that she had to involve into sexual activity to receive the encoding. Adam could not receive quite the same, so the blame has remained on Eve and females of humanity ever since.

Secondly, what is this about “knowledge of good and evil.” Reptilian and our reptilian part of the brain (brain stem) that we have now as result of intermixing operates on four basic premises:

1. binary coding
2. territorialism
3. hierarchy
4. does not evolve; cannot pass the binary coding, no power of analysis and/or feeling (does not have these capacities, but rather runs on imprint - on its original cause AKA sin)
It is this binary coding that has gotten us on the karmic wheel. Now having the reptilian brain to code every emotion we have had to good-bad, dark-light, yes-no, etc… we entered the era of dualism and/or polarity. And with this ‘ability’ we lost our ability to co-create and ability of effortless manifestation (Garden of Eden). We now operate on imprints (no evolution; no new awareness; stuckness). Irony and vicious cycle has been that we could never become aware of this as there was no conscious (God’s light) present when imprints were created (So-called ‘reptilian race’ was holding imprint when they were created, and we took their imprint in). So for eons of time we have operated on this new paradigm and came to think that it is our human nature to be co-dependent and in a ‘rat-race.’ If we do not get 'It', someone else will, and it will tramp over us in the process…
This is not true nature of human kind, but we who chose to do so, have to restore all parts of ourselves, and give back what is not ours in this healing or evolutionary process , in order to really restore our humanness.
Humans in the Garden of Eden (original Earth, when there was still magic there) knew only of co-creation, it is when they mixed up with alien races that we entered age of co-dependent relationships. So, original sin was mixing in with other cosmic races (thus today’s ‘judgment day’ is about this huge energy sorting and recycling project I talked about in the first post). The foreign reptilian race has enslaved us in this way, hence we become dependent on ‘advent of agriculture and sweat of our work to sustain’ ourselves. Ever since our enslavers have operated on pushing the fear button on their human subjects.
It is easy to notice once we juxtapose binary coding (dualism), and its inability to evolve into a different level of awareness as only knows its original imprinting and its black&white ways over two other aspects of reptilian origin: hierarchy and territorialism; why we have not been able to evolve and we had to get to a place of almost annihilating ourselves, before God put stop on it. We have been in the grip of the Reptilian Brain, which in turn has been further manipulated by the ‘fallen force.’

Why am I writing about this at this time? In the last three months we have been working our reptilian involvement on the global collective consciousness level. As much as it looks like the end of times, we should always look at it as the healing crises: it has to get worse before it gets better. It gets worse as it matches intensity of our denial or ignorance – unwillingness to look at our involvement. More we resist to see our own involvement – pictures/experiences are more intensifying. No need to mention the economic crises, I want to mention two big global pictures flashing from TV screens right now that are reflecting to us our involvement with reptilian imprinting.

