28 June 2009
Graduated and Then What? Where is My Job?
Many have gone through the solstice portal, feeling great and having sense of completion and readiness to step into brave new world. And then?! Slump! Few days after feeling exhilaration we have felt as someone has dumped a bucket of cold water over us. The energy that we are working is still heart energy integration. As the new energy is coming out there is still distrust lodged in our heart (between heart and thymus). It is distrust that is moving off the heart of the planet and our own hearts, and in the process it is making us feel very uncomfortable. For distrust, as I have mentioned before, is form of denied terror. As we are moving off more of the feeling of terror from our and planetary body, we need to notice it, let it move; and then take care of ourselves. Drink a plenty of water. And then bring our intent to nurturing our hearts back to life… We have to ask to have our hearts filled with the pure love from the Source, as well as nurturing our own love back to life: our love for ourselves as the living Gods (we really have hard times thinking of ourselves as Gods).
Universe is supporting us in this that is not letting us move ahead before all is released and new is integrated. It is as we have just had open heart surgery and now we need some time to recover and rejuvenate. So we are continuing to release what has been chocking us and integrate cosmic auxiliary energies. In what I had seen in my dream time-space the earth’s heart is in the same process. Integrated, closed up as after the surgery, but with still deep and visible scars in need of further healing. As it is earth in the process of finding and nurturing her heart back with her heart’s desire, so are we. Heart's desire that has been trumped over so many times that it has a hard time believing and trusting that it will be taken into consideration by us and by the Universe.
In some way I feel as I have lost all of my ideas what did I want to be when I grow up and new ones have not popped up. Even though I can see that our ‘old’ desires will reinvent themselves. They will come back, but in a new form.
FORM AND MANIFESTATION
OK, now that I am talking about the form, I am talking manifesting, too. Hence, I checked spirit and manifesting clocks. They are in the process of fusion now. So again indication to be patient that effortless manifestation is in the works. He-he. This fusion and symbolism of effortless manifestation was shown to me about six month ago (coupled with DNA/genetic change). In my process I have observed that it takes up to six months for spirit energies to be integrated and manifested in a physical body. Simply our physical bodies have been so overloaded with what I would call by one name - Foreign Interference Energies (FIE) that they lost so much of their vibratory power… So already slower then a spirit it slowed down to almost not being able vibrate anymore (people and earth). So after all of the clearing physical body will take some time to catch up... Process of nurturing our hearts and bodies back to ‘life’ after all of the rinse and spin cycles, after shock and awe treatments takes time...
In meantime that will give us some time to feel into our purpose and what we are to do next (feet issues)...
Many have gone through the solstice portal, feeling great and having sense of completion and readiness to step into brave new world. And then?! Slump! Few days after feeling exhilaration we have felt as someone has dumped a bucket of cold water over us. The energy that we are working is still heart energy integration. As the new energy is coming out there is still distrust lodged in our heart (between heart and thymus). It is distrust that is moving off the heart of the planet and our own hearts, and in the process it is making us feel very uncomfortable. For distrust, as I have mentioned before, is form of denied terror. As we are moving off more of the feeling of terror from our and planetary body, we need to notice it, let it move; and then take care of ourselves. Drink a plenty of water. And then bring our intent to nurturing our hearts back to life… We have to ask to have our hearts filled with the pure love from the Source, as well as nurturing our own love back to life: our love for ourselves as the living Gods (we really have hard times thinking of ourselves as Gods).
Universe is supporting us in this that is not letting us move ahead before all is released and new is integrated. It is as we have just had open heart surgery and now we need some time to recover and rejuvenate. So we are continuing to release what has been chocking us and integrate cosmic auxiliary energies. In what I had seen in my dream time-space the earth’s heart is in the same process. Integrated, closed up as after the surgery, but with still deep and visible scars in need of further healing. As it is earth in the process of finding and nurturing her heart back with her heart’s desire, so are we. Heart's desire that has been trumped over so many times that it has a hard time believing and trusting that it will be taken into consideration by us and by the Universe.
In some way I feel as I have lost all of my ideas what did I want to be when I grow up and new ones have not popped up. Even though I can see that our ‘old’ desires will reinvent themselves. They will come back, but in a new form.
FORM AND MANIFESTATIONOK, now that I am talking about the form, I am talking manifesting, too. Hence, I checked spirit and manifesting clocks. They are in the process of fusion now. So again indication to be patient that effortless manifestation is in the works. He-he. This fusion and symbolism of effortless manifestation was shown to me about six month ago (coupled with DNA/genetic change). In my process I have observed that it takes up to six months for spirit energies to be integrated and manifested in a physical body. Simply our physical bodies have been so overloaded with what I would call by one name - Foreign Interference Energies (FIE) that they lost so much of their vibratory power… So already slower then a spirit it slowed down to almost not being able vibrate anymore (people and earth). So after all of the clearing physical body will take some time to catch up... Process of nurturing our hearts and bodies back to ‘life’ after all of the rinse and spin cycles, after shock and awe treatments takes time...
In meantime that will give us some time to feel into our purpose and what we are to do next (feet issues)...
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