20 June 2009
Kundalini Kicked Some Last Karmic ... in Indigo
Since my last post I struggled so much with myself. As I wrote in the last post we have been dealing with heart clearing, and I have intuited that it is our heart's desire that will get us across the abyss. And yet, days were going by and much I expected to happen as result of the new transforming energies was not happening and life was seemingly still, but our life's functions were not. So I wandered how will I make it this time? I had reverted back into distrust and self-analyzing.
What was bugging me? I thought I am supposed to have a heart desire and envision anything and it will happen – effortless manifestation at last; I would know I had arrived to the place of having cleared enough of ballast I was carrying around for eons previous; and all has been holding back my ability to create and manifest my hearts desire. To my chagrin, not only did I not feel any desire or draw towards anything, I barely could take care of my most basic needs anymore (like having food at least once a day). I was thinking this will never end, I will never get to this other place whatever that is. How is this different from chasing a carrot on the stick from the other life scenario I left? Then all of the sudden few pieces of information fell into places and I had a breakthrough. Of course, I could not get on with my heart's desire, as I have not had a vision…
We need to find our own balance with indigo (which is our visionary center – pineal gland) and how we want our future to be. It is not just balancing of the will and spirit in the heart, but also of balancing heart with the vision. And this was a picture my client showed me during a reading/healing session two weeks ago. I was kicking myself… And then I laughed at myself, of course as always everything is as it should be; in a perfect order.
Placement of the sixth chakra is peculiar, between spirit and worldly affairs; and since times long past having to interpret the most often conflicting worldly and spiritual affairs. Hence, often without receiving recognition or validation for its contribution, and/or quite the opposite. Throughout the history of mankind most often sixth chakra as seen as people who were gifted with it were severely punished, sacrificed, burned… for seeing and visionary ability… Or handsomly rewarded if in a bed with power. Its experience tainted with no matter what I see and present is not going to be received well, amounted to shutting down… More and more. Story of indigo is much longer then this, just like all other colours, chakras, or vibrations. But it is suffice to say that recent weeks were about clearing and transforming pineal gland in order to clear the ballast in indigo and then harmonize heart-third eye (pineal) axis.
In the hindsight I could see how kundalini energy has been slowly working its way up (since November/December 2008 - root chakra) through our body’s and earth’s chakra system, and has arrived to the third eye and has been working there for the last, at least, three weeks. What does this mean?
Firstly, it means breaking of ancient contracts indigo(s) have made to ‘protect’ itself(themselves) [just as I announced in my previous post that I am breaking mine with my heart land and while I wrote this the same happened with my 'Heart Son;' or just as Frodo breaks his when he drops the ring into the molten lava in "The Fellowship of the Ring."] So you can try this yourself, close your eyes and ask clear question to your inner eye to show you your contracts that are in your way to achieve your full potential, or integrate yourself fully, to get onto your Destiny Path, and see what kind of rings it will show you; have them be incomplete, then round them up and explode them, toss them into volcano or similar]. We are done with this kind of 'old school’ contracts. What am I talking about? For example, channeling is the ‘old school’ information gathering and always done so that there is information giver and medium who receives and distributes this information. So a person serves as a vehicle for information transfer. If I can illustrate it, I liken channeling to how the natives ofAmericas
Digression: So today many are waiting for salvation to some from the outside; in the form of aliens, ETs, whatnots; and that is true for some… For some will go home to other planets. However, as for myself I know I am an Earthling. I do not want to say that Sirians, Pleadians, and rest know nothing, but I do want to say that they are interpreters… And we are given will to discern. And we all may have been involved with them, but my intent is to open, as clear as possible, direct communication with God.
Secondly, I have been speaking of rage for a while. There has been held rage in indigo that has been preventing indigo to see clearly. Here is where kundalini fairs in again. Kundalini has been, kind of like a rage-terror polarity chimney-sweep brush in our and Earth body. Since the past couple of weeks kundalini has been sweeping between rage of indigo and distrust of the heart. As these two emotions have been polarized. Rage is opposite of terror which I have mentioned before; distrust is form of denied terror.