Picture 1
First one being the intensification of the attacks on Palestinians in Gaza. It is becoming obvious to all that Israeli attacks are absolutely result of Israelis being out of their minds. I mean, they are not using neocortex or any other part of the brain, but only run on reptilian imprinting and using only reptilian brain at this time. And as energies of harmonization are intensifying, the ‘fallen force’ is acting like a nutcase pulling on all the old and known tricks… They cannot offer any reasonable explanation anymore, because they have none. Even all the ‘speak’ of terrorism does not sound convincing. It is as they are putting their foot into their own mouth. Of course, as always they have to look at their own involvement and not blame Palestinians. On the other hand, as collective Palestinians have to look at why they are still victims. What do they hold that keeps them captive? And all of us comfortably seated in our armchairs and watching this on TV we have to be grateful for we get stirred, but we are not in the story. We have to feel and look which way do we get lit up. Do we hate Palestinians or Israelis in this story or all? We then have feel and express that, until we get to the point where we will not be lit up by seeing this fighting. As long as we are, there is Palestinian and Israeli in every one of us, and we are responsible for what is going on the Middle East. We are responsible as long we have thoughts and emotions about it, plus suppressed emotional charge. Do not think if you are peacenik that you are not contributing to this picture…
This is time when, since there is Divine Intervention (curiously there is a Palestinian film by the same name), there is more chance that all will be heard, but we have to remember that we have to be open to receive… If we are not open to receive and we expect a gift, information, enlightenment to come in some way we imagined it to be, and it is standing right in front of us in a different shape/form we will not be able to recognize gift/answer to our prayer. And gifts are all around us… Answers are all around us. Writing is on the wall, indeed, but we are not looking at the wall as we think it will be on TV (or whatever our idea of information source is). Sometimes, as God knows what our sources are, gives us answers in them, and we still manage to omit. Why is that, we should ask of ourselves, and yet we swear by his~her name, all the time? Make a choice. If you want to hear true information coming from the Source, then intend it that way and intend it to be open to receive an answer from the Source, then ask your question. In my experience, it is always unexpected and has always turned my known reality upside down. So be aware. That is why many do omit, I guess. In this case, Israelis are Palestinian answer, and Palestinians are Israelis answer. Magnificent, is it not?
I have a special affinity for this region, as I believe and view this area as the root chakra of the planet. To me it makes sense that most intense warfare is there as the root chakra represents survival. In addition, in places of special planetary energy the intensity of energy is amplified. It vibrates at higher frequencies then other parts of the planet. The dark force, of course, wants to overtake the root chakra, as – if it is overtaken – the fight for our planet is over (this fight has much larger ramification, it is of cosmic importance, so imagine that Earth is the stadium and so many are watching the game)! In this light, I would like to ask people in the West to consider what do terrorists represent in this kind of scenario? In the game of extreme duality, and if is life and death game – on one side is military complex with its ability to destroy planet that gives us life – on the other are terrorists. Very aptly named. As always in creation! Since it was due to our human denied terror that we took in the wrong seed from the beginning of the story. We came on Earth with such level of terror, and experienced even more terror later as we could not lift ourselves off the planet as we lost so much of vibratory power… Yet we denied this terror. We have to face it now. And we have to face our holding onto wrong vibration we viewed as saviour vibration. We thought we had to align with them. Well. Now it is time to admit that we cannot align with that which cannot evolve into love, ultimately God.
Nevertheless, we have to be thankful to reptilians and military complex that has enslaved us, as we have been so ignorant that we had to come to live in the fear of nuclear annihilation to see that something is not right, and we may be having ‘foreign encoding’ within that had to force us to look where we never wanted to look before and admit our involvement; as well as we have to be thankful to terrorists for lighting up pictures of terror in us, so we can finally process it and bring it to the light.
Emotions stirred from underneath of our subconscious layers and represented here in this picture are RAGE and TERROR. Israelis are raging and Palestinians are 'terrorizing'. (I have to put quotation marks around it, as how do Palestinians terrorize Israelis in the latest onslaught if Israelis had 40 dead, and Palestinians over 700? in the struggle like this, one cannot and should not be objective and neutral. To bring balance there has to be side taken, to bring balance; to adjust for the lack on one side; all other peacemaking based in neutrality is perpetuating the abuse and supporting the perpetrator) - and is all purposeful - so all the Western institutions from the UN to Red Cross should be looking in their involvement with the ultimately 'dark force'). However, rage is first and terror is reaction or the other side of rage. Dual/reptilian world is reactionary and we should strive to become responsive, instead. Globally, the level of suppression of the Will, Goddess, feminine magnetic energy of God, is so high and still is especially in the Reptilian dominated ‘West’ side of the planet that is resulting in this kind of intense picture in the root chakra of the world. I wander which way critical mass of collective consciousness will sway, in a way of finally accepting responsibility and going the way of evolution turning to the Source. If we chose ignorance, we may face Earth’s Kundalini rising. The other way we may see creative solutions finally bringing two opposites together.
(added from You Tube on January 19: UK Jewish MP: Israel acting like Nazis)

Picture 2
Natural Gas Shortage in Europe – of people freezing and running for the stores to buy electric heaters, wood stoves, whatever will work to make them warm at sub-zero temperatures.
This is absolutely picture that we faced to process our survival fear we have been holding since the beginning of our time as soul-spirit beings. As fear has been labeled as ‘negative;’ it ‘deserved’ to be ‘controlled,’ pushed away, or something similar. But as I discussed in the first post nothing is ever lost, and now when God has said, “enough is enough!” or “enough already!” we have to face and take back our crap, in this case fear we have denied. And in our polarized, dualistic reality every emotion has its opposite. Opposite of fear is anger, also ‘unacceptable’ emotion.
So feel your fear and look at your anger, ask them what they have to teach you and then accept it, accept experience, and accept yourself for having both: fear, anger and experiences drawn by them as they were; then fear and anger can be brought to the balance point, which is half way between fear and anger and it nests in the heart. Heart is balance point, hence love is emotional balance. This is basic of healing process, and applies to any suppressed emotion, and/or ‘picture’ (snapshot of an event) that holds memory of an emotion.
Emotions stirred up to the surface in this picture are FEAR and ANGER. ‘Common’ people are fearful for their own survival and angry at the same time at the ‘ruling class.’ Bureaucrats and politicians. Bureaucrats and politicians in our governments have become so cheeky, they have no shame. But they will become even worse, for as long as we tolerate them and think that we can create only in a way that has been set up and run by reptilian imprinting and dark force that pulls the strings behind the scenes. So, again there is no one to blame but ourselves for our resistance to look at our own crap and take it for what it is, without judgment. Why did we have to come to the point of being cornered? We will get away with shameless politicians when we learn our lesson…
To me this fear will force us to remember how to co-create, for no power game will help, no survival skill will help at this time. Only balancing ourselves, finding ourselves, our true humanness (or other nature, for with all the intermixing some will have to find their true whatever nature), thus co-creating, which is all opposite of what we come to associate with being human. Humans have co-created and lived in balanced ways, with no vertical hierarchies, but horizontal interconnectedness... And today more then ever, we are alienated and disconnected for easier manipulation… Only those who chose to co-create will remain on Earth at this time… Others will have to go off the planet. Maybe some will go to the planets whence they came from. Honestly, I do not care… energies will sort themselves out. I only know what I have decided and what I have chosen.

As a result of my decision, when I was doing an energy check-up (reading) for myself some six weeks ago, my inner compass has showed me how to give back the reptilian energy to be sorted out. When I approached this reading I was not intent of finding reptilian energy, I was looking at why some person went on my nerves, but as it happens this person gave me a gift of looking at reptilian energy. I have also seen that as a result of reclaiming our true energies our physical body make up will change. DNA will change. It will not hold karmic (strain of our entire experience) and dharmic (strain of our true potential – our Destiny Path) strains anymore, as they will fuse to become one, and that is the end of the story of the Adam and Eve. After all we will recreate Garden of Eden here on Earth, once we reclaim and restore our own energy.
The cosmic energy is pressing at this time at these buttons.