Once this operation is done we can start visualizing our heart's desire as the initial step in our manifestation process.
Since my last post I struggled so much with myself. As I wrote in the last post we have been dealing with heart clearing, and I have intuited that it is our heart's desire that will get us across the abyss. And yet, days were going by and much I expected to happen as result of the new transforming energies was not happening and life was seemingly still, but our life's functions were not. So I wandered how will I make it this time? I had reverted back into distrust and self-analyzing.
What was bugging me? I thought I am supposed to have a heart desire and envision anything and it will happen – effortless manifestation at last; I would know I had arrived to the place of having cleared enough of ballast I was carrying around for eons previous; and all has been holding back my ability to create and manifest my hearts desire. To my chagrin, not only did I not feel any desire or draw towards anything, I barely could take care of my most basic needs anymore (like having food at least once a day). I was thinking this will never end, I will never get to this other place whatever that is. How is this different from chasing a carrot on the stick from the other life scenario I left? Then all of the sudden few pieces of information fell into places and I had a breakthrough. Of course, I could not get on with my heart's desire, as I have not had a vision…
We need to find our own balance with indigo (which is our visionary center – pineal gland) and how we want our future to be. It is not just balancing of the will and spirit in the heart, but also of balancing heart with the vision. And this was a picture my client showed me during a reading/healing session two weeks ago. I was kicking myself… And then I laughed at myself, of course as always everything is as it should be; in a perfect order.
Placement of the sixth chakra is peculiar, between spirit and worldly affairs; and since times long past having to interpret the most often conflicting worldly and spiritual affairs. Hence, often without receiving recognition or validation for its contribution, and/or quite the opposite. Throughout the history of mankind most often sixth chakra as seen as people who were gifted with it were severely punished, sacrificed, burned… for seeing and visionary ability… Or handsomly rewarded if in a bed with power. Its experience tainted with no matter what I see and present is not going to be received well, amounted to shutting down… More and more. Story of indigo is much longer then this, just like all other colours, chakras, or vibrations. But it is suffice to say that recent weeks were about clearing and transforming pineal gland in order to clear the ballast in indigo and then harmonize heart-third eye (pineal) axis.
In the hindsight I could see how kundalini energy has been slowly working its way up (since November/December 2008 - root chakra) through our body’s and earth’s chakra system, and has arrived to the third eye and has been working there for the last, at least, three weeks. What does this mean?
Firstly, it means breaking of ancient contracts indigo(s) have made to ‘protect’ itself(themselves) [just as I announced in my previous post that I am breaking mine with my heart land and while I wrote this the same happened with my 'Heart Son;' or just as Frodo breaks his when he drops the ring into the molten lava in "The Fellowship of the Ring."] So you can try this yourself, close your eyes and ask clear question to your inner eye to show you your contracts that are in your way to achieve your full potential, or integrate yourself fully, to get onto your Destiny Path, and see what kind of rings it will show you; have them be incomplete, then round them up and explode them, toss them into volcano or similar]. We are done with this kind of 'old school’ contracts. What am I talking about? For example, channeling is the ‘old school’ information gathering and always done so that there is information giver and medium who receives and distributes this information. So a person serves as a vehicle for information transfer. If I can illustrate it, I liken channeling to how the natives of
Digression: So today many are waiting for salvation to some from the outside; in the form of aliens, ETs, whatnots; and that is true for some… For some will go home to other planets. However, as for myself I know I am an Earthling. I do not want to say that Sirians, Pleadians, and rest know nothing, but I do want to say that they are interpreters… And we are given will to discern. And we all may have been involved with them, but my intent is to open, as clear as possible, direct communication with God.
Secondly, I have been speaking of rage for a while. There has been held rage in indigo that has been preventing indigo to see clearly. Here is where kundalini fairs in again. Kundalini has been, kind of like a rage-terror polarity chimney-sweep brush in our and Earth body. Since the past couple of weeks kundalini has been sweeping between rage of indigo and distrust of the heart. As these two emotions have been polarized. Rage is opposite of terror which I have mentioned before; distrust is form of denied terror.
Once this operation is done we can start visualizing our heart's desire as the initial step in our manifestation process.
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