In the light of pictures 1 and 2 I have to make mention of the ‘economic crises.’ This is not an economic crisis. It is economic restructuring. Economy producing a hierarchical structure and in the last couple of decades producing what I termed ‘economic rapture’ of cream on top with so much money that they can live above the law on the islands who do not belong to any country, to the billions in servitude who are producing daily so that few can jet-set around the world and buy penthouses in the most expensive cities in the world by writing a personal check – those times are over. That kind of economy is not on the God’s books. So, why do you cry over it, if at the same time you bitch how you are not given proper health care, heat, your children education… If you cry over it – you are resisting the change to new economic realities in which no one will be in servitude. Is it then fear of change, and clinging to known shit, rather then getting into unknown paradise? Or is it that you do not want to take personal responsibility?
It is just another picture churning up survival fear vibration, but I think it is also reminder to look at what and how it has been for us. It is forcing us to pull off impossible. It is forcing us to remember who we truly are, and how we used to live when there was magic...
It is all our responsibility and we have all the tools we need to recreate the Eden. It is just matter of choice.
Also, I have to repeat myself: more we resist evolution by denying involvement and taking responsibility for our own crap, our experiences will be escalating proportionally in unpleasant way. Do not save the world or anyone; save yourself!
Then the message to ourselves is, “Keep resisting and denying personal involvement or look at it, as then process of alignment of ‘opposites’ can start. Chose, intent, accept responsibility and freedom, but also forgive yourself, for there has been a purpose to this journey after all… Evolution. All of God has been evolving. And for the process all you need is within. Salvation does not come from without. Love and God are within yourself. All You Need Is Love, right?”

The evolutionary (‘ascension’) process is about clearing, bringing to the light our emotional baggage from subconscious to conscious mind (into the God’s light). Not only what we have suppressed to subconscious, but what we have tried to give to someone else (partner, family, collective, Earth). Hence, feel your FEAR, ANGER, RAGE and TERROR. Be afraid, be angry, be outraged, and feel your terror, in safety of your own private space. If you are intent in doing this, you may not have to face experience that will trigger the denied emotions outwardly… After feeling and EXPRESSING them they lose their charge and they can evolve, transform and/or transmute. Once you become aware of them. Aha! They have no hold on you anymore. EXPRESS EMOTIONS even if 'negative,' even if for all to hear you, or seemingly no one to hear...

NOTE: To understand the working of the reptilian part of the brain, I was greatly helped by the book “Feelings Matter” by Ceanne DeRohan that I received in the mail on the last day of the last year and did not stop reading it until I read about all different parts of the brain and their functions, but in particular, about how do we become reptilian dominated humans. It was insightful to read about reptilian behaviour, Based in the research of reptilian behavioral scientist, who studied lizards… When I read that part I thought, “Hmm, this is just like gangs.”

Which Way Is Up?

20 December 2008

Time & Space or Time-Space

More on separating of the ways as some refer to it. And indeed it is the great separation, the great rapture.

The vision I hold (to be explained for our three-dimensional minds) is the great spiral. The Great Spiral is wrapped around a cone/conical shape that is turned upside down (as opposed to a spiral that is wrapped around a cylinder). We are in time-space point on this Great Spiral somewhere in the upper echelons. And we on the Earth have been moving together upwardly. However, the time has come that portion of the spirit/souls cannot carry the others who are not willing to go the same way. It is time of the choice: to chose to move with evolution of the Universe and God and Life itself or to resist evolution and chose to go the other way: downward. Many have been writing about ascension. Some are choosing to descend at this time. Their reflection is going to be increased lack of personal space as various controls and regulation invade private/personal space (government control, and anything else that has to do with lack of space). The ultimate descend is annihilation turning into a point (ultimate non-dimensional existence). This will happen as result of resisting to accept part of oneself that is feminine part of the God – Mother of Everything – magnetic energy that opens space for creation to manifest/embody.

In the ascension we are going to become ‘lighter’ as we access more and more our own dimensions. And in infinite universe there is limitless number of dimensions we can access.

I see that both ways are the return to the Source. Eventually the Source will take back its Point (all that decided to go back into non-dimensional existence). On the other end of the Grand Circle of big Spiral is also going back to the source, but in a different way. For the beginning of this process (where we are now), it looks like as the time-space become aligned and open a new dimension to those who have sought alignment of their Destiny Path with that of the Divine Path (through inner alignment and integration) will come to a place of effortless manifestation through synchronous encounters and spontaneous actions. In addition, effortless manifestation is result of accessing our additional dimensions, where time and space fuse into time-space.

It is not fixed that being/spirit/soul cannot change its ‘mind’ and decide to go the other way… It is all based in our choice. And we have to respect any choice (no saving of others – it is disrespectful of their choice).

22. decembar 2008

Verzija na bosanskom jeziku:

Vizija koju vidim onog sto mnogi zovu sudnjim danom ili velikim razlaganjem, a ja najvecim sortiranjem energija ikad videnim u cijelom kozmosu je vizija Velike Spirale. Ova spirala izgleda kao spirala omotana oko konicnog oblika koji je vrhom prema dole, a ne kao spirala omotana oko cilindra. Znaci da se prema gore otvara i raste sa svakim zavojem. U pogledu vrijeme-prostor faktora kad se pogledamo mi smo u vremenu sa svojim prostorom negdje prema vrhu ove spirale, koja pretstavlja neko vrijeme kozmicke evolucije. Mislim da concept slican ovom – vremenske spirale postoji u hindu kalendaru.

Mnogi sad govore u uznesenju ljudskog roda, a ja bih da govorim o oba pravca na spirali. Mi smo sad presli tacku na kojoj smo morali izabrati izmedu: zivot/evolucija/Bog ili smrt/unistenje/Lucifer.

Ko izabire smrt/unistenje/Lucifera - izabira reverzibilno kretanje na velikoj Spirali Evolucije – ide prema tacki prvog postajanja: samom pocetku velike spirale. Time gubi svijest vise i vise, docim gubi i dimenzije da bi svi na kraju presli u tacku – totalna anihilacija postojanja. Oni koji izabiru ovaj put oni ce da budu suoceni sa realnoscu gubljenja osobnog prostora. Na primjer, sve vise ce osjecati pritisak kontrole vlasti, ili doslovno ne mogucnost imanja prostora (stan i sl.)…

Razlog sto ce se ovoj grupi manifestirati nedostatk prostora ce biti taj sto izabiraju da ne prihvate davateljicu zivota – Majku Svega – zenski princip boziji. Ako bi o tom govorili jezikom quantum fizike to je magnetna energije ciji je jedan od zadataka da otvori/stvori/nade prostor za kreaciju, za postojanje. U prijasnjim prilozima (na engleskom) sam pisala da o drugim ulogama ove energije, na primjer moc razlucivanja i volja.

On ikoji su posli drugim smjerom i koji su izabrali zivot/evoluciju/Boga ti ce poceti da imaju pristup drugim dimenzijama. Sad smo u tri dimenzije, poneko cetiri i samo sto nismo i u petoj. Peta dimenzia ce nam postati prepoznatljiva po tome sto cemo moci da s lakocom manifestiramo nase planove. Lakoca ce dolaziti jer cemo manifestirati kroz sinkrone susrete i spontane akcije, a radicemo u dimenziji u kojoj ono sto smo mi dotad poznavali kao razdvojene funkcije: prostor i vrijeme se stapaju u prostor-vrijeme. To ce znaciti da ce onima koji su jos uvijek u 3-D izgledati kao da neko koje u 5-D stvara velikom brzinom.

Koncept ubrzanja vremena je poznat u kaledaru Maja.

Bice/Duh/Dusa koja se odlucila za bilo koji od ova dva puta moze da ‘promjeni misljenje’ – znaci da putanja nije fiksirana jednom za svagda. Sve je bazirano na izboru (Boziji dar – zenskog principa). Takoder vazno je napomenuti da treba da postujemo odluke drugih, bez obzira sto primjecujemo kojim putem idu. Ne treba da pokusavamo da ‘spasimo’ nikog, jer je to nepostovanje njihovog duhovnog/dusevnog izbora.

Oba ova puta su put nazad ka Izvoru Svega – Bogu, jedino ce stvarnosti biti razlicite. Na kraju ce Bog uzeti svoju tacku, a ostali su dobrovoljci koji se vracaju…